Wednesday, September 12, 2007
i have so long
nv come amd type le ...
i feel so tired...
i am becoming a lifeless person
in my life now
besides working
its still working
i dunno wat i am doing...
i just keep working
somehow
i feel like one day i will work till death ...
i am so tired....
no matter how tired...
i still have to work...
i dunno...
this kind of life
is really freaking fuck up ...
sometimes...
i just want someone to be there...
to care abt me...
to support me...
i guess. wat ever i think
is just dream ba...
now i understand
wat is the meaning of lifeless...
i guess...
this kind of life ...
still must last for quite long ...
i am really tired...
thinking of running away from all these
thinking of just rest the whole day
i dunno
i guess i really ask too much le...
even one day off...
i guess...
there is no point...
the off-day ..
is just making myself more terrible...
i am just too tired...
to think ...
to do...
all the feeling...
the emtions
the fear...
all like craps...
hurting me like helll...
at this moment
i just want someone to let me free....
i am so tired...
one cross in my heart...
it doesnt make any difference...
so pain ...
so tired...
i guess....
watever i have done...
nobody will recognise it...
anyway...
i think
its enough ...
i am tired of this...
some how it will end...
i just want it to end tonight....
unbreak the falling heart...
full of LOVE at
2:40 PM