tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-135927992011-04-22T06:59:59.171+08:00Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.comBlogger1211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-91820758523129820082008-08-05T22:51:00.003+08:002008-08-05T22:59:38.667+08:00i am trying <br />keep trying <br />i must keep trying...<br />tom stop being so slacking<br />surrounded in all the problems and troubles...<br />what should i do...<br />which way should i go...<br />everyone already want people to understand them <br />but they never make a effort to understand others first<br />i think i might happen to be just one of them <br />its really abt funny <br />i am really tiring right now ...<br />after all the bombburst with all the exams and reports...<br />now still got final year report to do...<br />damn ... i just want to have a rest <br />and do things right...<br />why am i always mass up everything<br />i am just sick of it...<br />sometimes i questioned myself<br />i want to find the answer<br />why... i feel so headache<br />there are so many problems that comes in and out everyday <br />no matter how ...<br />i must try to solve them <br />so how i find myself really useless<br />when some problem i try to solve yet<br />it never comes out the same way as what i think of <br />why i always comparing myself with others...<br />comparing the feeling is so sick <br />but yet it will motivate u <br />i dunno <br />i am just so blur <br />sometimes i just feel like sitting down <br />lying down some where<br />and release all my stress..<br />i am a bit sick of it ..<br />i really wnat some kind of rest...<br />but i guess its like too late...<br />becoz problem will keep coming out <br />the only thing we can do is to keep solving<br />thats the reality of the life..<br />so in order for me to stay happy<br />i must accept what i have and just try my best <br />to do what everyone wants<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-9182075852312982008?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-2781984246897736502008-07-22T23:05:00.002+08:002008-07-22T23:07:44.395+08:00i just finish a big fight with dear...<br />i am sorry...<br />i am really sorry...<br />i am not wealthless and inconsiderate...i am just rubbish...<br />i am sorry...<br />i will still be there for u sorry ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-278198424689773650?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-85105451757587528702008-07-14T00:54:00.003+08:002008-07-14T01:09:29.814+08:00i start to wondering what is the most important thing in our life, <br />isnt love the most important thing in our life. <br />everyone seems to be blindfolded , <br />they cant see the lvoe around them, they cant feel the love around them ,<br />thats why our world needs more love, <br />things to change, <br />everyone start to change, <br />now a days everythings must be branded, <br />it really makes me feel so sick of it , <br />i somehow start to thinks that <br />those fucking up people who create those brand like LV,<br />makes me feel they are rubbish, <br />why they want to create such things to make people have status,<br />then after that which leads to people compare to each other,<br />it really stupid, <br />cant people just accept what they are, <br />there is nothing wrong to accept what they are, <br />its also nothing wrong to accept waht they are, <br />i think its really good to accept yourself,<br />becoz that is the first step ,<br />if we want other people to love us, we need to love ourselves first,<br />we need to love ourselves by accept who we are,<br />god create us for a reason, <br />not for us to find a reason to compare with each,<br />if thats the way what god created us for ,<br />i think thats really no point, <br />this wrold change so much, <br />love is nolonger the first place ,<br />becoz we dun find that love is around us ,<br />when we dun find that love is around us , we start to looks for other things to make us feel the love,<br />i dunno , <br />i dunno am i right or wrong. <br />but i dun want to see peopel keep digging around the same hole, <br />acceptance is the things which lead to happiness,<br />sometimes, we dun accept the truth ,<br />thats understandable ,<br />everyone dun want to face the reality, <br />everyone want everything to go out to be such smooth and nice,<br />i use to think this way as well, <br />but now i really understand, <br />i have so many love around me, <br />i have love from my family, even though they seems not around me,<br />but i know they are always around me, <br />i habe the love from my girlfriend, when ever i need help and support,<br />she is the first one who will give me strength to face the problem and overcome the problems , <br />i have the love from my freind, when something went wrong with me, they will said straigh to me, they will point out my mistake they will tell me what have i done to make things wrong<br />there is so many things around us ,<br />i guess .... truthful is really improtant ,<br />not everone can be truthful always, <br />but the truthful we are,<br />the better we are in our life,<br />i will treasure very thing in my life right now ,<br />i dun want to lose anything and anyone, <br />i wish everyone will stays happy and cheerful,<br />i know there is up and down in our life ,<br />in the times of happy , i will be stand there and be happy with u,<br />in the times of sadness, i will be the first who give u strength to overcome the problems ,<br />i wnat to be someone who can not only brings joy but overcome the sadness,<br />thats what i want to tell myself and warn myself.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-8510545175758752870?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-37350274865825798872008-05-20T22:56:00.002+08:002008-05-20T23:02:36.030+08:00limit is break <br />i have enough ...<br />why must this happen....<br />anyone can tell me what to do <br />its really hard...<br />its really hurts...<br />i can understand everything <br />just normal go out or watever thing <br />i can take it ....<br />but must those words be seen..<br />certain words... <br />why must it be inside <br />why ...<br />i dun understand ...<br />i just want to have a small place for me to hide..<br />now this place..<br />someone is trying to take it away from me ...<br />where can i run to ...<br />where can i go to...<br />i really dunno ...<br />i want to stay inside my place...<br />i dun want anyone to come ..<br />i dun want..<br />i dunno what can i do ..<br />i really cannot take it ...<br />why it become so confused...<br />why in the world this is happening to me...<br />i really dunno..<br />i am sick of it..<br />i only know ...<br />i have enough....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-3735027486582579887?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-83935855995626471312008-01-01T17:20:00.000+08:002008-01-01T17:26:08.923+08:00today is a new year...<br />and at the very first day of the new year...<br />i think is a very bad start...<br />i make u angry...<br />really sorry about it....<br />i am really sorry...<br /><br />there is so many times ...<br />i always think that i do it the right way...<br />in fact... <br />i do it the worst way ...<br />in this years...<br />i have bluff myself so much ...<br />i am trying all the ways just to tell myself that <br />i am doing ok ...<br />but the truth is i did very badly in everything...<br />i guess...<br />now i am really feel very down ...<br />in every part of my life...<br />but i just have to make some changes out of it...<br />i have to work harder in everything ...<br />althought i know i try ... but i guess...<br />thats not enough ....<br />i cant just stand at the same spot and keep blaming myself ...<br />the things wont have any changes ...<br />i have to do something...<br />i have to work harder...<br />i just have to carry on..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-8393585599562647131?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-8384909445765474262007-12-20T00:08:00.001+08:002007-12-20T00:12:41.841+08:00its really tiring ...<br />with all the shit food...which i eaten for 3 days...<br />still got some more to come...<br />nvm...<br />i will encourage myself to overcome this...<br />...<br />haiz.. just all the scoldings from here and there...<br />it really affected me...<br />with those kind of stupid remark from <br />the stupid captain ... <br />haiz..<br />nvm ...<br />i guess...<br />now i have no right to say anything ..<br />watever i done will always be wrong...<br />nvm...<br />wat i need is determination to over come this ...<br />i just need to have a little bit of faith <br />to support me...<br />to carry me up..<br />all the stress...<br />put aside first...<br />helping hand...<br />i guess there is none...<br />i just have to have faith ...<br />to overcome it...<br />The sky will not be dark forever...<br />i will wait till the sunshine come...e<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-838490944576547426?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-21560487935641325752007-11-24T22:42:00.000+08:002007-11-24T22:46:59.052+08:00i am 21 years old le...<br />finally ...<br />i guess ... <br />now watever thing doesnt matter to anyone already ....<br />its just the matter of me and myself...<br />the hardwork will nv be recognised....<br />i guess...<br />maybe i am just too foolish ...<br />from this moment onwords...<br />i have enough of this ...<br />its going to closed ....<br />i am not going to tok anymore abt it...<br />i just want to stop it...<br />no more...<br />no more...<br />just let me breathe some fresh air...<br />i am dying from this <br />...<br />its enough ....<br />jsut let me be in this world...<br />i know ...<br />i just want to be in the heaven ...<br />i guess ...<br />smiles will take over the sadness...<br />i have enough....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-2156048793564132575?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-88252446791109848242007-11-11T23:20:00.000+08:002007-11-11T23:22:12.764+08:00哪裡..... <br />哪裡有彩虹告訴我<br />能不能把我的願望還給我<br />為什麼天這麼安靜<br />所有的雲都跑到我這裡<br /><br /><br />有没有口罩一個给我 <br />釋懷說了太多就成真不了 <br />也許時間是一種解藥 <br />也是我現在正服下的毒藥 <br /><br /><br />看不見妳的笑 我怎麼睡得著 <br />妳的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到<br />没有地球太陽還是會繞 <br />没有理由我也能自己走<br /><br /><br />妳要離開 我知道很簡單 <br />妳說依賴 是我們的阻礙 <br />就算放開 那能不能别没收我的愛 <br />當作我最後才明白<br /><br /><br />有没有口罩一個给我 <br />釋懷說了太多就成真不了 <br />也許時間是一種解藥 <br />也是我現在正服下的毒藥 <br /><br /><br />看不見妳的笑 我怎麼睡得著 <br />妳的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到<br />没有地球太陽還是會繞 <br />没有理由我也能自己走<br /><br /><br />妳要離開 我知道很簡單 <br />妳說依賴 是我們的阻礙 <br />就算放開 那能不能别没收我的愛 <br />當作我最後才明白<br /><br /><br /> <br />看不見妳的笑 要我怎麼睡得着 <br />妳的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到<br />没有地球太陽還是會繞會繞 <br />没有理由我也能自己走掉 <br />釋懷說了太多就成真不了<br />也許時間是一種解藥 解藥<br />也是我現在正服下的毒藥<br /><br /><br />妳要離開 我知道很簡單 <br />妳說依賴 是我們的阻礙 <br />就算放開 那能不能别没收我的愛 <br />當作我最後才明白 <br /><br />shhhh......