Monday, September 26, 2005
hello~~
wa get back results liao ...
ar... not really very satisfied with it lar ....
coz my english is D7 hhaaz...
still fail ... but i got tried my best le ...
must jia you more ...
hahaz... today we play floorball competition !!
wahahaz.. we win at first ... hahaz.. i am so happy ..
although at the end we didnt come to the top 3 places..
but i think i enjoy a lot ...
i think that goes the same to the rest of the class ba ..
hahaz
aiyo ... today see dear play .. so cute !!hahaz...
aiyo really love her a lot ...
dear i tell u one secret ar !!
hahaz.... u know y the ball will go in hahaz..
not becoz of me good ok !!
hahaz... is all becoz of u ..
hahaz.. ur support is more than everything ...
hahaz... ur smile is the most beautiful things i had ever seen
u are the one make me feel so fortunate ...
hahaz... just now kel still say ...
i am obsessed with u ...
hahaz.. i tell him i am not .. hahaz..
i am so serious abt this relationship hahaz..
therefore is not only obsessed ...
is really love u ... a bit kuku ... but thats all i want to say ...
yea ... if love someone never said it out loud..they will never know !!
hahaz... mushy ... i agree... but ... when u said it ...
u will feel ur heart is feel so happy ... becoz u said it ... and not only is becoz of u said it ..
the most important thing is that ... u said" i love u " to her ... the one u love ...not others ..
thats the thing make this three simple words...
created a huge impact on us !!
lastly ....
lets work hard for our Os ba!!
everyone cheer up from the prelims result ...
it doesnt mean we are ended !!
the future is waiting for us ..
if we believe ...
the future will surely come true!!!
dear... lets work hard together
jia you wor !! (=
ar!! wanna to hug u now~~ )= so sad only can hug com !! T_T!!
-tom-
full of LOVE at
8:55 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
hello ...
today get results liao ...
not everything .. but get back chem and phy ...
chem did quite ok ... get a A2 but phy ... too much careless mistake ... only get C5
so overall now only got B4 aiyo ... hope the rest will pull them up
i think this one .. i did really quite bad i think
i know i can still improve more...
i got no excuses for the bad result ...
is i didnt put in much effort...
put more... ba ...
actually i am sick of telling myself add oil liao
but i still must tell myself that ... is for my future ...
i study not for whos sake
but is for my own sake ...
so i will be able to take good care of my own family next time ...
my wife .. my children .. my parents...
soon ... the job will be on me ...
i really got to put in more effort...
action speak louder than words... but
somehow this time i didnt do well ...
i reflected the whole thing myself ...
i realiesd.... relationship ... didnt affect my study much actually ..
is the way i think ...
i got to change my mindset....
just like wat papa said ...
i study not for anyone else... but is to look after my family member in the
future ...
so for their sake and my sake ...
i will work hard...
nothing will drop down from the sky ...
only we work for it ...
the happiest rain will fall on us...
and wash away our unhappiness...
bring us joy and laughter
i know dear now is very sad.... for her result..
dear cheer up ... lets add some more oil ... for our sake ...
prelims is a alarm to us ...
so we got to work harder...
failed once doesnt mean fail forever
we must stand up ...
and walk to our future...
the darkness will disappear ...
we need to believe that ...
dun worry ...
we need to have courage to move on ...
prelims is not everything...
remember our greatest thing is ourselves...
if we are able to beat ourselves... we will be able to
success !!
no matter wat ... i will be right beside u...
"we must be humble to learn ... to success first thing is put down our faces"
from mrs tan ...
i think this will apply on me ...
i also dunno i like mrs tan as a teacher anot ...
but i think ... yea ... i believe in this ...
got to really be thick skin and ask teachers questions liao ...
dear ...
after the darkest time had over ...
the brightest sun will shine on u ...
but no matter ... u are down or happy ...
i will always be there for u ...
for dear and me ... and guys ...
all i want to say ...
lets really jia you ...
to show the teacher out there we can do it ...
and for our own future too ...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
5:36 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
wa...
hahaz.. today was such a GREAT day
hahaz...
i see so many things lor ...
hahaz... i mean .. i see dear try so many things...
my mum and aunt also follow...
haha.z.. dear ...
looks so beautiful ... hahaz...
i dunno how to describe ...
hahaz
must see with ur own eyes then u will know ...
haha.z.. i cant wait for porn night liao ........
hahaz
faster come !!
hahaz... aiyo .... like sicko.. hahaz
tml getting results liao
aiyo .. worry .. but i dun think now worry will increase my marks
hahaz
so i think ..
i should let tonight be the night that i will spend my time to think abt
my dear...
at least my brain cell will not worry abt results ...
jia you jia you ...
hope tml dear and me ... will receive coulorful results...
haaz... hope that others will get it too ~~
at the moment i see u ... my heart beat increase ...
and i realise that i had found the right one...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:17 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
hello ... wow ...
hahaz... prelims over liao ...
wa hahaz so happy sia ... hahaz
finally ... over liao ... today go out slack for a while haha.z..
me and dear go watch the movie ...
