Thursday, March 30, 2006
hai....
i make my dear angry again ...
y am i always like that ...cant remember the things that i promise...
wat the hell... this is not the fisrt time
alos not the second time
this is everytime ....
haiz...the same thing happen over and over again
y am i always like this ... i am so tired of it ...
i guess my dear also ... i hate it ...
i just hate myself for being so retarded ...
cannnot remember everything ...
damn it... y i born in this way...
just simple things i also cannot remember ...
y am i even exist in the world..
wat a damn loser ... damn it.... sian la...
haiz...
i am reallly not a good boyfriend
i have no right to be a boyfriend for her...
i am so bad... i am so useless...
i am so selfish ...
everything i do...
doesnt make her happier ...
i guess... i am not a happiness to her...
maybe its nightmare....
the things that she dun want the most...
and i am the one....
who is so damn asshole ...
haiz...
who can tell me how to do...
so i will remember
damn it... i just damn suck at all these...
i am born to be a loser...
and a loser...
forever and ever ...
yea...
go to hell man ..
u stupid tom....
full of LOVE at
7:50 PM