<br />closed down ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-8825244679110984824?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-15263127407497227792007-10-08T22:49:00.001+08:002007-10-08T22:54:47.920+08:00i am so tired...<br />just a few fingers counts....<br />everything will be over...<br />i guess...<br />i have to accept the news...<br />i have to accept the result...<br />i have to be strong...<br />even if its one man's fight ...<br />i have... i must...<br />i will... i need...<br />everythings... will be in my memory ...<br />every faces.. every incident...<br />every encounters...<br />i am glad that <br />i am able to said out load...<br />i have an wonderful life...<br />at least...<br />even though its just me alone..<br />in the path...<br />i will be strong...<br />i dun want to be burden to anyone...<br />its pain...<br />but sooner ...<br />i guess... i will feel no more pain...<br />dunno i will even come and type again ...<br />but i know... here got all my memories...<br />its the end...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-1526312740749722779?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-10794869969700200642007-10-01T00:05:00.000+08:002007-10-01T00:37:00.885+08:00its been a long time <br />i nv come here and write <br />and i also went back to church <br />...<br />god ...<br />sometimes i really wonder wat u say is right or wrong...<br />u said....<br />watever i give ...<br />i will receive...<br />but for me ...<br />i didnt receive ath ...<br />i think i am in such a shame that <br />i still need to beg...<br />like a begger...<br />sometimes...<br />i just couldnt understand<br />watever i done seems to be wrong....<br />wat i want ...<br />it will nv come true...<br />wat i done...<br />it seems like i am the only one in the world ...<br />that is going nuts...<br />i really dunno...<br />i just want someone to be around ...<br />i just want someone who cares me...<br />someone who loves me...<br />it seems so hard to do ...<br />it seems so hard to get...<br />i really dunno ...<br />there are so mcuh pressure....<br />i just want someone ...<br />to give me a hand...<br />someone who pulls me out of these...<br />it seems like ...<br />even i want to wake up from this terrible dream...<br />but i just dun have the energy to wake up...<br />god...<br />i really dunno wats going on ...<br />i know i should have faith in you ...<br />yes i have faith in you ...<br />but on the other hand..<br />i feel so lonely ...<br />i dunno...<br />i find that ...<br />my life now ... <br />was like no ife...<br />everyone just keep asking me to do this do that...<br />but did anyone really ...<br />really ...<br />deep from the heart <br />concern wat have been going through in me...<br />its really terrible...<br />i just feel both physically and emotionally tired...<br />i just want to find somewhere to hide...<br />i just want to know ...<br />at least ...<br />there is a place for me to go to...<br />god...<br />i want to go to ur house...<br />i want to be in ur world...<br />i just want to be a happy person...<br />it really hurts like shit...<br />i just want to be care...<br />sometimes...<br />i just wonder am i very selfish ...<br />thats why nobody cares...<br />am i very bad...<br />am i a totally wealthless person ..<br />am i just not suit to get any concern ...<br />am i just nothing to anyone <br />i really dunno...<br />i want to wake up from this ...<br />i know i cant go back to the past...<br />there is also future in hand...<br />but i really dunno where is my future...<br />everything is unclear....<br />does anyone know ...<br />i am putting on a mask all the time...<br />i have to be strong in front of <br />in my family ...<br />becoz i am the eldest son...<br />i have to be able to take any pressure a head...<br />but does anyone know that its really very tired to do so <br />i just want to be loved <br />its so hard...<br />when the songs play <br />i really hope...<br />someone will just be there for me....<br /><br />cry on my shoulder<br /><br />If the hero, never comes to you<br />If you need someone, you're feeling blue<br />If you wait for love, and you're alone<br />If you call your friends, nobody's home<br />You can rum away, but you can't hide<br />Through a storm and through a lonely night<br />Then I'll show you there's a destiny<br />The best things in life, they are free<br /><br />But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder<br />If you need someone, who cares for you<br />If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder<br />Yes I show you what real love can do<br /><br />If your sky is grey oh let me know<br />There's a place in heaven, where we'll go<br />If heaven is, a million years away<br />Oh just call me and I'll make your day<br />When the nights are getting cold and blue<br />When the days are getting hard for you<br />I will always stay by your side<br />I promise you, I'll never hide<br /><br />But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder<br />If you need someone, who cares for you<br />If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder<br />Yes I show you what real love can do<br /><br />But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder<br />If you need someone, who cares for you<br />If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder<br />Yes I show you what real love can do<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-1079486996970020064?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-6009087389180132882007-09-13T18:03:00.000+08:002007-09-13T18:08:51.853+08:00today working <br />morinign shift...<br />time pass so fast...<br />i dunno wat is going on...<br />i really dunno<br />just want someone <br />to tok to ...<br />just one someone to <br />chat to...<br />i just want to relax a bit ...<br />i just want a little bit of <br />rest...<br />i just want to stop a while<br />i just want someone to give me a hand..<br />i just want someone to encourage...<br /><br />but now...<br />i dunno...<br />i just feel so empty ...<br />lifeless....<br />everyday just work and work...<br />i think of things that i shouldnt be thinking<br />i am just lost...<br />i guess....<br />besides...<br />earning money ...<br />right now ...<br />i am just a dead person...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-600908738918013288?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-22390345746815466512007-09-12T22:21:00.000+08:002007-09-12T22:24:25.062+08:00i think i am really tired liao ...<br />its have to end ...<br />it got to end ...<br />it must end...<br /><br />it will be ended ...<br />when i finish wat i have to do ..<br />when i do all the things <br />when i finish all the job ...<br /><br />i wish ...<br />the next world ...<br />will be better...<br />i wish ...<br />at least <br />whether dead or alive...<br />i will be remembered...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-2239034574681546651?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-73245450419060476202007-09-12T14:40:00.000+08:002007-09-12T14:56:32.189+08:00i have so long <br />nv come amd type le ...<br />i feel so tired...<br />i am becoming a lifeless person <br />in my life now <br />besides working <br />its still working <br />i dunno wat i am doing...<br />i just keep working <br />somehow <br />i feel like one day i will work till death ...<br />i am so tired....<br />no matter how tired...<br />i still have to work...<br />i dunno...<br />this kind of life <br />is really freaking fuck up ...<br />sometimes...<br />i just want someone to be there...<br />to care abt me...<br />to support me...<br />i guess. wat ever i think <br />is just dream ba...<br />now i understand <br />wat is the meaning of lifeless...<br />i guess...<br />this kind of life ...<br />still must last for quite long ...<br />i am really tired...<br />thinking of running away from all these<br />thinking of just rest the whole day <br />i dunno<br />i guess i really ask too much le...<br />even one day off...<br />i guess...<br />there is no point...<br />the off-day ..<br />is just making myself more terrible...<br />i am just too tired...<br />to think ...<br />to do...<br />all the feeling...<br />the emtions <br />the fear...<br />all like craps...<br />hurting me like helll...<br />at this moment <br />i just want someone to let me free....<br />i am so tired...<br />one cross in my heart...<br />it doesnt make any difference...<br />so pain ...<br />so tired...<br />i guess....<br />watever i have done...<br />nobody will recognise it...<br />anyway...<br />i think <br />its enough ...<br />i am tired of this...<br />some how it will end...<br />i just want it to end tonight....<br />unbreak the falling heart...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-7324545041906047620?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-78940514720556226852007-08-12T22:51:00.001+08:002007-08-12T22:57:32.619+08:00Enclosed...<br />i guess...<br />i dun even understand <br />wat i am doing now ba...<br />a lifeless person ...<br />my daily routin ....<br />eat slp study...<br />i am like living in my own world...<br />i dun feel like <br />communicating with others...<br />i dunno...<br />i just feel so tired...<br />dun get use to this <br />damn stuff...<br />damn it man ....<br />just i feel so sicked of this world<br />or maybe not this world<br />is just this kind of life...<br />i dun want to live like this <br />i dun want...<br />i am so sick of it ...<br />i am so damn tired....<br />i guess i got really quite enough of it already <br />sometiems <br />just feel like <br />wat the hell <br />am i doing in this world...<br />omg...<br />i really have no idea <br />wat am i doing <br />wat am i thinking <br />i just feel the fear...<br />i just dun feel calm ...<br />i just dun feel anything ...<br />i just feel cold....<br />just like right now ...<br />the rain ...<br />my heart really feel the cold...<br />my body feel the bites from the wind...<br />wat the hell <br />lol..<br />i am so scared...<br />sometimes...<br />i just wish its all dream...<br />why must this happen to me...<br />i dunno ...<br />maybe one day when i realised it ...<br />its too late...<br />there are so many things...<br />so many so many <br />yet...<br />its seems ...<br />too far for me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-7894051472055622685?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-25130361506044758182007-07-30T22:53:00.000+08:002007-07-30T22:56:36.429+08:00studying studying and studying<br />although i dun really have the mood to study <br />but i guess..<br />i still have to...<br />there is no choice isn't it ...<br />haiz...<br />surprisingly <br />i got top in the practical exam...<br />thats really surprise me ...<br />coz i tot .. i am going to fail like shit...<br />anyway...<br />exam coming <br />so many projects still on the way ...<br />i guess....<br />i still have to hang on...<br />although really feel like breaking down ...