Monday, April 17, 2006
this is life...
the life of me
yes...i know...
i am weak...
yea come on ...
i lose to the reality ...
yes..i am done...
i know...
i defeat by u ..
now when i am writing..
yea...
i really dunno ... how i feel now...
happy or sad...
or wat other things can say ...
i hrut my love ...so much...
i give her so much pressure...
i really very very sad...
i dunno ...
i am blur...
my life seems meaningless without her...
how am i going to live without her...
becoz of her...
my life has goal...
i work for the goal ...
the goal ...
is to bring happiness for her...
but i finally realised...
the happiness that every boyfriend
can give,,,
is not something that i can give...
becoz...
i am not even better than a normal boyfriend...
the happiness i can give is all i have..
maybe not even 1% of
the normal boyfriend...
yea iknow ...
i admit...
its me...
i can change the past...
but the future is in my hand..
a bright or a dull future ..
is all in my hand...
my pressure ..
i can just use my pressure as an excuse le...
its not an excuse...
i know ...no matter wat..
or under any pressure ...
i will just move on ...
becoz ...
i dun want to go back to the past again ...
past wil always there to remind me...
that i am once ...
so.........
yea...
now its time to change...
to really just be the truth self..
to behave happily ...
yes...
just like wat i say ...
happy is depend on us...
yea ... dun ever give up...
dear...
my love will never chnage ..
my feeling for u .. is still same as the day ...
when we first start...
u are my only love...
take good care...
full of LOVE at
10:57 PM