Saturday, December 17, 2005
omg ...
hahaz
i got 3 days nv see my dear leh ...
wahahaz... thanks god...
today i finally see her...
now i have a deeper experince of love sick
wahahaz...
this three days...
how can i describe it leh ...
its nearly ...equal to
death to me...
cant see her ... can hug her...
all my brains my heart thinking abt her...
and the worst thing is ...
when dear need me ...
i am not there ... for her,...
wat kind of boyfriend is this..
stupid tom ...
ar...
lucky ...
God can help me .. when dear need me ...
jsut give me the power to be there for her...
to be there not enough ... i just want to be there for her when she need me..
yea today finally i can see her...
how can i say the feeling...
is so ...
when i see her... all my minds all my hearts ... all my tots ...
suddenly disappear...
and i hug her tightly...
how i wish i can hug her like that forever ... and ever...
i think ... hahaz
i am deeply in love and loved
wahahz......!!!!
but times spend dear always pass very fast ... hahaa
yea and wahahz.. today i brought her part of her christmas gift..
that was so kuku ... fianlly i found the christams limited swatch watch ...
thanks god ... but ...
lol the one who brought it seems more exciting than the one who received it
hahaz.. but hahaz cant blame mar..
i am jsut ... too HAPPY ...
weeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
wahahaz...
yea lor .. when i see the smiles from her...
wat else can i say ...
mmm...
that kind of joy and happiness in my heart...
i could think of a word to descirb it..
the feeling was great... hahaz...
but now i start to miss her already ...
how i wish she is right here beside me...
but nvm ...tml i can see her le...
time clock .. watch ... come on ...
move faster
!!!
hehez...
dear...
if there is one place called forever ...
i will be the first one and the only who bring u go there
i love u !!
thanks for being there when i am sick,,,
u know wat...
ur presence .. is better than all the medicine in the world...
becoz .. hahaz.. i am SERIOUS LOVE SICK!!!
the kuku
the little prince ...say !!!
WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! geraldine tan i love u !!!!<3
my only love and princess!!!
tom
full of LOVE at
9:58 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
hello...
today ... miss dear a lot ...
hahaz...
i go and find her and
actually should be accompany her to eat lunch de...
at the end i also eat...
hahz... then afetr that send her home ... miss her so much...
ar...
just now father tell me i need to go company work again...
then tml cannot go with dear liao..
stupid sia...
ar... then my promise break le ..
i hate this man ...
somemore is break the promise between me and her...
stupid ...
haiz... but father said liao ... cannot dun go ...
T_______________T
ar...
cannot go with dear...
surely miss her a lot de...
i miss every moment i spend with her...
mm...
my heart is with her ...
tom ...
better dun break any more promises again...
here must say sorry to dear
"dear sorry !!!"
christmas coming le..
hahaz
i think i going to organise a party for my class..
hope is successful lar..
hahaz
mm...
but the party put a side first
now hahaz... dear's gift...
wahahaz...
i think abt something laio. ..
mmm...cannot type here .. .she will see... mmm...
hahaz
i think should be ok ba...but dunno she will like anot
she one 100 me mar..
hahaz... i give 100 to her...!!!
mmm...
should be ok la...
just hope she will like it...
hahaz... aiyo ...
now i miss her so much ...
want to see her...
want to hug her...
want to listen to her voice...
i miss every moment spend with her..
miss the time when we walk around ...
miss the time when we holding hands...
miss everything we had done before...
ar...
dear i miss u so much!!!
nvm ..
now go back and carry on chat with dear le ..
tom
dear... just want to let u know ...
i love u !!!
full of LOVE at
10:56 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
here i come and write again
haiz...
the front few entries are full of happiness...
now...the room seems so dark to me...
wat is going on with me ...
today i make my dear angry 3 times...
now she is angry...
wat can i do...
i cant do ath...
i call...she dun want to pick up...
now i am seriously asking myself...
wat the hell am i doing...
some how i feel i am so useless...
besides...
anger ... wat can i bring to her...
haiz...
i feel nothing...
she is angry right now...everytime is all becoz of me...
the stupid kuku...
i hate it man...
a heart can understand her...
thats all i want...
now i seems ... no lights..
the light in my heart switch off..
haiz...wat a big kuku i am... only know how to make people angry...
i am tired...i am tiring of making her angry ...
i want to change..
i am hurt ... but she hurt even more..
sorry dear...
looking in to the screen ..
i see myself...
a retarded...
now ....
i dun dare to hope ath ...
just hope that she will forgive me...
sorry....
tom
full of LOVE at
11:08 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
yoz yoz wats up!!!
yea yea ...
today is the fourth month for me and my dear!!!
wa so long nv come and write liao..
wahaha.z.... guess wat
by right now we should be working in my aunt's company
wahahaz
but by left !!!!!
i am using com... come here and type my blog .. and my dear is drawing !!!
wahahaz///wat a big kuku couple
and lazybum!!!!
hahaz
nvm .... its our nature!!!!
hahaz....
wa school come to the end liao ... wahahaz...
where is our prom ... we got to organise ourselves...
wat a stupid leaving school gift from our "dear " ms chamb!!!!
wahahz... i take one hammer and hammer her head ar!!!
that evil fat old lady ...
no wonder ... now still so lonely ....
hahaz... just now spell longly not lonely ...dear correct my mistake..
and just now i spell ms chamb as ms chumb ~~
wahahaz...sorry mr fuad ... hahaz
i spell it wrongly twice ... one is ur compo and now...
lucky i am not in school liao hor...hahaz
now this two kukus down here typing kuku blog ...
hehez
kuku rulez!!!!
hahaz....
okok got to stop liao .. if not i havent hammer ms chamb ...my father will hammer me first..
oh yea by the way just now my father torture me lor ...
he use needle and poke me ... dunno wat is that called
some .. acupuncture thing!!!
so retarded!!!
but hor .. i scream " my mother ..." lol...
so embarassing ...
some more is in front of my dear leh !!!
aiyo...
so sorry .. there is so many spelling mistakes in this blog ...
but hor ... if u all cant understand ... i cant help it ... so better be more PJ so u can understand my blog. ..
wahahahaz....
ook... time to work ... not really .. actually ... is .... carry on slacking!!!
wahahaz....
tml chalet liao ...wahahaz...
lazy randy ... today then buy .. i use broom and wack his butt ar... but better not ...
later .. the broom got some chocolate on top...
then will be very smelly ...
hahaz...
okok. .. byebye
-tom-
full of LOVE at
1:38 PM