Tuesday, January 03, 2006
today is my first day of school..
JC sucks man ...
i hate it...
the entire day i had been missing my dear ...
haiz..
i dunno y i just find it so bored...
and i dun want to go there anymore...
parents force me to go...
me myself dun want to go
...
haiz...
wat should i do..
should i follow myself or listen to the parents..
haiz...
damn it ..
i dunno wat to do le...
got parents...
if i nv go ... they will be mad and sad at me ...
if i go...i got to suffer the stupid 3 months..
which i dun feel any enjoyment...
damn it ...
y i cant have the right to decide..
hai..
i am really lose...
wat else can i do ..
in the entire life time...
i had been listening them for all the time..
cant just let me decide once for myself..
am i really 19 or 9 only ...
wat is the man....i dunno ..
it seems so dunno wat...
becoz of so many thing ... haiz..
now i am in the lose...
wat should i do ...
God u say i can seek for ur help ... but ...
when will the help come..
its jsut so complicated...
i am so tired of this ...
forward looking .... haiz.. i am tired of it liao...
positive thinking...
haiz...
i dunno ... for me now...
its just suck...
haiz...
i hate it man..
i even hate myself...
oh my goodness
its damn tired...
in the parents i got to be a good son
in the brother and sister i got to show good example...
there r so many things...
i am super tired...
the tiredness when will it go away...
dear ...today i very sorry abt that...
tom...
tml still got the bloody sch...
haiz...
it seems i am one step nearer to the ......
full of LOVE at
11:29 PM