Wednesday, August 31, 2005
today is a very important days ...
prelim start .... does it really matter yea ...
hahz... geog paper is a bit hard and english paper 1 ....
all the best to myself liao lor ...
i have no idea also ... hopefully can do it well ba ...
hahaz...
wa... today so happy sia ...
english paper 1 over liao lor ....
so happy ^_________^
hahaz...
lol...i think people will scold me siao again ..
but today is the most significant day in my life ok..
^__________________^
hahaz...
must tressure everyday we have...
hahaz... everyday has its own purposes...
hahaz....
now i know understand y there is always problems...
becoz. .we nv put ourselves into other people's shoes...
if we did that ...
the problems might not occured so often ...
hahaz...
we got to start to think for others before us ...
hahaz...
i know ... we have to learn how to accept each other's bad habbit ...
sometimes.. we are just to selfish ... yea .. i think i am sometimes...
now must change ... and must think for people first ...
the big butt ... hahaz....
lol... ok
i have no idea y today so high...
hahaz...
i treasure the time when we together ...
i miss u at the moment u disappear in front of me...
i want to hold u tight
never let u go ...
all i wish is just to spend the rest of my time with u ...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
11:41 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
wa ..
2 more days to english and geog prelims ....
wa ... so scary ... hahaa.z... must work hard....
aiyoyo...dunno ... so afraid of it ...
aiyo ..
nvm .. try my best and jia you together ba ...
everyday studies...as a human beings ...
we all feel so tired... however ... for the seek of our
future ... we have to face it to do it ...
when we feel tired of studies... there is always ...
friends beside us ...
there is always some out there ...
cares abt us ...
days after days ... weeks after weeks ...
years after years... it will be forever ...
in our life ... we need to learn give and take...
something .. when is time to give ...
we should do it ...
sometimes ... when we take it ...
we must be responsibile to it ...
there is no right decision for some situation ...
however ... if u choose the most suitable decision ...
it will be great...
but ... before u make ur stand ... there is no
right decision in some questions...
we must believe ourselves...
that the decision we made is right ...
why we make the decision ...
is becoz we know we are able to do it thats y we make the decision ...
sometimes...i feel not really very happy abt my life...
feel tiring ... and very sian ... and other things
but ... wat can i do ...
i spend 60s feel unhappy ... y dun i use the 60s to find my happiness back instead...
i miss every moment ...
every single sencods...
it might be far.. but we will nv be apart...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
11:27 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
when we have a dream ... we must do it otherwise the dream will nv come true...
we must believe in the dream...
and try our best to do it ... so
one day the dream will come true ...
when we have dream... we must share with other people ...
so the dream will not keep inside our heart...
the dream ... the decision ...
its all in my dream...
my future ...without dream... there will be no future...
so ... i must keep dreaming ...
of coz not daydreaming in class la
the future of me is decided by me ..
i make the desicion ...
it will not change ... coz it is deep inside my heart...
acceptance... wa... say is easy ...
do is so hard....
haiz... hahaz... i just wondering
just now i asking myself ...
y i am so insenseritive...
y god give me this ability ...
which is no use at all ...
after that ... i think abt it ...
thats wat god want me to have...
i can run away .. but accept ...
is just like ... yea ...i need to know how to accept it ...
although ... i dislike it quite a lot...
however somehow this will nv change isnt it
?_?
life is full of joys and sadness...
it can be tired... for us to carry on
however ... there is always people give us courage to carry on
u will nv know ... there will always angels send by god ...
to guide us through the path ...
exam coming ...
all the best to us ba ....
jia you jia you lor ...
hope i can pass my english ...
all the best to all the paper and friends...
specially for my angel (=
a world without u is no longer my world...
i without out ... is not longer a human being ....
the world become different becoz of u ...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:28 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
sometimes .. we will wonder where are we belong?
now ... i had found where is the place i belong...
its a place... when i can spend time with u ...
till the end of the day ...
a lot of craps are coming out from everywhere ....
but who cares... i dun give a damn ...
no matter wat...
tml or today ...
walk with u till the end of the day ...
aiyo ... now exams coming ...
everyday is so stress up ...
hahaz... but its ok ... after all ...
still must jia you to do well ...
tml is science practical exam...
all the best to us ...
^0^
sometimes...we may feel very tired of all the schoolworks and
other things..
but when we have a clear vision ...
we will be able to go through it ...
u are not alone ..
i will always be there...
^o^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
7:50 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
hahaz...
another normal school day ...
wa... so many test today ... can kill people one ...
hahaz...
nvm... now ... dun need to worry so much ...
hahaz..
as least i know where i can find my energy ...
hahaz....so its ok ... must jia you a bit more
hahaz...
now everything in my life ...
not really different ...
but somewhere deep inside ...
i lost something ...
dunno where is it go liao ...
aiyoyo ...
someone took it away ...
yet i feel so happy ...
hahaz... wa... wat i sicko i am ...
lol.. nvm ...
now everything in life ... remains the same ...
but internally ... there is someone who give me energy
when i feel sad ... i know she will be around...
when i am happy ... she is the one i want to share my happiness with ...
at the moment .... when she step into my life...
i know ... she make a difference to me ...
so strongly ... yet ...it cant really see it ...
must use heart and feel it ...
