Tuesday, January 01, 2008
today is a new year...
and at the very first day of the new year...
i think is a very bad start...
i make u angry...
really sorry about it....
i am really sorry...
there is so many times ...
i always think that i do it the right way...
in fact...
i do it the worst way ...
in this years...
i have bluff myself so much ...
i am trying all the ways just to tell myself that
i am doing ok ...
but the truth is i did very badly in everything...
i guess...
now i am really feel very down ...
in every part of my life...
but i just have to make some changes out of it...
i have to work harder in everything ...
althought i know i try ... but i guess...
thats not enough ....
i cant just stand at the same spot and keep blaming myself ...
the things wont have any changes ...
i have to do something...
i have to work harder...
i just have to carry on..
full of LOVE at
5:20 PM