Wednesday, June 29, 2005
aiyo ....
now SO bored...
sian lar........
nothing to do sia...
y school open liao ...
but still so bored sia...
wa .. but chinese oral coming .. hahaz..
better prepare some ...
hahaz...
hope can clear chinese once and for all
hahaz...
i also dunno wat to type liao ...
hahaz...
sian ....
-_________________________-lll
-tom-
full of LOVE at
7:35 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
wat makes a person different...
yea ... for me ...
i did meet quite a lot of people ...
and they really change my life...
and ...
give me so much memories...
wat makes a person different..
is not whether he or she rich anot ...
is how u feel deep inside ur heart...
some people ... no matter wat they did ...
or how much they did ...
we still dun care ... or ..
dun even bother abt them...
but some people...
dun need to say a single word...
he or she ... just need to do a simple action...
we ... will feel the differences immediately ...
this is the most excited part of our life...
have u ever wonder... wat makes him or her different...
is his or her actions or words make u feel they are
different...
or actually in ur heart....
before they even did a single thing ..
u are already classify them ...
as different....
yea ... for me ...
there are so many diffenret people...
some ... i really got to thank dunno who.. maybe god ... or whoever up there....
give me such a wonderful chance to meet them ...
some ... i really hope that ..
i am not tom .. so i wont meet them ...
however ... we still need to thank them ...
becoz of them ... thats y we realise
actually there are so many people better than them...
actually ...we only need to be ourselves...
who knows... maybe .. deep inside some people's heart...
we are ... being classify ... as special personality ...
hahaz... isnt it great..
but the most important thing .. is we need to be ourselves..
we live in this world .. is for ourselves..
is not becoz of other people ....
some people fall in love ...
they will said... i couldnt live without u ..
yea it really sounds.. nice..
but ... if u couldnt live with the person ...
it is very hard for me to imagine ... that
when u live with that person ...
wat will be ur life looks like ...
i think for me ...
i would not say ... i couldnt live without u ...
becoz ...it is sounds so wat...
i cant think a better word to describe... hahaz...
wa... haha... i sounds ... a bit bastard..
ahhaz.. nvm ..
actually i also scolding myself at the same time..
eh ...so it is ok i think ... hahaz
aiyo .. ok i think i better dun scold myself so much
hahaz... i feel so slpy ..
wonderland.. i am coming lor!!
^________________________________^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:15 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
hello,...
yea yea yea ... finally I GOT MY NEW HP!!
so happy sia... hahaz
lol... but still ok lar.. hahaz
wa... today do a lot of math ... hahaz... i can see
numbers above my head!!!
hahaz...
but at least today got watch the movie
"be with me "
lolz... i mean
" be with you"
hahaz
hahaz...
but the movie is so nice...
only the father really quite kuku lor!!
hahaz...lucky i am not
as kuku as him sia... but
the story is really touching...
yea... love is such a strange or
i should say ... powerful ....
thing...
maybe is not a thing...
for me ... i think
is believe...
yea...
its hard to imagine that...
2 person actually like each others
for so long .. and yet they dun have courage to tell each other...
yea... i think this is the worse ...however ...
this kind of things actually happening in our real life
hahaz.. but yet ...
sometimes... we did not realise it ..
isnt it ... such a waste...
hahaz.. however...
ok ... back to the movie ..
haha... the last part really touching ...
actually ... how long the love last ...
does not really importand ...
the most important thing
is at the moment u fall in love,...
love with all our heart and soul ...
sometimes...
eventhought ... then time
is so short... but
at least... we ... or ...
i should say ... me ...myself...
i know... i had ... really love a person ...
so deeply .. with all my ...
heart and soul...
yea,... and i will tell myself..
i had tried my best...
and ... i should keep the memories...
and let them stay deep inside the heart...
hahaz...
i just wondering...
when the raining ...season comes...
will u appear ... again...
once more...
i dun ask for so much ...
no even 6 weeks
6 mins enough ...
i just want to see u .. and feel ur warm once more...
and ... hold u tight ... and kiss u ... tell u how much i love u
and if u need to go ... i will go with u too ...
