Friday, February 23, 2007
i am confused...
wat should i do ??
i have no idea... i am blur ... i am lose ..
i really dunno wat to do ...
can anyone tell me ...
God...
why when i ask u this question ...
u didnt give me a reply ...
i really dunno wat to do ...
i want a change ..
i want to make a difference ....
i want to be excellent....
but can i really be ?
now is changing ...
i have no idea...wat is going on ....
wat should i do ....
so i can that someone ....
how should i do so i will not waste anymore...
wat can i do ...
i dunno .....
somehow i feel so peaceful in my heart and mind...
but when i think abt it ...
i want to know the ways for me to change ...
not just a single moment ...
i want a change ....
a change in me ...
wat do i need to do ...
its so dots...
i cant find any confidence for myself ...
i hated it ...
when i realised that its so hard for me to even accept myself now ...
i dun like this ...
i dun want to be like this ....
why ...
why must this happen to be ...
is it the path that i must go through in my life...
is this the kind of path that i must have ....
and yet...
i cant do ath ...
i dun even have a chance to say no to it...
i cant reject it ....
only thing i can do is to accept it and face it ...
i cant run away ...
somehow i just want to find a corner and hide there for while
and wat should i do ..
every bad thing happen so ironically at the same time...
grandpa got tumor ...
and is not normal one... is a 7.8cm one...
when i heard it...
i am stun...
he treat me very good since i am young even till now...
although i didnt get to see him that often ...
but i still know him a lot ...
omg... lol...
God ... i guess this is that kind of path that i must go through ...
so i will grow up even more ba...
everyone has there on problem...
there is nobody in the world without any single problem
i guess i shouldnt just sit down here and complaining all my problems ba...
instead i have to make a differences...
i will treasure every chances that i have ...
happiness...
although i dun really know how to get it...or even give it ....
i will try ...
again in the silent night ... when only the moon and the star above me...
i am thinking abt u dear.....
i miss u ...
loves
full of LOVE at
10:51 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
this is a nice shoes right...
hahaz... but too bad u cant really wear it ...
its made of chocolate...
but is freaking nice .. bhahaz.. .
i also feel like biting it sia
look at her... so cute... biting the SUPER BIG SWEET !!!
hahaz... it very nice... but a bit too sweet ... yea ....
but is still nice
look ... its damn bit right... i cant even eat this damn bit sweet with my relatively BIG mouth ...
hahaz...
damn nice...
its such a good day today .. hahaz
the strawberry day ..
nearly evreything we order are contains strawberry
hahaz... the strawberry soda .. the strawberry shortcake .. and the strawberry fruit tard ...
damn ncie .. plus a i think itilian sweet..
yea the damn fat and big that one ..
lol its damn ncie ...
hahaz....
this is the plcae where we eat our DESSERT hahaz
Damn nice ... alll the cakes and desserts ...
all looks dman good sia..
i feel like eating all of them
look at it... dman nice right...
lol
yea its really BEYOND DAMN NICE
hahaz
the juicy meat melt in my mouth
hahaz
look at uis .. .hahaz... two hungry ghost taking photo hahaz...
this is where we eat...
its a TAIWANESE RESTAURANT ok
ITS NOT CHINA ...
DUN MIX THEM UP PLZ
...
hahaz.... i think still taiwan food nice ...
lol...
hahaz...today as usual ... hahaz.. me and dear go out again
hahaz so funny today ..
WHICH COUPLE IN THE WORLD WILL LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE's BUTT
and LAUGH
hahaz
but is damn funny ar....
lol... laugh till my scar there so pai n...
lol today i am like a LAO AH PEI
I BOUGHT A PACKET OF THING that only AH PEI
will BUY one hahaz...
guess wat ... that is
SALONPAShahaz... coz my backbone there pain malol then no choice then buy lor
hahaz....so funny right...
but that really help leh .. lol
now i think i can name it
AH PEI LOVER LIAO
lol...
such a good use sia ...
hahaz... yea lor ..then today we laugh at the lady's butt
hahaz... becoz of wat
lol...
one drop one water drop on her pants...
i mean HER light blue pants..
lol..
i dunno y .. but is really damn funny hahaz..
then her BUTT is twice bigger as her head...
lol
super BIG sia..
but i got to say thanks to her
becoz she help me and dear..
to OPEN way
lol...
with her HUGE BOdy ...
is like nobody dear to stop her ..
if they will be killed by her fats...
or she might even roll over u ..
yea ...
thats y nobody dear to stop her and her husband..
and me and dear is like lol.. walking behind them laugh and laugh and laugh ...
hahaz... they damn funny lor ..
hahaz... its not my fault ..
lol... haha.z.
actually today also not much stuff actually happen la ..
hahaz..
yea thats all ba ... hahaz... love u dear... MAUCK
full of LOVE at
11:27 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
this is me wahahaaz.... after shopping
this is MY dear ... wa ... so cute right hahaz,...
