Thursday, June 23, 2005
hello .... ( not really have energy to type ...coz i want to slp)
hahaz.... wa... y today D&T only can do a while ... haiz...
die liao... i still dunno ..i can complete ant ...
finish one part got 1 prob come out ..
haiz... now probs like raining ....
keep coming out ... omg ... i need more time ...
i guess so ...
and i am so so so tired...
hahaz... tired of everything ..
holiday leave with 3 more days...
haiz... this holiday i want to do so many things...
yet ... i think i have not even completed half yet...
haiz..
but i am glad... i go the perth
hahaz... get to know some new friends...
and have a great time with them ...
thats the most exciting part in this whole holiday...
hahaz...
thanks for u all guys
to make this
trip
became
an unforgetable
memories to ME!!!
lol...u all surely feel like crying right...
hahaz.. dun need lar... hahaz...
so touching right ... lolz
dunno y .. hahaz... now suddenly miss taiwan ..
so much ...
miss the food there ... miss the friends... miss watever crazy and crappy things i had done with my friends in the past...
but
ALL these ...
now are ...
JUST ~~~
memories....
hahaz... nvm .....
memories... is created by us one...
lol.z... so must feel happy...
actually ... i know i shouldnt miss past so much
must tressure ... now ...
and create my own future...
but ...
sometimes... i really want to go back to the past....
like a child ... dun need to care abt anything...
when i was a child....
always...hope the day when i reach 18!
but actually ...
18 is nothing ...
hahaz... i think 18 will be worse ...
u have more pressure from the parents...
and... u have more responsiblities...
hahaz
... not as easy as wat i think i the past...
hahz... but seriously .. i enjoy quite a bit ...
that one is truth
hahaz... now i at my own crossroads once again ...
haiz...
y the road cant be straight... and i dun need to worry
should i go straight left or right...
as a brother ... i had done everything that i can do to help my younger brother and sister...
as a child ... i help my parents with wat i had....
but for myself...
i cant help it ...
hahaz...
really feel quite ... empty .....
for me ... my goal ... is olevel.. but .. i dun really think that is my goal ...
after all it is just a piece of paper ...it does not mean ... a success person ...
or a happier life...
for me ...
i really dunno wat am i looking for....
lost ... hahaz...
thats the word to describe me now....
my goal...
or should say the life i am looking for ...
is not really happening in my life now...
but ...
at least ...
i glad that i have a wonderful family ...
a great fatehr and caring mother ...
plus two noisy but helpful ... and funny
brother and sister...
wat else am i looking for i really dunno
maybe ...
i shouldnt
ask for
ANYMORE
i should tressure now ...
and
looking forward to my future ...
^_______________^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:35 PM