" the cave "
hahaz... seriously hahaz... the show i dun understand wat
is it abt ...
lol... and the place is like hotel to some of the people lor...
wa they are really so " siao"
dunno wat they thinking man...
hahaz...
aiyo ...the dear also tell me sth very funny
hahaz
ok lar not really very angry lar... only partially lar... hahz
stupid lor ...
i dun understand y those ass will want to disturb other people's girlfriend...
haiz...
is just like ... suddenly there is someone u dunno want to date ur mother like that...
that kind of ass ar... aiyo ... no eye BALL is it ...
wa lao ...
okok ... nvm .... everytime wink wink wink ... stupid lar...
later i throw " balls in to ur eye then u know "
opps ... i forget ... that guy ... no ball one ...
ar... wrong liao .. is semi-GUY ...
yea ...
not i want to say sth bad...
but i mean ... can u use ur common sense anot ... haiz...
when u know people dun like u liao ...
still want to make people dun like u even more...
this kind of people ar...
haiz...
no medicine to cure liao lar...
aiyo dun want to type abt that "ball-less" guy liao...
wa... see i invent a new word... " balllessness"
means NO BALLs
ok short and simple right ... hahaz.. okok
dun be so sicko liao ...
back to the normal thing hahaz
yea prelim over liao ... i think i dunno how bad i am going to get for the result ...
but i think ... hahaz... .
i did my best le bar... although still can be improve ...
but since i done watever i can do laio ... then
i think i shouldnt say any more ...
i just wait and see my result bar ~~
hahaz hope i can do well ...
hahaz.. same goes to dear also ..
hahaz...
wa ... six years... very far.... i cant wait liao lor ...
hahaz
tml going out with dear and my mum plus my aunt ..
hahaz... so fun lol...just wonder wat will i be look like tml
hahaz
dunno y i am so happy ...
lol... yea ... although slpy ...
but hahaz... i guess i still very happy hahaz
i dunn y hahaz...
aiyo nvm one lar.... hahaz... just like think abt dear's smily face ...
wahahaz....
at night also will smile one lor ...
hahaz...
love is such a great feeling that god created for us ...
just like god created such a person like u for me to love and love me ...
wat else could i ask for ...
hahaz...
i guess ... i satisfy with watever i have now ...
i will tressure them now and in the future ...
and forever and ever ...
actually ... i not really believe sth is forever ...
until i meet u ... i started to believe ... there is a place ... call forever ...
for u and me ...
thinking abt ur slpy smily face ...
its the happiest moment in my life
<3
-tom-
full of LOVE at
9:19 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
hahaz...
wa i now i feel so happy ...
i dunno how to express my happiness ...
hahaz... all thanks to god...
i mean ... yea ...
really got to thank him ..
i had no idea... but yea ... somehow ... he
tell me wat should i do ...
he is really like our father ... who
guide us through the
difficult path ..
i think ......yea ...
now i feel ultimately happy hahaz...
i dunno why hahaz... just feel like shouting out loud...
" i love u , my dear "
my littlepiggy came my aunt house hahaz.. we celebrate mooncake festival together
wahaha.z.. my first time celebrate that with
someone whos is not my family member ...
but one day she will be part of my family member
hahaz...dun feel mushy or wat...
its normal... i mean. ..
when we fall in love we got to believe ourselves...
otherwise.. there will be no future ...
isnt it
hahaz yea thats wat i believe...
hahaz
looks like today i am a bit too high liao ..
i think in the middle of the night too high is not too good...
hahaz go slp liao byebye
god know u thirsy thats y he created water for u to drink ... god know u hungry thats y he created food for u to eat....god know my emptiness and loneliness thats y he created u to cultivae my soul... hahaz... and the most important... god know that the world will not be happy if me and u are not together ... thats y he created both of us .. as a result ... u know .... wat else could i say ... wat else could i ask for ... I Love U dear <3-tom-occupation : honeystick forever !!
full of LOVE at
1:42 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005
prelims going to finish liao
i think i did quite badly i guess...
nvm after all ... its over liao ...
anyway i think i tried my best liao ..
no point toking abt it ...
must jia you more for o level liao
long time nv see annie ... haha
she saw me and she cried lor...
hahaz... but after a while ...
i think she remembered me liao bar...
i think so thats y she smile at me hahaz...
so fun lor
hahaz... she is so cute ...
hahaz... then today dear also got play with her ... hahaz...
we have a quite kuku time today ...
all my cousins and sister bully me sia...
hahaz...
dun feel like writeing much also ...
-tom-
-___-ll
full of LOVE at
10:49 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
tml is prelims ...
wa ... the confindence somehow ...
i dunno ... ar...
prelim start tml .. no matter wat...
i got to find the confidence back
yea... hahaz... i got to find it back ... although now for me
still a bit ...
hahaz... but its ok ... haha...
is not really no confidence .. is
hahz... always think that ...
i didnt put in enough effort
nvm ... somehow ... kukus are like that
yea...
now i really got to say ...
i really miss my piggy a lot ...