<br />but i guess...<br />i couldnt ...<br />wat i have to do now ...<br />is to learn to reflect...<br />to understand ...<br />to study <br />and wait for the right day...<br />i guess thats wat i need to do ba<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-2513036150604475818?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-2955909258672746042007-07-29T22:53:00.000+08:002007-07-29T23:00:36.375+08:00我好想要有一個人陪我講講話<br />我真的好孤獨<br />現在的我腦海裡<br />想的都是你<br />可是想的到<br />卻摸不到<br />我只希望有一個人可以陪陪我<br />我感到害怕和寂寞<br />有人知道嗎<br />我好想有人關心我<br />就算是一點也好<br />最近的我<br />我也不知道為什麼<br />我總覺得自己只有一個人<br />沒有人陪<br />我不知道<br />有好多好多的話想說<br />但是沒有人會聽我說<br />好孤單<br />好寂寞<br />好孤獨<br />眼淚不停的留下<br />又有誰會知道<br />幸福的碎片<br />我好想撿<br />可是卻撿不回<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-295590925867274604?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-37310317132499640672007-07-24T19:34:00.000+08:002007-07-24T19:36:54.962+08:00so many things in my mind now...<br />i guess...<br />wat is use to be ...<br />now it isnt ...<br />yea....<br />i guess...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-3731031713249964067?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-20884005262021149122007-07-23T22:58:00.000+08:002007-07-23T23:14:22.690+08:00so now...<br />wat is going on ...<br />recently ... <br />ur mood really change very fast...<br />sometimes u can just like normally play around with me ...<br />sometimes... u will just scold me like nobody's business...<br />am i something wrong...<br />why is this must happen to me...<br />when u do ath to me..<br />i am always ok with it...<br />but just when i make a fool ...<br />u have to be so angry abt it...<br />yes..<br />its my fault ... i shouldnt do it ...<br />...<br />but i dun understand...<br />maybe .. for me ...<br />its just a small stuff...<br />is nothing to be angry abt ..<br />to u...<br />its like i am like a bastard..<br />that cant understand english ..<br />yes...<br />i am ...<br />i am a bastard...<br />when u treat ur other friend...<br />u treat them so good...<br />with respect ...<br />with so many stuff...<br />when u treated me ..<br />i am like need to just pray to the god..<br />that u are going to treat me good today...<br />when u just feel not happy ..<br />ur face will just turn blur immediately ..<br />when ur friend do ...anything everything...<br />they are always correct...<br />u are always ok with it...<br />me...<br />watever i do ..<br />it seems to be wrong...<br />wat should i do ...<br />wat to do...<br />when everything i do is wrong....<br />can someone just tell me...<br />now i cant even meet u so often ...<br />yet when everytime we meet...<br />we just going to end up to be ...<br />keep quiet ...<br />and angers all around the place...<br />why must it be this way ...<br />why is it must be like this ...<br />i dunno...<br />i just feel like i am a bastard ..<br />that doesnet understand ath ...<br />everyone want poeple to care abt them ..<br />i dunno ..<br />sometimes...<br />i am really even wrost than a stranger ..<br />i guess... <br />am i really that bad...<br />yes...<br />i am a bastard who dunno ath ...<br />fuck everyone says that...<br />i got so damn enough of it ...<br />i am damn tired...<br />fuck ...<br /> u all just know how to keep on scold me...<br />damn it ...<br />then why am i exist in this damn fucking world ...<br />whatever i do is wrong ...<br />fine...<br />watever i do is rubbish ...<br />fine..<br />watever i say is nonsense...<br />fine...<br />why in this damn fucking world ...<br />why am i here...<br />everyone just pissed off with me...<br />what i want ..<br />yes..<br />i just want to have a little bit of attention from u ...<br />yes..<br />i am like an asshole...<br />just everything that i do ,..<br />its always wrong...<br />i dunno ...<br />what the fuck am i doing in this world man...<br />damn it...<br />when u all angry ...<br />just show all ur angry on me..<br />why ...<br />am i something wrong ..<br />damn it ... <br />fuck ... <br />the punches on the wall..<br />with the blood flows....<br />damn fuck ....<br />i cant feel the pain ...<br />my heart is bleeding like shit ...<br />does anyone know that...<br />dman it ...<br />i just want a little bit of place...<br />for me to breath..<br />for me to relax...<br />why must everyone take it aways from me ....<br /><br />why <br />why ...<br />why ............<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-2088400526202114912?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-153350423865211142007-07-17T23:34:00.000+08:002007-07-17T23:50:29.090+08:00i guess..<br />i still couldnt adapt to the changing...<br />i just feel like that<br />everyone just want to show me the face...<br />the face that...<br />scream at me and shout at me...<br />that i do everything wrong...<br />why must it always be me...<br />sometimes ...<br />i just couldnt understand ...<br />yea... <br />maybe i am stupid or wat...<br />everyone always wants other people to think for them...<br />but in fact ...<br />they are likely to think for the others to ...<br />i guess that happen to me too...<br />i just dunno...<br />it is really hard to do...<br />scrifice ....<br />this word ...<br />i always tot that...<br />this word is so important in our life..<br />we scrifice ourselves for others...<br />i guess... this would not apply for all the people....<br />sometimes ...<br />sacrifice might be just nothing ...<br />i guess.....<br />therefore for those who ...<br />keep sacrifice....<br />i guess...<br />we all are not looking for any pay back or watever...<br />but wat we want might be just a little bit <br />of recognition <br />wat we want just some attention ...<br /><br />i dunno...<br />i am blur ... <br />maybe i am retarded or watever...<br />but it seems that...<br />i just want someone to give me a hand...<br /><br />our mood are always up an downs...<br />it can be affected by many things...<br />but sometimes it just change so frequently ..<br /><br />i guess... a common conculsion for girls will always said that...<br />guys dun understand us...<br />they dunno wat we want...<br />yeah ... <br />personally ...<br />i will agree with that...<br />coz i am that kind of guy ...<br />i dunno ath ...<br />i know nothing...<br />but i really trying to know...<br />hoever,<br />when u all asking this question ...<br />do u all think that ...<br />u all really understand ...<br />wat we want...<br />all the guys are not just want to have sex or wat in their mind ....<br />there are so many others stuff ...<br />except for those sicko they are thinking abt that all the time..<br />for those can go and die ...<br />wat i am toking abt is those who are more normal...<br />when u all are just give so much common abt guys...<br />actually ....<br />in fact...<br />u might not understand them and therefore u have a wrong conclusion ...<br />and <br />i realise...that<br />love equal to sacrifice...this might work in the past...<br />but nowadays...<br />scrifice is nothing i guess...<br />it will not be reconignise or wat...<br />but i guess..<br />for those who had done before..<br />we will still carry on ...<br />becoz ...<br />like wat we always believe.,...<br />We CARe .... <br />therefore we sacrifice<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-15335042386521114?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-40237558268178728612007-07-15T23:00:00.000+08:002007-07-15T23:22:42.547+08:00a lot of things happen around me recently ...<br />i feel so different ...<br />i feel that the world around me change a lot <br />things doesnt go the same way...<br />i guess...<br />this is life...<br />life is always changeing ...<br />it will nv stop changing ...<br />just like people always change...<br />sometimes....<br />i really dunno....<br />at one moment ...<br />we are so happy ...<br />just within a second ...<br />everything change...<br />from heaven become hell...<br />this few days...<br />my emotion really have a lot of ups and downs...<br />plus all the projects and studies...<br />and the sickness...<br />i dunno ...<br />i feel i want to break down so many times...<br />i feel i am so hopeless and helpless...<br />i just wish there is someone can guide me...<br />just give me a little bit of faith ...<br />i just want to know...<br />wat i believe ...<br />is it possible ....<br />i just want to know...<br />wat i believe ...<br />would it be a reality anoot ...<br />i guess... this is really a turning point for me...<br />things change around ...<br />there are always things changing ...<br />emotionally ... physically ...<br />deeply in my heart...<br />i just want to find out ...<br />find back my faith...<br />i have to agree...<br />i am not strong ...<br />becoz i have a tot of giving up ...<br />everything ...<br />but i didnt ...<br />becoz i still believe wat i believe... <br />i dunno ....<br />sometimes...<br />in the past... <br />it seems normal <br />but now...<br />it seems abnormal ...<br />this is change ..<br />wat i have to do...<br />is to adapt to it ...<br />i have no rights...<br />to force everything to stay the same...<br />i guess... this is wat our life all about ...<br />really ...<br />if someone ask me do i care abt it ...<br />yes i do i do care about a lot of stuff...<br />i dunno...<br />maybe i am just too stupid ba...<br />when i just behave like past...<br />it seems... i am a stranger...<br />i dunno ...<br />just have this question keep pop up from my minds...<br />do i really change ...<br />or i have not adapt to the change...<br />i dunno...<br />just feel so helpless...<br />a single hug ... a single kiss... a single warm hand ...<br />it seems so hard...<br />i dunno maybe i ask for too much ...<br />i dunno...<br />i really ... <br />just want someone to know wat i am thinking abt...<br />when i thinking about all these alone...<br />i am so tired...<br />smiles can cover sadness.... but it will nv cover fear...<br />there is only happiness can overcome fear...<br /><br />我真的好希望<br />有人在我最需要擁抱的時候<br />可以給我一個擁抱<br />我只想要一個呵護<br />可是在現實生活中<br />對我來說距離好遠好遠<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-4023755826817872861?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-10475938884945976152007-07-11T19:46:00.000+08:002007-07-11T19:53:26.396+08:00Everything just hits me like wave...<br />one after one ...<br />and it nv stop...<br />wat should i do...<br />wat should i do...<br />can anyone just tell me <br />and enlighten me plz...<br />now i feel so sick ...<br />yea i am sick...<br />damn it...<br />such a stupid life like this...<br />omg...<br />every words every face...<br />hurting me like crazy...<br />i guess...<br />i am the one who hurts u first..<br />yea ..<br />i know how painful it is...<br />now i am so damn sad...<br />i feel like breaking down...<br />damn it...<br />how i wish i could just die liao that...<br />i am sick of all these...<br />wat i want just a <br />simple life...<br />damn it damn it damn it...