it might not be something great
but it is something ... i will nv forget and nv let go ...
i will not worry abt wat will tml be look like ...
i only want to tressure every single moment that i spend with u ...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
9:13 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
wa... ok i shall continued from yesterday ...
actually ...
sometimes...
a smile a word ... or a single thing will make
a difference in another person's life....
here i want to thank those who had give me
courage to carry on in my life...
as least i know ...
and i understand ...
myself even better...
i am not someone perfect...
no one is perfect...
i dun need to think so much ..
i just to wat i am able to do ...
it might not be perfect...
however ... i did it with all my heart and soul ...
things will change ..
same goes to people ...
but ...no matter wat...
the truth self will nv change ...
yea... we will might not behave like a normal self ...
but we know it by our heart
we still the same
as wat we are last time ...
we must accept ourselves
before others accept us
we must account for ourselves...
before we can receive greater accountability
we must know ourselves enough ...
and to make a difference in our lives...
and make sure that our affirmation
is wat we really need to prove to others ...
sometimes... we might not as good as someone ...
but ... as we know ...
compare wont make ourselves ...
feel better ...
then only way is to accept ourselves and make
a difference over it ...
and enjoy our true self ~~
-tom-
^o^
full of LOVE at
10:47 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
i also dunno how i feel now ...
now is like ...
yea ...
mmm.... there is no perfect person in the world...
and we all know that...
somehow ...
we will want to be someone's perfect man ...
but it is very hard to be ...
as for me ...
i want to be ... but ... i know ... i will nv be
for me ...
i think ...i will try to be learn wat really people needs ?
sometimes... i really dunno when people needs me ...
sometimes... i am not a perfect man that will do sth fantastic ...
sometimes... i am just too stupid to do things at wrong time ...
sometimes... i want to do sth well ... yet ... it trun out ... to be ... so ...
i also dunno ... somehow ... i will tend to think postitively ...
its good ... i will feel that ... these are experiences to me in my life...
however ... when i think negatively ...yea ... i will feel that
wat is the point of me doing that... since ... after all ... it will
still end up ... like that...
yea...
everyone live in the world has a purpose....
i wonder wat is my purpose...
i just wonder...
hahaz... but somehow ... thats all past
now ...
i want to make a difference ...
although ... i dunno this difference will be a success or a failure ...
but at least i tried it ...
i wont regret ... yea ...
hahaz... i think i crap a lot sia ...
aiyo...
still got a lot want to type ... nvm ..
to be continued ...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
11:00 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
wow ....today ... so happy ... yea ...
besides happy ... i dunno how to describ my feeling ..
is just too happy liao ... hjahaz
some people spend a life time finding then one they love...
some people ... didnt do ath ...
but they fall in love...
for me ... i think .... i am suck a big kuku ... hahaz
but i enjoy it lol...
hahaz...
now leg very tired.. hahaz.. i think .. i walk too much le ...
hahaz...
but ... seriously ... i am so excited now...
grad night ... should be very fun ...
wa... hah..
cant wait to see wat will happen le ..
hahaz...
anyway today a bit tired...
eh ... i think tml then i come type more..
-ton-
full of LOVE at
11:41 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
sorry this time ,... i dunno y ..i feel like typing chinese...
有時候我就是這麼不小心~~
我不知道我還能做什麼
現在的我~~
心情很低落~~
為什麼每一次都是我~~我想我真的該好好檢討了~~
我有時~~真的是個大笨蛋~~
連我自己也不知道為什麼~~
我討厭這樣的自己~~
總是不了解別人~~
只會帶給別人麻煩~~
現在心裡除了擔心~~
還是擔心~~
我不敢期望什麼~~
多希望這一切~
只是一場夢~~醒來以後~~
又會回到以前的樣子~~
可是~~偏偏事與願違~~
現在的我~~
連一點勇氣都沒有辦法去想明天會怎樣~~
只希望~~一切會安好~~
最後想說一句
對不起~~
真的是無心的~~
-tom-
full of LOVE at
5:50 PM
finally ... now i can write again ....
i got a long time nv come le....
this few days ...i think i had a great time .... yea ...
but today ... i did something ... foolish ...
till i couldnt forgive myself ....
yea...i dunno wat else could i do now....
besides pray hardly everything will go fine again ...
i cant do anything...
sometimes ... i really hate myself being that...
always so ... stupid ...
hope everything will be fine...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
5:27 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
wa ... i got a long time nv come here and type le ...
aiyo ... my stupid com ...got prob and internet connection hahaz... havent resign up again ... hahaz... nvm... no choice mar...hahaz...
dunno who is the stupid ass... anyhow use my name...
go and die lar....
wa lao....
aiyo ... nvm .... hahaz....
so bored sia ... hahaz
sian ... aiyo .....dunno wat am i thinking now ...
hahaz/....
nvm .... anyway ...it wont make a difference...
since i think for so long liao ...then just keep think....
coz is beyond my control mar..hahaz...
nvm....
wa ... too long nv type le ... hahaz...
also dunnno wat to type ...
hahaz....
but i learn something today sia ....
we must have vision ....
then we will have future...
yea...
and ... most important...
i have a bright vision ...
hahaz...
not if ... is when the time comes...
wa ....that will be great ....
-tom-
full of LOVE at
9:00 PM