)=
dunno y ... aiyo ... nvm ...
hahaz... exam coming got to put in effort on study first
hahaz... all the best for ur exam .. my dear...
lets jia you together and get our good grades...
honeystick and little piggy rules ~~
jia you ...
all the best to u all guys too ...
^________________________^
lets share our happiness after the prelims ba !!
-tom-
full of LOVE at
9:39 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
hahaz...
wa today is such a great day ...
receive a SURPRISE that i nv tot of ... hahaz
i am super happy now hahaz...
hahaz... thanks u dear...
i love u ...
my world become so wonderful ...
prelims...
studys ... so many things... coming ...
yea.... ur surprise... give me energy and refresh me ...
now i got the energy ... to chong lor ...
hahz...
this few days is exam days...
we really got to settle down ..
i dunno ... now for me ... must carry on study ..yea...
got to work hard and get my results...
exams ... hahaz...
somehow a bit no confidence...
i also dunno y ... aiyo ...
somehow ... not really have confindence..
must jia you i know ...
but hahaz... everytime before exam i will some how feel this way ..
lol... like mid year and last year
hahaz... worry also no use...
but some how i still will worry ...
i think this is human nature isnt it ...
yea ... haiz... beyond my control ...
the confidence i got to find it back ..
just try my best ....
i cant do badly ... i cant afford it to happen ..
and i wish it will nv happen ...
i can let down my parents and those people who support me ...
yea i got to work hard... hahaz...
nvm ... those confindence... i will find them back ...
i will ... and ...
i must !!
i miss my piggy !!!
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:44 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
exams really coming liao ...
i think i can start to count down liao ...
somehow i still feel that i am not quite prepared for the prelims yet ...
i dunno y ...
i think i really got to put in more effort laio ...
i must prove to those people that relationship will help ...
this exam is very important for everyone of us ...
of coz to me it is important ...
sometimes... i really hope exam can really over ...
so i can enjoy le ...
some of the things are really making me pissed off...
wat else can i do...
i can just ignore it ... yea ...
wat else can i do. ...
no point fighting over a stupid thing...
it is just a waste of my time and energy ...
to my freinds...
after prelims .. i think i will have more time to go out with u all guys ..
sorry abt that guys ...
anyway good luck for all ur prelims...
in the night ...
when i was alone ...
i know there is someone deep in my heart...
make me feel warm and comfortable ...
and give me energy to carry on study ...
the emptiness ... is being fill up ...
the future path ... is right in front of us ...
waiting for us to paint it with our hands....
future is in our hands^____________^
-tom-
full of LOVE at
11:18 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
we must be decisive in our life....
only
being decisive then we can achieve our targets...
hahaz...
i am not really a very decisive person ... but for sometimes. ..
i am quite decisive ... i also not very sure actually ...
being indecisive is not a wrong thing ...
sometimes... actually it might be good indeed...
in my life time ..
i think so far ... i make quite a lot of
good decision ...
yea...
although i did make some bad decision ...
however i think i had learn from my mistakes...
u are my decision ...
our future will be the result of my decision ...
u are one of my greatest decision ... in the past ... present ...and future...
till forever ...the ever lasting decision (=
-tom-
full of LOVE at
12:34 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
hahaz...
wa... holiday finally come liao ...
wa ...no school... but still to spend time on studying liao ...
jia you jia you
when school start all the paper will come liao ...
must well prepared...
hahaz...
time fly when i spend time with u ...
i wish i can spend the rest of my time with u ...
i can see u so clear in my dream...
in the dream...
is the place ... where i can hold ur hands and hug u with all my soul ...
when we spend time together ...
thats the only treasure that nobody is able to steal away from me...
if i could i will shut ur name out loud
to tell the whole world how much i love u ..
if i could i will share with the universe
the happiness u brough to me ...
my soul no longer feel lonely when u step in to me life...
the emptiness fill up with ur love ...
all i want to tell u is ...
I LOVE U
eh ... guess u all guys dun need to think so much le la...
okok ... i will tell u all guys something ...
open all ur eyes BIG BIG !!!
i mean
BIG BIG AR!!!!okok... good... those who wear spec one ...
go CLEAN now faster !!!
ok le ma .... good ...
ger and me stead le ...
for some important reasons i am not able to tell u all ...
eh ... sorry abt that... hahaz...
ok nvm ...
anyway thats all... coz the rest of the thing is between me and her ... hahaz...
so dun need to share with u all guys ... hahaz...
ok now ...
i got something need to tell u all guys ...
for those who happy for me and her one ... hahaz
here... i shall say
thank u !whereas for those who very i dunno ...
eh .. or i shall say not really very happy one ...
eh ... seriously i cant tot of any good word...
i think we might make u feel even more unhappy ...
hahaz... coz me and her ...will only have start but there will be no ending ...
so i think i got to say sorry if i make u feel unhappy for the rest of ur life time ...
haaz... sorry abt that..
anyway ... just want u guys to know it ... so u all dun need to ask again and again ...
-tom-
full of LOVE at
10:37 PM