Monday, July 02, 2007
i wonder if my exist is still important ...
omg... feel so depress right now...
i also dunno y just feel this way ...
i think the world around me were change...
or maybe i should say that ...
i am the one who changed...
i am stuck in the trap...
i want to get up ..
i want to escape...
but i couldnt do ath abt it ...
i feel so hopeless...
just something for me to grab on ...
plz... just let me escape...
i am so tried of all this ....
so many question marks...
i have enough of that...
plz... just stop it ....
all the projects ... test... school programme...
everything ...
just
GIVE ME A BREAK....
i am so tired....
haiz...
i guess i am going to stuck like this forever...
just have a little a bit of faith ....
but i wonder....
how much faith
do i still have...
how mich confindence ...
do i still have....
how much everything
do i still have...
i am just too tired of all these...
i want to give up...
but i cannot ...
just becoz ...
i dun want to be a loser...
i just dun want....
god...
i guess wat u say is right...
a lot of people only look for u when they really needs u ...
and when they are not in needs of ath ...
they might just forget abt u...
i guess... i am consider in one of them ba.,..
guess..
this will be the punishment for wat i had done...
i am just too tired...
just want everything to finish ...
just ...
just ,,,
i just ... want ...
the me back.....
full of LOVE at
11:19 PM