Thursday, March 15, 2007
2 more days i am going back to taiwan to see grandfather le...
but dunnno y ... i just lack of something
when i cannot see dear for one week ,.,,
its so hard !!!
its so lonely !!!
i feel so lose when i cant see her around !!!
without her company , there is like something wrong in my life
how i wish she can go back with me
how i wish i can be with her every moment
however, not everything i hope and i want will come true ....
that is life....
maybe this is an exam god want us to be apart to know how much we actually need
each other ...
when she's not around ..
yea life still must carry on ... however
i know that is not life ...
becoz to me ... she is everything ,..
yea.....i know everything still must remain
and i got to do wat i suppose to do ...
but just that when she is not around
i dun have the confidence ..
i feel so lonely and dunno wat to do ...
but i still have to do ...
i guess this is the path that god want us to
experience ...
becoz love is not being made by us
love is only call love ...
when it can actually pass different level of difficulties ...
i need to admit ,,,,
i really need her GERALDINE TAN HUI PING
every successful man behind will have a
suepr good wife !!!
that is some chinese traditional phrase !!
i got to agree !!!
dear is one of the kind i am not saying that
i am a successful man ..
but she is the one that can make a
no one to become someone ....
yea that her !!
dear i know is tough that we cant see each other for one week ..
i cannot hold ur hand cannot kiss u cannot hug u ...
but deeply in my heart ...
u are always there i know ....
when i close my eyes ... i can feel u ...
just want to let u know this one week will be very fast de ok ..
thats wat i keep telling myself that...
if cannot see you at least got msn to viedo call u ...
at least can see u and hear u sweeet voice ....
jsut wnat to let u know that u are really very important to me ...
and u must take good care for urself ok ...
i wil be back and looking after u ok ..
dun worry so much ...
attachment ok de ok !!!
dun think so much ..if those nurse or patient bully u ...
tell me...
the next day i go help u complain to the hospital ....
make sure that the nurse lose job...
if the patient bully u .. .
i make sure that i am going find the hosptial stuff and ask them do something ....
or i go personally also can ...dear OLD hair ok ...
love u miss u ....
full of LOVE at
11:51 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
right now i am typing my blog .....
just at the same time also making viedo calls with dear!!!
i got to go back to taiwan for one week !!
but i also very worry abt her !!!
dear ar !!!!
wat should i do !!! so u will not be sad!!!
i am just like a ass hor !!!
keep hurting u
i am sorry !!!
but i will come back fast de ok
i know u feel one week is very long
but it will be very fast de ok
dun think so much ok
i love u
for being such a ass boyfriend !!!
sorry
full of LOVE at
10:07 PM