^_________________^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:47 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
wa... hahaz..today go cut hair liao lor ...
hahaz.. i also have no idea whether
my hair looks nice anot ... hahz
but one thing good...
hahaz... i dun feel so hot liao lor..
no more long hair.. hahaz..
not bad right...
but today nv go buy hp ..coz my quite busy hahaz
then no choice buy it tml lor... hahaz..
hahaz...
i like seems quite happy hor..hahaz
but hahaz.. actually still feel abit lonely hahaz...
and empty too
really ... like got something missing i think
hahaz...
hahaz... maybe i too crapy liao ...
lol.. and not so good looking ..
eh ... hahaz.. nvm...
this kind of thing cant force one lor...
hahaz..
then i only can slowly wait.. hahaz
but if really got chance ..
ahhaz.. i wont be so foolish liao ..
coz i think i got enoguh
FOOLISH memories le ...
now i want happy and unforgetable one ..
hahaz...
now is looking for happiness...
hahaz...o level time ..
and i am not so worrid abt it hahaz
i also dunno y ...
ahaz.... maybe for me ...
it is just a small part in my life ...
hahaz... but must be serious too hahaz...
coz ... after all it is my future...
hahaz.. actually i aslo dunno wat am i typing ...
but dunno y ..today feel like typing a lot ..
hahaz... but i also dunno wat to type ...
hahaz... just simply ... wandering my future...
where will i go ...
after krss...
poly ... jc... or go back to taiwan ... or .. another country ... there is
so many possibilities... hahaz...
nvm... i think ... i will see how and follow my feelign...
step by step .. hahaz
towards my future!!
^______________________^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
11:05 PM
hello~~
wa... today is so so so tired... sat inside the hall till my backbone pain ... and i want to slp lor..
so stupid one..hahaz... aiyo today i also dun really feel like typing anthing ... i crap too much lioa....
type so many comments and testi... till the whole brain ... like no more craps.... hahaz...
so today cant crap so much lioa.. lol..
and also quite tired...
some more tml going to buy hp and cut hair..
hope i will cut a nicer hair style lolz
otherwise .. hahaz
looks like everyone
say i like nerd!!
hahaz
so sad ...
nvm... hahaz
so tired.. and i want to slp lor!!
aiyo .. i miss perth so much !!
stupid school going to open and
i got so much homework havent complete yet..
^________________________^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
1:51 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
hello .... ( not really have energy to type ...coz i want to slp)
hahaz.... wa... y today D&T only can do a while ... haiz...
die liao... i still dunno ..i can complete ant ...
finish one part got 1 prob come out ..
haiz... now probs like raining ....
keep coming out ... omg ... i need more time ...
i guess so ...
and i am so so so tired...
hahaz... tired of everything ..
holiday leave with 3 more days...
haiz... this holiday i want to do so many things...
yet ... i think i have not even completed half yet...
haiz..
but i am glad... i go the perth
hahaz... get to know some new friends...
and have a great time with them ...
thats the most exciting part in this whole holiday...
hahaz...
thanks for u all guys
to make this
trip
became
an unforgetable
memories to ME!!!
lol...u all surely feel like crying right...
hahaz.. dun need lar... hahaz...
so touching right ... lolz
dunno y .. hahaz... now suddenly miss taiwan ..
so much ...
miss the food there ... miss the friends... miss watever crazy and crappy things i had done with my friends in the past...
but
ALL these ...
now are ...
JUST ~~~
memories....
hahaz... nvm .....
memories... is created by us one...
lol.z... so must feel happy...
actually ... i know i shouldnt miss past so much
must tressure ... now ...
and create my own future...
but ...
sometimes... i really want to go back to the past....
like a child ... dun need to care abt anything...
when i was a child....
always...hope the day when i reach 18!
but actually ...