<br />why everything must happen on me like this...<br />i am not a superman ...<br />i dun want all these craps...<br />all i want just a place...<br />a place...<br />i will feel love...<br />there is love around me...<br />weather change so fast...<br />just like our mood...<br />change as fast...<br />i experience the highest and the lowest ...<br />now i just want to have a place for me to rest...<br />damn it...<br />why am i like that...<br />can somebody tell me...<br />why must i keep everything inside and <br />i cant say it out loud<br />tom fuck u man ...<br />just shout everything out...<br />damn it ...<br />fuck...<br />damn it;.. <br />i am damn sick of all these...<br />my fucking character...<br />damn it ...<br />fuck up sia... <br />i got really tired of these...<br />just feel like dying ...<br />die<br />die and <br />die.........................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-1047593888494597615?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-84290475703934113752007-07-10T17:00:00.001+08:002007-07-10T17:00:54.564+08:00<center><a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/702623"><img src="http://www.truefriendtest.com/friend/702623/1.gif" alt="Leaderboard" border="0"></a><a href="http://www.truefriendtest.com"><br >Create your own Friend Test here</a></center><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-8429047570393411375?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-49654357832858175102007-07-10T00:20:00.001+08:002007-07-10T00:34:13.667+08:00here i am again...<br />just keep thinking and wondering ...<br />while i am walking along the road to my house...<br />i guess...<br />i really changed....<br />wat should i do...<br />wat can i do...<br />so many things happening...<br />so many questions that i need to answer...<br />so many stuffs... that just all come together in my mind...<br />i feel so confused...<br />i am so blur...<br />i am so... so... so... lost.....<br />i dunno wat i am thinking...<br />i dunno wat to do...<br />i dun even know wat's going to happen tml ...<br />just like a lifeless creep ...<br />went through everyday...<br />i want a change...<br />at least a simple change ...<br />that will make all of us feel happier...<br />i know ... sacrifice... will not always be the way....<br />i know i am not that good anyway...<br />i guess....i really KNOCK OUT...<br />3 2 1 ....<br />U LOSE!!!!<br />Yeah...<br />now wat i want wat i hope is not a big issue...<br />i guess...<br />wat's important is ...<br />i have to understand<br />wat's going on in my life...<br />i just simply wanted a reason for me to live...<br />for me to be<br />Exist.. in the world...<br /><br /><br />現在的生活已經不像我以前想的一樣<br />所有的東西都變的很複雜<br />我想要的只是一個簡簡單單的生活<br />我只想要在你的心中留一個角落給我<br />哪怕事最容易被忽略的角落<br /><br />你是我最後最美最愛的人　.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-4965435783285817510?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-18761849439951742232007-07-02T23:19:00.001+08:002007-07-02T23:27:59.943+08:00i wonder if my exist is still important ...<br />omg... feel so depress right now...<br />i also dunno y just feel this way ...<br />i think the world around me were change...<br />or maybe i should say that ...<br />i am the one who changed...<br />i am stuck in the trap...<br />i want to get up ..<br />i want to escape...<br />but i couldnt do ath abt it ...<br />i feel so hopeless...<br />just something for me to grab on ...<br />plz... just let me escape...<br />i am so tried of all this ....<br />so many question marks...<br />i have enough of that...<br />plz... just stop it ....<br />all the projects ... test... school programme...<br />everything ...<br />just<br />GIVE ME A BREAK....<br />i am so tired....<br />haiz...<br />i guess i am going to stuck like this forever...<br />just have a little a bit of faith ....<br />but i wonder....<br />how much faith<br />do i still have...<br />how mich confindence ...<br />do i still have....<br />how much everything<br />do i still have...<br />i am just too tired of all these...<br />i want to give up...<br />but i cannot ...<br />just becoz ...<br />i dun want to be a loser...<br />i just dun want....<br />god...<br />i guess wat u say is right...<br />a lot of people only look for u when they really needs u ...<br />and when they are not in needs of ath ...<br />they might just forget abt u...<br />i guess... i am consider in one of them ba.,..<br />guess..<br />this will be the punishment for wat i had done...<br />i am just too tired...<br />just want everything to finish ...<br />just ...<br />just ,,,<br />i just ... want ...<br />the me back.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-1876184943995174223?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-83778664453350685492007-06-15T21:33:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:01:35.128+08:00<div align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RnKXuSKkaiI/AAAAAAAAAGc/sgNrwLnYybE/s1600-h/DSC00206.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076286551405914658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RnKXuSKkaiI/AAAAAAAAAGc/sgNrwLnYybE/s320/DSC00206.JPG" border="0" /></a> my dear !!take in NUH .. .when she going to work<br /></div><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RnKXuiKkajI/AAAAAAAAAGk/0BFu5ieirDc/s1600-h/DSC00202.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076286555700881970" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RnKXuiKkajI/AAAAAAAAAGk/0BFu5ieirDc/s320/DSC00202.JPG" border="0" /></a> </p><p align="center">hahaz... this one so nice ... lol ... she looks so cute ... hahaz</p><p align="center"><br /></p><div align="center">wahahaz!!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">yes this is the 99 post !!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">nearly 100 liao !!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lets clap !!!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">wa lao !!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">CLAP LA!!!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">SIAN!!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">DUN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH IS IT ?</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">CLAP LA!!!!!</span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">good good good... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">although i know u didnt clap ...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">but i still must convince myself that </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">u did ... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">ahhaz... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">yea .. i got super long nvm come and update liao lor ... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol ... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">now i am having my 2 weeks holiday ...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">wa ... so fast... my first week holiday is going to finish liao ..</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">that was so so so fast ...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">yea...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">then now dear also having attachment...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">hahaz... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">i guess i better accompany her more often .. </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol ...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">if not ar... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">some ass will down there anyhow think ... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol ....</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">yea ... next week hopefully will have time for me to work...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol ... if not how to have money sia!!</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">yea... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol ... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">just realise that ...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">actually my life is quite wonderful .. .</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol ... its really very great</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">lol ...i think i better dun complain too much lol ...</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">hahaz</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">i guess ... recently i really went through many up and downs ....</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">somehow to me ... </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">those stuff really makes me think a lot ...</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">and i also learn from it ...</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">yea ... </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">i think .. no one is perfect </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">yea ... i guess wat i can do is to reduce my inperfect parts ba ...</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">lol </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">hahaz... dear !!!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">I MISS U A LOT NOW LEH !!!!!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">hehez... </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">I LOVE U !!!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">NOT ONLY IN THE PAST AND NOW !!! </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">INCLUDING FUTURE AND THE REST OF UR DAYS ... HAHAZ....</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Loves <3</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-8377866445335068549?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-72786335593376265992007-06-07T14:48:00.000+08:002007-06-07T14:55:12.505+08:00this time round...<br />again i am the one who mass everything up ....<br />but this time really not wat i want ....<br />shit...<br />when i got everything in place...<br />just becoz of a small mistake ....and it fail...<br />i know ...<br />this time is me ...<br />yea i wasted the chance ...<br />yea ....<br />i dun diserve to be anyone anymore....<br />i guess this time ...<br />i really fial ...<br />but watever i do ..<br />i have to be responsible...<br />now is the time for me to be responsible le...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-7278633559337626599?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-11331947658335743482007-06-01T00:09:00.000+08:002007-06-01T00:17:30.158+08:00<blockquote><p align="left"><br /><br /><br />Would You be There by Redwan Ali</p><p align="left"><br />If I were blue, would you be there for me,</p><p align="left">And whisper in my ears that’s ok.</p><p align="left">Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,</p><p align="left">And say you love me one more time.