Sunday, December 11, 2005
here i come and write again
haiz...
the front few entries are full of happiness...
now...the room seems so dark to me...
wat is going on with me ...
today i make my dear angry 3 times...
now she is angry...
wat can i do...
i cant do ath...
i call...she dun want to pick up...
now i am seriously asking myself...
wat the hell am i doing...
some how i feel i am so useless...
besides...
anger ... wat can i bring to her...
haiz...
i feel nothing...
she is angry right now...everytime is all becoz of me...
the stupid kuku...
i hate it man...
a heart can understand her...
thats all i want...
now i seems ... no lights..
the light in my heart switch off..
haiz...wat a big kuku i am... only know how to make people angry...
i am tired...i am tiring of making her angry ...
i want to change..
i am hurt ... but she hurt even more..
sorry dear...
looking in to the screen ..
i see myself...
a retarded...
now ....
i dun dare to hope ath ...
just hope that she will forgive me...
sorry....
tom
full of LOVE at
11:08 PM