18 is nothing ...
hahaz... i think 18 will be worse ...
u have more pressure from the parents...
and... u have more responsiblities...
hahaz
... not as easy as wat i think i the past...
hahz... but seriously .. i enjoy quite a bit ...
that one is truth
hahaz... now i at my own crossroads once again ...
haiz...
y the road cant be straight... and i dun need to worry
should i go straight left or right...
as a brother ... i had done everything that i can do to help my younger brother and sister...
as a child ... i help my parents with wat i had....
but for myself...
i cant help it ...
hahaz...
really feel quite ... empty .....
for me ... my goal ... is olevel.. but .. i dun really think that is my goal ...
after all it is just a piece of paper ...it does not mean ... a success person ...
or a happier life...
for me ...
i really dunno wat am i looking for....
lost ... hahaz...
thats the word to describe me now....
my goal...
or should say the life i am looking for ...
is not really happening in my life now...
but ...
at least ...
i glad that i have a wonderful family ...
a great fatehr and caring mother ...
plus two noisy but helpful ... and funny
brother and sister...
wat else am i looking for i really dunno
maybe ...
i shouldnt
ask for
ANYMORE
i should tressure now ...
and
looking forward to my future ...
^_______________^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:35 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
wa.. lol...today do whole day D&T till so tired lor ...
hahaz....
and now i feel like slping lor...
aiyo ... so tired.. hahaz...
someone help me plz...
hahaz...nv... i know there will be no reply one...
hahaz... just ask for fun ...
ar... hope i can finish my D&T on time sia...
very worry now !!!hahaz
nvm... todya very tired... hahaz.. so
make it short
^_____________________^
-tom-
my bed... my everything ... i am coming ~~~
full of LOVE at
10:35 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
hahaz...
just now go buy D&T stuff... and now ... i want to SLP!!!!
so tired.. nearly slp in the mrt... but the stupid train movie till ... i cant fall to
slp ... hahaz... so sad sia...
aiyo ... dunno y ... suddenly i miss someone so much ...
haiz... i dun think anyone know who am i missing now...
u know... now ...
i miss every things we have done before...
but now looks like i dun even have a 0.1% chance to meet u again
do u know that ... this moment .... ur smile is so clear in my brain ...
and ur face...
i really dunno wat to do... i miss u so much ...
maybe not as a friend...
but i also dun have the right to call ex-bf isnt it ...
yea... i dun think i can... right...
sorry ...
this word ... i think i said more than thousands time to u liao
do u remember... the story... belong to us ...
the
2030...
the first story i told u...
but...
it is also the last story i told u...
haiz.... ur photos... i dun even dare to take it out since that day ...
u know... i dun want to feel the pain again...
and ... u know how painful it is...
y ... haiz.. sometimes..
i really hope... the one die... is me...
so i dun need to suffer from all these....
u know... especially ...
now .. i am missing someone ...who ... i cant see.. cant touch...
and ...
all the things i have.... with u ...
is all inside my brain ...
this kind of suffering ...
i couldnt take it ...
haiz... but i still need to bear with it ... isnt it ...
thanks... for ur encouragement...
i just to want tell u that... i am doing fine... here...
and ... is really quite good...
one day ... if i have my own child...
i will tell my child ...
who is the one who give me the motivation to study till so good..
is all come from u ...
last thing... i want to thank ...
u ...
thanks for give me the 2 years of
unforgetable memories...
thanks...
and lastly ...
sorry ...
again ...
really sorry abt that
-tom
full of LOVE at
8:07 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
haiz... everytime i fall in love...
always tell me .. that is my last time... and ... the story will be continue forever ..
yea ... i think this will only appear in my dream.. or maybe... it wont even happen in
my dream ...
aiyo ... we keep searching for the mr and mrs right... but ... hahaz...
i dun think the right one will be so easy to find...
haiz...my brain is in a mess .....
the best way is stop typing and relax... and listen to music...
-________-ll
-tom-
full of LOVE at
11:34 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
where are u??
who is the right one i am going for ?
i am looking for u ....
full of LOVE at
12:30 AM