<br />If I feel good,would you slow dance with me,</p><p align="left">And touch my lips with tender loving care,</p><p align="left">Would you die for me, would you run with me,</p><p align="left">And never look back…<br />Would you be there to love, to be with me?</p><p align="left">Would you swear that your love is always true?</p><p align="left">Would you say that you’ll always be the one.</p><p align="left">to take my breath away?<br /></p><p align="left">Would you be there to love, to be with me?</p><p align="left">Would you swear that your love is always true?</p><p align="left">Would you say that you’ll always be the one.to take my breath away?<br />Would you be there..<br />If I will wait, would you still think of me.</p><p align="left">And wished that you could hold me now.</p><p align="left">Would you die for me, would you run with me,</p><p align="left">All the way…<br />Would you be there to love, to be with me?</p><p align="left">Would you swear that your love is always true?</p><p align="left">Would you say that you’ll always be the one.to take my breath away?<br />Would you be there to save my soul tonight</p><p align="left">Would you swear that your love is always true?</p><p align="left">Would you say that you’ll always be there.</p><p align="left">To kiss my pain away?<br />Would you be there…<br />For Me…</p><p align="left">just like wat the lyrics say would you still be there ...</p><p align="left">i wondering ... </p><p align="left">how i wish we will be always the same ....</p><p align="left">things will nv changed... </p><p align="left">but somehow it doesnt happen like wat we think ....</p><p align="left">yea ... how strange it is .... </p><p align="left">when i listen to this song .. </p><p align="left">my heart slowly jumping ....</p><p align="left">i start to thinking ... </p><p align="left">would you be there...</p><p align="left">this sentence keep come in and out of my mind..</p><p align="left">i just wonder wat is happening to you now ... </p><p align="left">i miss u so much now .... </p><p align="left">everything ... every single thing come from you .... </p><p align="left">now really just finish study ... </p><p align="left">and start to miss you so much ....</p><p align="left">miss ur wispering ....miss you loves...</p><p align="left">miss your ev everything .....</p><p align="left">.... </p><p align="left">i guess ...</p><p align="left">would you be there............</p><p align="left">really reflect wat i feeling right now ... </p><p align="left">when i facing my computer and thinking abt it ...</p><p align="left">how ironic it is ....</p><p align="left">i just want to askkk....</p><p align="left">WOULD YOU BE THERE ?...</p><p align="left"> </p><p align="left"> </p><p align="left"> </p></blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-1133194765833574348?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-30894536422815123442007-05-06T14:20:00.000+08:002007-05-06T14:29:02.176+08:00fuck la ... now the bloody blogger also give problem with me ... !!!<br />mother fucker...<br />ass sia ...<br />i cannot take it already ..<br />this fucking world just all abt money ,...<br />money money money i have enough of u already ...<br />i hate u ...<br />dunnot who is that mother fucker ...<br />i am tired and sick of this kind of world...<br />the world that just full of money<br />invent such thing as money !!!<br />fuck ...<br />without money i am like such a jackass..<br />fuck ...<br />money just taking over the control of me..<br />everyday i am just like money sucker...<br />keep on looking for money !!!<br />fuck i sick of this kind of fucking mother fuck world...<br />full of money stuff....<br />fuck ....<br />why some poeple must be rich ,..<br />why some people must be poor!!!!<br />fuck wat is this kind of bloody world ...<br />fuck sia...<br />sian ... i just got sick of this kind of mother fuck money world..<br />i guess i understand why people will got rob the bank liao...<br />fuck ...<br />becoz money just taking over the control of themm...<br />fuck ... sian .. just like me ...<br />fuck the money just control me ..<br />mother fucker ...<br />i am just like a begger .. find money here and there,,,<br />fuck the damn dumb ass who go and invent the bloody money ...<br />fuck dun he have that mother fucker brain know that ..<br />money can be harmful at the same time<br />besides its usefullness...<br />fuck ... when i work so hard ..<br />yet the pay is like mother fucking low..<br />fuck .. still not enough ..<br />sian ...<br />i just sick of this bloody world ...<br />money=life..<br />fuck ... this kind of equation is the reality of our world<br />fuck just all those ass ...with so much money ...<br />fuck i got sick of it already !!!<br />fuck!!!!!!<br />rich and poor ...<br />so much difference.. .<br />fuck .. i really work hard yet the pay is like the mother fucking low..<br />wat is this man ..<br />people say hard work wil get pay ..<br />fuck ..<br />got anyone see hard work at all anot...<br />sian ..<br />just full of mother fucker and money sucker !!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-3089453642281512344?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-73689793018468402862007-05-06T14:02:00.000+08:002007-05-06T14:12:40.659+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-7368979301846840286?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-79647547357956870582007-04-26T21:35:00.000+08:002007-04-26T21:44:54.854+08:00ar.... i have so long nv come and type liao<br />hahaz...<br />i think its really long...<br />lol<br />school start again ...<br />yea just as usual... but lol..<br />year 2 damn hard ....<br />dying liao ... a lot of OMG subject ....<br />and this week very sad...<br />my mice die after the injection<br />got to wait till next week then teacher give us another mice...<br />ar...<br />i feel so guilty ... like we kill them ...<br />just becoz we inject too much medicine..<br />and they are gone...<br />ar... just feel so guilty for their life...<br />now as usual..... study .. works ....<br />nothing much change .. hahaz<br />but but but ..<br />love dear more and more ... wahahahz<br />yea ... lol ...<br />but i this year 2 me and her timetable some got clash ...<br />then cannot meet that often ...<br />sob sob sob )=<br />stupid lecturer la ... dunno how to plan one lor...<br />ne ne pok sia....<br />hahaz... but i am quite glad that .. everything in my life right now...<br />turns quite alright..<br />i will not ask anymore ... hahaz...<br />just as like now ...<br />i am very happy already .. .<br />hahaz.... and this few days ...<br />dear haha... got hyper temper!!!<br />so lol.. dear... dun angry la ok ? please hahaz...<br />cool down ... love u ...<br />remember ur SMILE!!! hahaz...<br />anyway who as she got such a ,...<br />BIG KUKU BF like me ...<br />arhhahaz...<br />suffer a lot leh .. hahahz... anyway loves u dear !!!<br />MUACK!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-7964754735795687058?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-43714405267899441742007-03-15T23:51:00.000+08:002007-03-16T00:04:49.450+08:002 more days i am going back to taiwan to see grandfather le...<br />but dunnno y ... i just lack of something<br />when i cannot see dear for one week ,.,,<br />its so hard !!!<br />its so lonely !!!<br />i feel so lose when i cant see her around !!!<br />without her company , there is like something wrong in my life<br />how i wish she can go back with me<br />how i wish i can be with her every moment<br />however, not everything i hope and i want will come true ....<br />that is life....<br />maybe this is an exam god want us to be apart to know how much we actually need<br />each other ...<br />when she's not around ..<br />yea life still must carry on ... however<br />i know that is not life ...<br />becoz to me ... she is everything ,..<br />yea.....i know everything still must remain<br />and i got to do wat i suppose to do ...<br />but just that when she is not around<br />i dun have the confidence ..<br />i feel so lonely and dunno wat to do ...<br />but i still have to do ...<br />i guess this is the path that god want us to<br />experience ...<br />becoz love is not being made by us<br />love is only call love ...<br />when it can actually pass different level of difficulties ...<br />i need to admit ,,,,<br />i really need her GERALDINE TAN HUI PING<br />every successful man behind will have a<br />suepr good wife !!!<br />that is some chinese traditional phrase !!<br />i got to agree !!!<br />dear is one of the kind i am not saying that<br />i am a successful man ..<br />but she is the one that can make a<br />no one to become someone ....<br />yea that her !!<br />dear i know is tough that we cant see each other for one week ..<br />i cannot hold ur hand cannot kiss u cannot hug u ...<br />but deeply in my heart ...<br />u are always there i know ....<br />when i close my eyes ... i can feel u ...<br />just want to let u know this one week will be very fast de ok ..<br />thats wat i keep telling myself that...<br />if cannot see you at least got msn to viedo call u ...<br />at least can see u and hear u sweeet voice ....<br />jsut wnat to let u know that u are really very important to me ...<br />and u must take good care for urself ok ...<br />i wil be back and looking after u ok ..<br />dun worry so much ...<br />attachment ok de ok !!!<br />dun think so much ..if those nurse or patient bully u ...<br />tell me...<br />the next day i go help u complain to the hospital ....<br />make sure that the nurse lose job...<br />if the patient bully u .. .<br />i make sure that i am going find the hosptial stuff and ask them do something ....<br />or i go personally also can ...dear OLD hair ok ...<br /><br />love u miss u ....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-4371440526789944174?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-81677217082887032242007-03-14T22:07:00.000+08:002007-03-14T22:16:01.315+08:00right now i am typing my blog .....<br />just at the same time also making viedo calls with dear!!!<br />i got to go back to taiwan for one week !!<br />but i also very worry abt her !!!<br />dear ar !!!!<br />wat should i do !!! so u will not be sad!!!<br />i am just like a ass hor !!!<br />keep hurting u<br />i am sorry !!!<br />but i will come back fast de ok<br />i know u feel one week is very long<br />but it will be very fast de ok<br />dun think so much ok<br />i love u<br />for being such a ass boyfriend !!!<br />sorry<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-8167721708288703224?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-75449855611640010222007-02-23T22:51:00.000+08:002007-02-23T23:09:42.089+08:00i am confused...<br />wat should i do ??<br />i have no idea... i am blur ... i am lose ..<br />i really dunno wat to do ...<br />can anyone tell me ...<br />God...<br />why when i ask u this question ...<br />u didnt give me a reply ...<br />i really dunno wat to do ...<br />i want a change ..<br />i want to make a difference ....<br />i want to be excellent....<br />but can i really be ?<br />now is changing ...<br />i have no idea...wat is going on ....