Friday, March 31, 2006
haiz...
i think i got to face thereality le ...
i cant just live in a simple world
that keep thinking that i am able to bring
her happiness...
i think ...i really got to face it le...
the reality doesnt match with
wat i hope i can do...
and wat i did is just keep hurting her..
more and more...
i guess...
i am only made to be alone...
so i wont hurt anyone ...
anymore...
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1:13 PM
Thursday, March 30, 2006
haiz...
damn it...
stupid brain ... y cant u recall everything ...
y...
y....
y....
damn it ...
now i know...
the loser ...
no matter how hard u try...
u are still a loser...
full of LOVE at
11:52 PM
hai....
i make my dear angry again ...
y am i always like that ...cant remember the things that i promise...
wat the hell... this is not the fisrt time
alos not the second time
this is everytime ....
haiz...the same thing happen over and over again
y am i always like this ... i am so tired of it ...
i guess my dear also ... i hate it ...
i just hate myself for being so retarded ...
cannnot remember everything ...
damn it... y i born in this way...
just simple things i also cannot remember ...
y am i even exist in the world..
wat a damn loser ... damn it.... sian la...
haiz...
i am reallly not a good boyfriend
i have no right to be a boyfriend for her...
i am so bad... i am so useless...
i am so selfish ...
everything i do...
doesnt make her happier ...
i guess... i am not a happiness to her...
maybe its nightmare....
the things that she dun want the most...
and i am the one....
who is so damn asshole ...
haiz...
who can tell me how to do...
so i will remember
damn it... i just damn suck at all these...
i am born to be a loser...
and a loser...
forever and ever ...
yea...
go to hell man ..
u stupid tom....
full of LOVE at
7:50 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
today i change my new specs...
but it just dont make me feel any happier
today i am that stupid ass
haiz...y am i always like this ...
forget abt other people's feeling..
damn it...
haiz...
especially my dear's feeling ...
god ... can u please help me
make me be more alert...
i just feel that i am damn useless at all these ..
i think i am able to make people feel not happy instead of happy
ar........
y am i always like this ....
making people unhappy ...
forget abt other people's feeling..
cant put myself into other people's shoes...
damn it..
i am damn selfish ..
go and die la.. haiz.....
haiz...
i am just damn selfish
Tom U this DAMN SELFISH ASSHOLE!!!
full of LOVE at
9:54 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
hello~~
wa... i got a very long time nv come here and write le wor
hahaz... eh .. i also forget when is the last time i update liao
wahahaz
now i am going to be a ngee ann student lor
wahahz.. so excited abt that school...
new environment ... new friends and new teachers
hahaz... and the laptops plus all the projects
lol.. wahaha
nvm nvm ... but my old friends i will nv forget u all one
whahaz.. i still remember our craps and rubbishes..
so its ok de .. dun worry we are forever friends ..
wor!!!!wahahz
so much crap again ...
new school new life...
hahaz.. but still got my dear accompany me...
eh so actually i feel quite all right la..
hahaz.. coz ... hahaz... she is still with me ...
wahaha....
how sweet is my dear leh ..
is extremely lor... becoz of me then nvm buy things for herself one..
ar.. how can like that..
u ar... silly girl ..
but u are still mine ...
wahahaz...
as days goes by ...
hahaz...
everyone thinks that ...
as days goes by ...
for couples.. they wil be brought apart...
but thats not true ...
only those who didnt want to make a effort to change it..
thats why they believe that...
hahaz.. but too me is not la..
only hahaz,,,
sometiems.. i am extremely kuku ...
to the extend that.. i guess dear also cant stand me liao..
and i can stand myself too
hahaz... but
wat can i do .. lol..
in the world... this tom is born to be like that..
lol... god must be jking with me wahahaz..
but its ok la... hahaz...
hahaz...
i guess ... a new school everyone will be afraid of it ba
hahaz.. human's nature .
so its ok ..
hahaz... actually i quite get use to it le ba
hahz... come singapore go krss... go a lot of place liao..
so a totally new environment will not be a problem to me
hahaz.. hope i can know my friends well ba
lol
as days go by .. hahaz... seriously ..
eh ...i am not joking lor....
really keepthing abt marriage leh ...
is it becoz i am going to be 20
cant be right..
lol.. thats must be a big joke to some people ba
but lol.. i wonder when u all 19 going to 20 that time
will think of the same thing anot lol
haha... coz will worry one mar...
i am so old liao !!!
my one become two liao leh ...
thats such a big difference lors..
and got more responsibility ..
hahaz.. nvm la..hahaz..
anyway ... just want to take care of dear for my life time
ehehehe,. plus small kukus too..
hahaz...
ar... aiyo .. dear ar... just want to say i love u ...
a new school new environment ..
dun be afraid ... i will be there with u ...
if u need me i will be there anytime ...
i love u <3/////\\\\\\o(^__^)olove u ...
Muuuuuuuuuuuack !!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
full of LOVE at
10:31 PM