Thursday, September 13, 2007
today working
morinign shift...
time pass so fast...
i dunno wat is going on...
i really dunno
just want someone
to tok to ...
just one someone to
chat to...
i just want to relax a bit ...
i just want a little bit of
rest...
i just want to stop a while
i just want someone to give me a hand..
i just want someone to encourage...
but now...
i dunno...
i just feel so empty ...
lifeless....
everyday just work and work...
i think of things that i shouldnt be thinking
i am just lost...
i guess....
besides...
earning money ...
right now ...
i am just a dead person...
full of LOVE at
6:03 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
i think i am really tired liao ...
its have to end ...
it got to end ...
it must end...
it will be ended ...
when i finish wat i have to do ..
when i do all the things
when i finish all the job ...
i wish ...
the next world ...
will be better...
i wish ...
at least
whether dead or alive...
i will be remembered...
full of LOVE at
10:21 PM
i have so long
nv come amd type le ...
i feel so tired...
i am becoming a lifeless person
in my life now
besides working
its still working
i dunno wat i am doing...
i just keep working
somehow
i feel like one day i will work till death ...
i am so tired....
no matter how tired...
i still have to work...
i dunno...
this kind of life
is really freaking fuck up ...
sometimes...
i just want someone to be there...
to care abt me...
to support me...
i guess. wat ever i think
is just dream ba...
now i understand
wat is the meaning of lifeless...
i guess...
this kind of life ...
still must last for quite long ...
i am really tired...
thinking of running away from all these
thinking of just rest the whole day
i dunno
i guess i really ask too much le...
even one day off...
i guess...
there is no point...
the off-day ..
is just making myself more terrible...
i am just too tired...
to think ...
to do...
all the feeling...
the emtions
the fear...
all like craps...
hurting me like helll...
at this moment
i just want someone to let me free....
i am so tired...
one cross in my heart...
it doesnt make any difference...
so pain ...
so tired...
i guess....
watever i have done...
nobody will recognise it...
anyway...
i think
its enough ...
i am tired of this...
some how it will end...
i just want it to end tonight....
unbreak the falling heart...
full of LOVE at
2:40 PM