<br />wat should i do ....<br />so i can that someone ....<br />how should i do so i will not waste anymore...<br />wat can i do ...<br />i dunno .....<br />somehow i feel so peaceful in my heart and mind...<br />but when i think abt it ...<br />i want to know the ways for me to change ...<br />not just a single moment ...<br />i want a change ....<br />a change in me ...<br />wat do i need to do ...<br />its so dots...<br />i cant find any confidence for myself ...<br />i hated it ...<br />when i realised that its so hard for me to even accept myself now ...<br />i dun like this ...<br />i dun want to be like this ....<br />why ...<br />why must this happen to be ...<br />is it the path that i must go through in my life...<br />is this the kind of path that i must have ....<br />and yet...<br />i cant do ath ...<br />i dun even have a chance to say no to it...<br />i cant reject it ....<br />only thing i can do is to accept it and face it ...<br />i cant run away ...<br />somehow i just want to find a corner and hide there for while<br />and wat should i do ..<br />every bad thing happen so ironically at the same time...<br />grandpa got tumor ...<br />and is not normal one... is a 7.8cm one...<br />when i heard it...<br />i am stun...<br />he treat me very good since i am young even till now...<br />although i didnt get to see him that often ...<br />but i still know him a lot ...<br />omg... lol...<br />God ... i guess this is that kind of path that i must go through ...<br />so i will grow up even more ba...<br />everyone has there on problem...<br />there is nobody in the world without any single problem<br />i guess i shouldnt just sit down here and complaining all my problems ba...<br />instead i have to make a differences...<br />i will treasure every chances that i have ...<br />happiness...<br />although i dun really know how to get it...or even give it ....<br />i will try ...<br /><br />again in the silent night ... when only the moon and the star above me...<br />i am thinking abt u dear.....<br />i miss u ...<br />loves<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-7544985561164001022?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-56581885652519275372007-02-16T23:27:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:01:37.258+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXRmtKRUCI/AAAAAAAAAFw/5SPs2lXrtTg/s1600-h/DSC01179.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032158621544304674" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXRmtKRUCI/AAAAAAAAAFw/5SPs2lXrtTg/s320/DSC01179.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />this is a nice shoes right...<br />hahaz... but too bad u cant really wear it ...<br />its made of chocolate...<br />but is freaking nice .. bhahaz.. .<br />i also feel like biting it sia<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXRE9KRUBI/AAAAAAAAAFo/cA3qzvfRTOo/s1600-h/DSC01177.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032158041723719698" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXRE9KRUBI/AAAAAAAAAFo/cA3qzvfRTOo/s320/DSC01177.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />look at her... so cute... biting the SUPER BIG SWEET !!!<br />hahaz... it very nice... but a bit too sweet ... yea ....<br />but is still nice<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXQcNKRUAI/AAAAAAAAAFg/OLkpT1U-xGo/s1600-h/DSC01176.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032157341644050434" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXQcNKRUAI/AAAAAAAAAFg/OLkpT1U-xGo/s320/DSC01176.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />look ... its damn bit right... i cant even eat this damn bit sweet with my relatively BIG mouth ...<br />hahaz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXPuNKRT_I/AAAAAAAAAFY/ifRwQ6IJCzU/s1600-h/DSC01175.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032156551370067954" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXPuNKRT_I/AAAAAAAAAFY/ifRwQ6IJCzU/s320/DSC01175.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />damn nice...<br />its such a good day today .. hahaz<br />the strawberry day ..<br />nearly evreything we order are contains strawberry<br />hahaz... the strawberry soda .. the strawberry shortcake .. and the strawberry fruit tard ...<br />damn ncie .. plus a i think itilian sweet..<br />yea the damn fat and big that one ..<br />lol its damn ncie ...<br />hahaz....<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXPZNKRT-I/AAAAAAAAAFQ/1Dqd9GbvNQw/s1600-h/DSC01157.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032156190592815074" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXPZNKRT-I/AAAAAAAAAFQ/1Dqd9GbvNQw/s320/DSC01157.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />this is the plcae where we eat our DESSERT hahaz<br />Damn nice ... alll the cakes and desserts ...<br />all looks dman good sia..<br />i feel like eating all of them<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXO69KRT9I/AAAAAAAAAFI/c4jxLYr7IUU/s1600-h/DSC01152.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032155670901772242" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXO69KRT9I/AAAAAAAAAFI/c4jxLYr7IUU/s320/DSC01152.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />look at it... dman nice right...<br />lol<br /> yea its really BEYOND DAMN NICE<br />hahaz<br /><br />the juicy meat melt in my mouth<br />hahaz<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXOmdKRT8I/AAAAAAAAAFA/ykr2dxfaFxs/s1600-h/DSC01143.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032155318714453954" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXOmdKRT8I/AAAAAAAAAFA/ykr2dxfaFxs/s320/DSC01143.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />look at uis .. .hahaz... two hungry ghost taking photo hahaz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXNtNKRT7I/AAAAAAAAAE4/Pw65W-pej4w/s1600-h/DSC01140.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032154335166943154" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdXNtNKRT7I/AAAAAAAAAE4/Pw65W-pej4w/s320/DSC01140.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />this is where we eat...<br />its a TAIWANESE RESTAURANT ok<br />ITS NOT CHINA ...<br />DUN MIX THEM UP PLZ<br />...<br />hahaz.... i think still taiwan food nice ...<br />lol...<br /><br /><br /><br />hahaz...today as usual ... hahaz.. me and dear go out again<br />hahaz so funny today ..<br />WHICH COUPLE IN THE WORLD WILL LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE's BUTT<br />and LAUGH<br />hahaz<br />but is damn funny ar....<br />lol... laugh till my scar there so pai n...<br /><br />lol today i am like a LAO AH PEI<br />I BOUGHT A PACKET OF THING that only AH PEI<br />will BUY one hahaz...<br />guess wat ... that is<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">SALONPAS</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">coz my backbone there pain ma</span><br />lol then no choice then buy lor<br />hahaz....so funny right...<br />but that really help leh .. lol<br />now i think i can name it<br />AH PEI LOVER LIAO<br />lol...<br />such a good use sia ...<br />hahaz... yea lor ..then today we laugh at the lady's butt<br />hahaz... becoz of wat<br />lol...<br />one drop one water drop on her pants...<br />i mean HER light blue pants..<br />lol..<br />i dunno y .. but is really damn funny hahaz..<br />then her BUTT is twice bigger as her head...<br />lol<br />super BIG sia..<br />but i got to say thanks to her<br />becoz she help me and dear..<br />to OPEN way<br />lol...<br />with her HUGE BOdy ...<br />is like nobody dear to stop her ..<br />if they will be killed by her fats...<br />or she might even roll over u ..<br />yea ...<br />thats y nobody dear to stop her and her husband..<br />and me and dear is like lol.. walking behind them laugh and laugh and laugh ...<br />hahaz... they damn funny lor ..<br /> hahaz... its not my fault ..<br />lol... haha.z.<br />actually today also not much stuff actually happen la ..<br />hahaz..<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea thats all ba ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz... love u dear... MAUCK </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-5658188565251927537?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-32898099729787186952007-02-15T23:45:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:01:38.702+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSGAtKRT6I/AAAAAAAAAEQ/mrlNxuW53uc/s1600-h/DSC01098.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031794030360481698" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSGAtKRT6I/AAAAAAAAAEQ/mrlNxuW53uc/s320/DSC01098.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><br /><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>this is me wahahaaz.... after shopping</div><div> </div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSFd9KRT5I/AAAAAAAAAEI/5w9DF_MDvbs/s1600-h/DSC01125.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031793433360027538" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSFd9KRT5I/AAAAAAAAAEI/5w9DF_MDvbs/s320/DSC01125.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSFd9KRT5I/AAAAAAAAAEI/5w9DF_MDvbs/s1600-h/DSC01125.JPG"></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>this is MY dear ... wa ... so cute right hahaz,...</div><div>the smile so sweet... omg ... i kanna strike by her smile liao </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSD3NKRT4I/AAAAAAAAAEA/yVHXW8qbxUg/s1600-h/DSC01121.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031791668128468866" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSD3NKRT4I/AAAAAAAAAEA/yVHXW8qbxUg/s320/DSC01121.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSD3NKRT4I/AAAAAAAAAEA/yVHXW8qbxUg/s1600-h/DSC01121.JPG"></a> </div><div> </div><div>that is the desert for my set meal... hahaz...</div><div>dear treat me eat ... hehez... </div><div>damn nice lor </div><div>haha<br /></div><div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSDHtKRT3I/AAAAAAAAAD4/3S0tssOoM6o/s1600-h/DSC01119.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031790852084682610" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSDHtKRT3I/AAAAAAAAAD4/3S0tssOoM6o/s320/DSC01119.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /><br /><br /> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>this is the main course ..</div><div>lol the dory fish is thousand times nice than </div><div>the stupid coffee club one ... hahaz...</div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSC1dKRT2I/AAAAAAAAADw/iORRuGjzZ4U/s1600-h/DSC01112.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031790538552069986" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSC1dKRT2I/AAAAAAAAADw/iORRuGjzZ4U/s320/DSC01112.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>this is a super nice dessert ... must try ..</div><div>hahaz ... both me and dear love it...</div><div>lol suepr nice<br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSB7dKRT1I/AAAAAAAAADo/4pqMSDzzthM/s1600-h/DSC01108.