the smile so sweet... omg ... i kanna strike by her smile liao
that is the desert for my set meal... hahaz...
dear treat me eat ... hehez...
damn nice lor
haha
this is the main course ..
lol the dory fish is thousand times nice than
the stupid coffee club one ... hahaz...
this is a super nice dessert ... must try ..
hahaz ... both me and dear love it...
lol suepr nice
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this is the soup sia ... hahaz... damn nice also hahaz...
is real marshoom ok ... hahaz
this is the place where we eat... hahaz...
lol...
hahaz...
today me and dear went to buy her cloths ...
and my cloths too ...
wahahz... she buy for me one ///
FUCK shirt...
lol.. i mean ... FCUK
hahaz...
then also a BOXERS lol... dman shock sia...
hahaz
yea ..then we walk around at orchard
but as usual ... damn i am like an 100 year old
LAO AH PEI ...
walk damn slow ar.,..
i can imagine other people call me ...
damn it la .. who is that guy down there walk damn slow...
so young walk like ah pei....
lol...t
then when we walk pass by one shop...
got one super fat lady ..
lol
i think more like LAO FAT AUNTY LOR>..
she walk pass by and ELBOW my stomach ..
WAT the hell...
i already stop when she walking half way liao ..
she still CAN ELBOW ME.,...
wat he hell ...
damn fat sia...
i think her BUTT is 3TIMES bigger than her face la.....
dun need to say her size liao .. i guess ...her weight must be
XXX KG
.. dman FAT ...
make me feel so damn painful...
yea lor .. then after that we saw my parents at M1...
after that we wnet to shopping
then go eat;...
after that go home le..;
today quite ok la ... hahaz
lol.. but very fun
hahaz... coz dear very happy ...
how i wish i can recover faster ...
then can walk here and there ... not like a turtle..
yea ... dear..
thank u ...
if without u ...
i reallly cant do anything ,..
u are my everything ,..... love u ...
love u ...
love u ...
full of LOVE at
11:45 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
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wow its been a long time since i nv update right...
lol
... yea damn long .. but was quit busy with schools and lots of stuff...
hahaz...
i think most of my friend did know that i actually went to operation ba
hahaz..
of coz ... lol
i also didnt expect i will went through it too...
hahaz....its all happen on the
10th of feb ...
hahaz... right after the paper ... wow ...
i was so damn happy that i am going out with dear to eat and
shopping ....
lol... but too bad that day got organic chem final exam ...
yea then after that i actually went to see dear .... hahaz
then we happily go orchard and eat ...
lol the food there damn nice sia...
yea however, my stomach still to feel a bit painful...
and ...my nightmare going to start soon ...
after that the pain jsut keep continue...
but i tell dear is all right even though
she so concern abt me and keep asking me to go home and take a rest..
yea ... then i bought dear some cloths at topshop ....
... howevrer from then on ,,,
the pain is too painful...
then i tell dear that i cant really take it ... i got to go home to eat some medicine..
when i reach home ... i immedinately vomit ....
then all the nice nice food that i just eaten ar....
all come out liao sia ...
sian .....
yea lor then after that ... my pain became worse ....
until i really cannot take it
then dear ask me to go see doctor ...but sat doctor didnt open,.... then when i want to went to the 24hr clinic... i feel so giddy till i almost fall ..
then after that i decided to stay at home till my parents come back...
dear ask me to call my parents..
yea then after taht my paretns rush home..
when my father help me check....
the he say is acute appendicitis ...
then he immediately bring me to NUH with my mum and dear....
then the nurse down there say must wait and observe ...
wat the hell ...
at that time i was pain like dying ,..
but no choice after that ...
4 doctors come and see me ... and all say i got acute appendicitis ...
then after that is around 12pm on sat .... i went for operation ...
yea ... thats .. the stupid things sia ....
but lucky ... dear never go home ... stay with me all the way ... till i come out from
operation .... yea then my parents bring her back to her house ...
yea... then hahaz...finally i discharge on tuesday ...
but today got exam ... ...
yea then after that me and dear celebrate our V day at
HOLLAND V ... crystal jade/...
i know a lot o f u going to say ...
WAT THE HELL,AT THERE?! U ARE UNCLE IS IT !!!!!!!
lol but thre are some couple celebrate there ok ...
hahaz... yea then we order a lot of nice stuff to eat ...
lol ... and also take a lot of kuku picture....
hahaz...
omg dear i love u muack ..
hahaza.... its so happy to spend all my time with u ...
sorry ar... becoz my head feel giddy then must send u home so early ....
so sorry...
anyway ... thanks ...
maybe .. if sat u are not around to help me .... till my paretns come ...
i guess... i might not be here typing anymore ....
i got to really thank god that send such a wonderful angel for me ...
u are my everything .....i love u love u love u love u
full of LOVE at
11:08 PM