Thursday, January 05, 2006
today's life was just the same... sian and sian and sian
but today ... i finally know...
actually i am not a very good boyfriend at all
yea .. i make the one i love... so sad ...
i am such a asshole...
i will nv forget this ..
TOM U MUST REMEMBER THIS DUN MAKE HER FEEL SAD AND TALK WITHOUT THINKING...LASTLY, DEAR I AM VERY SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I DONE TO U...BUT JUST WANT TO LET U KNOW ... I AM REALLY LOVE U i realise...
yea... no one is perfect.. but i am really too far away to perfect..
such a small thing i also cannot figure out...
there is nobody 's fault ... but all becoz of me ...
the fight between parents and making dear feel so sad...
yesterday is the worst day of my life so far...
first i upset my parents..
second i upset my dear...
third...i am sorry to everyone who cares abt me...
dear in my heart will nv be replace...
without her...
the world is meaningless...
i had been thinking and wondering entire day...
every moment i am thinking of wat is she doing....
some people say...
love...
sometimes... reach a certain time... it will not be so hot already...
actually is really depend on the people...
to all the guys...
for u all...
when u cant see ur gf ... do u feel very upset and dun have energy to do ath...
yea i did...
for those who can still have energy to play...
wahahaz... here i got to say god bless u
when my dear not beside me ...
i am thinking of her ... its ture. ..
i cant really have much energy to do things... yea is true...
i dun think i will even have the mood to play..
maybe some of the guys may say .. yea.. they are not there but .. life still must carry on
yea is true ... i agree... but
sometimes...
love is a very strange thing to me..
yea... i know everything still must carry on ...
but i just cant do ath ... yea..
her face... is appearing every moment in my brain ...
i miss her face... miss the huggings from her... miss the kisses from her...
miss everything abt her..
miss can be such a strong feeling...
hahaz... yea
i got to say loudly ...
i know
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER...SOME PEOPLE MAY THINK .. WAAHAHZ.. WAT A RETARDED SENTENCE...BUT TO ME ...I KNOW... I REALLY CANT LIVE WITHOUT HERshe is the one who cheer me up everytime... treat me so good ...
i got to thank god... that he give me such a wonderful girlfriend ( future wife)
yea
i love u dear... sorry for making u feel so sad...
last thing to say ... is to my dear...
dear...
we stead for 5 months le...
in this 5 months we had passed throught a lot of things together...
thanks that u are still here with me ...
in this 5 months .... our love grow stronger...
and deeper...
all i want to say...
is thanks for being there... when i need u ....
and all the things u had done for me...
u are the most lovely dear in the world to me...
last but not least...
I LOVE U <3thanks for ur love tom
full of LOVE at
7:12 PM