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031789542119657298" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSB7dKRT1I/AAAAAAAAADo/4pqMSDzzthM/s320/DSC01108.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><br /><br /><br /><br /> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>\</div><div>this is the soup sia ... hahaz... damn nice also hahaz...</div><div>is real marshoom ok ... hahaz</div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSA_9KRT0I/AAAAAAAAADg/mX_h4UeXbsQ/s1600-h/DSC01099.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031788519917440834" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdSA_9KRT0I/AAAAAAAAADg/mX_h4UeXbsQ/s320/DSC01099.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>this is the place where we eat... hahaz...</div><div>lol...</div><div>hahaz...</div><div>today me and dear went to buy her cloths ...</div><div>and my cloths too ... </div><div>wahahz... she buy for me one ///</div><div>FUCK shirt... </div><div>lol.. i mean ... FCUK </div><div>hahaz... </div><div>then also a BOXERS lol... dman shock sia...</div><div>hahaz</div><div>yea ..then we walk around at orchard </div><div>but as usual ... damn i am like an 100 year old </div><div>LAO AH PEI ...</div><div>walk damn slow ar.,..</div><div>i can imagine other people call me ...</div><div>damn it la .. who is that guy down there walk damn slow...</div><div>so young walk like ah pei....</div><div>lol...t</div><div>then when we walk pass by one shop...</div><div>got one super fat lady ..</div><div>lol</div><div>i think more like LAO FAT AUNTY LOR>..</div><div>she walk pass by and ELBOW my stomach ..</div><div>WAT the hell...</div><div>i already stop when she walking half way liao ..</div><div>she still CAN ELBOW ME.,...</div><div>wat he hell ...</div><div>damn fat sia...</div><div>i think her BUTT is 3TIMES bigger than her face la.....</div><div>dun need to say her size liao .. i guess ...her weight must be </div><div>XXX KG</div><div>.. dman FAT ...</div><div>make me feel so damn painful...</div><div>yea lor .. then after that we saw my parents at M1... </div><div>after that we wnet to shopping </div><div>then go eat;...</div><div>after that go home le..;</div><div>today quite ok la ... hahaz</div><div>lol.. but very fun </div><div>hahaz... coz dear very happy ...</div><div>how i wish i can recover faster ... </div><div>then can walk here and there ... not like a turtle..</div><div>yea ... dear..</div><div>thank u ...</div><div>if without u ... </div><div>i reallly cant do anything ,..</div><div>u are my everything ,..... love u ... </div><div>love u ...</div><div>love u ...</div><div> </div><div> </div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-3289809972978718695?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-73700644075370097162007-02-14T23:08:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:01:41.972+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdNEPtKRTyI/AAAAAAAAACM/ZreX1WBc8WU/s1600-h/DSC01085.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031440245314375458" style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; float: left;" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdNEPtKRTyI/AAAAAAAAACM/ZreX1WBc8WU/s320/DSC01085.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdND4tKRTxI/AAAAAAAAACE/tdPFknpYlAI/s1600-h/DSC01087.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031439850177384210" style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; float: left;" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdND4tKRTxI/AAAAAAAAACE/tdPFknpYlAI/s320/DSC01087.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdNDVtKRTwI/AAAAAAAAAB8/nFP8Kat6iuI/s1600-h/DSC01077.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031439248881962754" style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; float: left;" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdNDVtKRTwI/AAAAAAAAAB8/nFP8Kat6iuI/s320/DSC01077.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdNCktKRTvI/AAAAAAAAAB0/igDsz3F7kLk/s1600-h/DSC01061.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031438407068372722" style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; 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display: block; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JE-sdyuPixk/RdM6mNKRTiI/AAAAAAAAAAM/b5pe37JKh_w/s320/DSC00931.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />wow its been a long time since i nv update right...<br />lol<br />... yea damn long .. but was quit busy with schools and lots of stuff...<br />hahaz...<br />i think most of my friend did know that i actually went to operation ba<br />hahaz..<br />of coz ... lol<br />i also didnt expect i will went through it too...<br />hahaz....its all happen on the<br />10th of feb ...<br />hahaz... right after the paper ... wow ...<br />i was so damn happy that i am going out with dear to eat and<br />shopping ....<br />lol... but too bad that day got organic chem final exam ...<br />yea then after that i actually went to see dear .... hahaz<br />then we happily go orchard and eat ...<br />lol the food there damn nice sia...<br />yea however, my stomach still to feel a bit painful...<br />and ...my nightmare going to start soon ...<br />after that the pain jsut keep continue...<br />but i tell dear is all right even though<br />she so concern abt me and keep asking me to go home and take a rest..<br />yea ... then i bought dear some cloths at topshop ....<br />... howevrer from then on ,,,<br />the pain is too painful...<br />then i tell dear that i cant really take it ... i got to go home to eat some medicine..<br />when i reach home ... i immedinately vomit ....<br />then all the nice nice food that i just eaten ar....<br />all come out liao sia ...<br />sian .....<br />yea lor then after that ... my pain became worse ....<br />until i really cannot take it<br />then dear ask me to go see doctor ...but sat doctor didnt open,.... then when i want to went to the 24hr clinic... i feel so giddy till i almost fall ..<br />then after that i decided to stay at home till my parents come back...<br />dear ask me to call my parents..<br />yea then after taht my paretns rush home..<br />when my father help me check....<br />the he say is acute appendicitis ...<br />then he immediately bring me to NUH with my mum and dear....<br />then the nurse down there say must wait and observe ...<br />wat the hell ...<br />at that time i was pain like dying ,..<br />but no choice after that ...<br />4 doctors come and see me ... and all say i got acute appendicitis ...<br />then after that is around 12pm on sat .... i went for operation ...<br />yea ... thats .. the stupid things sia ....<br />but lucky ... dear never go home ... stay with me all the way ... till i come out from<br />operation .... yea then my parents bring her back to her house ...<br />yea... then hahaz...finally i discharge on tuesday ...<br />but today got exam ... ...<br />yea then after that me and dear celebrate our V day at<br />HOLLAND V ... crystal jade/...<br />i know a lot o f u going to say ...<br />WAT THE HELL,AT THERE?! U ARE UNCLE IS IT !!!!!!!<br />lol but thre are some couple celebrate there ok ...<br />hahaz... yea then we order a lot of nice stuff to eat ...<br />lol ... and also take a lot of kuku picture....<br />hahaz...<br />omg dear i love u muack ..<br />hahaza.... its so happy to spend all my time with u ...<br />sorry ar... becoz my head feel giddy then must send u home so early ....<br />so sorry...<br />anyway ... thanks ...<br />maybe .. if sat u are not around to help me .... till my paretns come ...<br />i guess... i might not be here typing anymore ....<br />i got to really thank god that send such a wonderful angel for me ...<br />u are my everything .....i love u love u love u love u<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-7370064407537009716?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1163525650391713842006-11-15T01:23:00.000+08:002006-11-15T01:34:10.416+08:00i got a super long time nv type my blog lor...<br />here i came...<br />just finish from the work ...<br />very tiring ... by right ...<br />suppose to finish at 11 pm at then end<br /> end up at 1 am ...<br />wat the hell lor ...hahaz...<br />nevermind ba..<br />my birthday is coming le...<br />i got some many wishes to wish...<br />jsut wondering ...<br />last years wish ...<br />did it really came true ...<br /> i guess so ba...<br />maybe part of it ...<br />really came true ...<br />dear... i just want to let u know ...<br />i really need u ...<br />really ... the world without u ...<br />its so hard for me to understand ...<br />i just need u to be there for me...<br />as long as u are there ...<br />i got something for me to motivate me. ..<br />i really need ur love...<br />i know ... sometimes.... i will hurt u ...<br />i know that ... becoz i am a kuku<br />that dun understand anything abt girls.<br />i know all that ....<br />yea....<br />i want to be with u ...<br />i dun want u to worry ...<br />i dun want u to feel sad abt ath...<br />i just want u to be happy ...<br />dear....<br />i know i might not be the one who is able to treat u the best....<br />but ...<br />i know .. i am the one who love u the most....<br />just want u to know...<br />i am willing to share everything with u ...<br />would u share everything with me...<br />not just happiness but saddness too....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-116352565039171384?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1159799743510493182006-10-02T21:56:00.000+08:002006-10-02T22:43:03.476+08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2264/1201/1600/dear"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; width: 217px; height: 165px;" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2264/1201/320/dear%27s%20birthday%20photo%20045.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /> this is all the girls .... in dear's bday party ...<br />lol....poor guys ... so little nia....<br />yea lor ... hahaz... thanks guys for making my dears bday a success...<br />hahaz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><p><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2264/1201/1600/dear"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2264/1201/320/dear%27s%20birthday%20photo%20084.jpg" border="0" /></a> </p> <p>we take in the mrt station .... <o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz... after a stupid joke.... lol<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">wahahaz... so happy .... finally dear's bday pass liao...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">now she is 17th lor ...hahaz..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">yea so happpy lor....<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">lol...hahaz...this is the second bday that we celebrate together ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz.... we go eat jack's place on sat...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">lol finally that was my first time eat lor... and there is a candle between me and dear...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">lol like a ccandle light dinner sia... wa so nice lor ... and the food ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">i got to say is reallly NnnnnIiiiiiCcccccEeeeee<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz... but go there ar .. better dun order drinks ..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">l,ol... so expensive ... and yet give so little .lol...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">so xiao qi lor ... hahaz... yea then we also buy some drinks when we are walking back home...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">lol that drink ar ... so sucky ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">omg.... lol... sick sia...hahaz...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">but that was fun lar.... hahaz... yea lor ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">really hope dear enjoy her bday ... hahaz... <o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">yea,,.. and she nv tell me her wishes lor ... becoz she forget le )=<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">@_@<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">there is more to come hehez...yea...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">this few days.. was busy abt dear's bday ..then now lol...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">still to work again..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">lol... sianm .... work again ..lol<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">but see the money i guess .. hahaz.... shock ar...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">but lol...when i spend that time i really very careful <o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">yea... i guess ... i must try to save more money ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">so i can earn the allowance myself ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">so my parents dun need to give me le... then there will be more to my brother and sister ba...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">yea lor... ar... lol... wed .. i am going to get my first pay ..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">wahahaz... but all the money willl go to my mother's pocket .. coz i borrow from her frist for dear's bday ma... hahaz..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">so sad leh .. but nvm..hahaz..thats the reason y i work ma..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz... yea lor .... i guess ... i need to buy a book of how to manage my money properly ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">coz dad yesterday tell me that i spend a bit too much liao..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">and i am also old enoguh liao.. going 20 like an old man liao..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">need to learn how to manage the money ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">so i will be the one who control the money<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">and i wont get control by the money..;<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz... yea.. thinking of getting a book or wat .. to learn how to manage the money..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">and saving for my future... wahhaz...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">so when like mmm....maybe want to get marry or wat .. then got money ..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz... yea lor...when i start to work .. and finally realise ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">actually earn money is very hard but spend money is easy ..<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz... so got to try to change this bad habbit ... <o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">no wonder dear also say i change a lot ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hahaz... okok... got to plan for future now ...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">hwahaz.... for the future of .. <o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">Me and My dear ,,,,<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">the Mr. Yen and Mrs Yen ,,, hahaz...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">(= hehez.... ar....<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p face="arial">OMG i want to a baby too .... annie is so CUTE lol !!!<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p>eh ...she is my cousin just one year and 7 month .. i think so la.. yea lor .. hahaz... she so cute lor when she tok... hahaz....so cute sia...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p>make me also want to have a baby to play liao...<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p>okok today write till here first hahaz..<span style="font-family: Arial;"></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115979974351049318?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1159269778202938382006-09-26T19:19:00.000+08:002006-09-26T19:22:58.216+08:00when i looking back to the past...<br />the smiles... the laughters...<br />that really makes my tears fall down like nobody's business...<br />and right now ...<br />i am in the darkness...<br />today ...<br />the sun looks bright ...<br />yet in my heart...<br />i know ...<br />i just suck......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115926977820293838?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1159269407502505422006-09-26T19:14:00.000+08:002006-09-26T19:16:47.516+08:00haiz...<br />come back from work...<br />yea.. i am so tired...<br />but the tiredness seems nothing compare to yesterday<br />guess now ...<br />i am in the total darkness...<br />and i hate it ..<br />haiz... i am the one who cause all these to happen...<br />dear i am really sorry.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115926940750250542?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1159197425693021252006-09-25T23:10:00.000+08:002006-09-25T23:17:05.693+08:00hahaz...guess wat...<br />now i am one person ...<br />in front of the laptop...<br />cant do ath....feel so hopeless and useless...<br />and laughing at myself ...<br />i can even feel the whole world's laugher ...<br />yea they all shouting ...<br />tom u are suck at everything ...<br />yea...hahaz...a got to say i accept it...<br />hahaz...<br />wat can i do ...<br />when i am feeling so hopeless<br />and the tears just fall down like nobody's business<br />i still must pretent i am happy if not parents going to worry again<br />its all thanks to myself of being so useless...<br />nvm its wat i get ....<br />suck means suck...<br />there is no way u can change...<br />yea...i guess...<br />this is really wat i am good at ba being suck.........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115919742569302125?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1159196998501545252006-09-25T23:06:00.000+08:002006-09-25T23:09:58.523+08:00guess wat...<br />i mess up everything le...<br />all the plans ...<br />yea...<br />i really mess them all le...<br />its all my fault ...sorry guys...<br />i am sorry... the party no more le..<br />hope u guys no ... maybe ..<br />if i wasnt there ... maybe she will celebrate with<br />u guys ba...<br />maybe be... yea there is no point for me<br />being there to mess up the party ..<br />yea...sorry guys...<br />wat a useless guy i am...<br />a gf bday party...<br />also being mess up by me ...<br />sorry...<br />its my fault ... i am really sorry...<br />this is wat i earn...<br />once again ... i got to say sorry to everyone...<br />sorry...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115919699850154525?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1159196427144684462006-09-25T22:59:00.000+08:002006-09-25T23:00:27.163+08:00yes... i am a just a burden<br />a burden...<br />yea a burden...<br />.........<br />sorry...<br />i am just a burden<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115919642714468446?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1158421600630291442006-09-16T23:44:00.000+08:002006-09-16T23:46:40.643+08:00ar...<br />just came back from work..<br />ar... this is my second day no dinner liao<br />ar... still ok la<br />can take it<br />but at least tonight not so tired...<br />no pain at all...<br />just leg very tired only...<br />ar ... i think dear still angry at me ba...<br />tonight i cant really concentrate on the work...<br />becoz i am keep thinking abt her<br />just keep worrying ...<br />haiz....<br />hope she will be alright ...<br />i am so sorry dear....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115842160063029144?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1158400242765876972006-09-16T17:48:00.000+08:002006-09-16T17:50:42.790+08:00haiz...<br />now feel so depress..<br />no mood to go work ..<br />haiz...<br />also no strength...<br />this raining day ..<br />just making my mood became worse...<br />dear... i just wonder wat are u doing right now...<br />are u ok already ?..<br />i think u still angry at me ba...<br />mummy ...<br />take good care ...<br />love u<br />haiz...<br />when will the rain stop.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115840024276587697?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1158394920587354162006-09-16T16:04:00.000+08:002006-09-16T16:22:00.600+08:00hai...today again i disappointed dear again...<br />i say will be bring lunch for her de...<br />at the end i overslpt...<br />wat the hell...<br />stupid la...my hp alarm nv work...<br />guess i need to buy a alarm le..<br />but thats not the excuse...<br />then dear today nv eat lunch is all becoz of me..<br />wa lao ...just feel that i am a bastard...<br />this week i work for 3 days le ...<br />is quite tiring ...yea<br />yesterday actually work till 11 pm only at then end work till 3 am...<br />damn it ...if i know i cant take the tiredness... then will over slpt<br />i should tell the bloodly manager....<br />haiz...<br />is all too late...<br />haiz....<br />and yea along the way back ...<br />i really tot a lot of stuff...<br />again i realise ...<br />i am not as strong as wat i tot...<br />i tot i could handle many stuff at the time...<br />at the end i cant..<br />i do things wrong...<br />boss scold...<br />nvm...for the seek of money ... i take it is ok ...<br />anyway is i wrong at the first place...<br />i just dunno why ...<br />haiz...<br />feel so depress now ..<br />i know now dear is feel thousand times worst than me..<br />i have no right to complain over such a small factor...<br />yea..<br />again yesterday ..pain again ..<br />wat dad say is correct...<br />i should rest more... if not i sure kanna operation de..<br />ar... i telll myself is ok de...yea .. just 2 months only ..<br />let me get enough $$ first..<br />but this is still ok ..<br />wat i sacred is the feeling ..<br />yea yesterday pain twice when i serving the customer drinks...<br />damn it ... the stupid chest pain nearly make me pour<br />the latte on the customer pants..<br />damn heng...<br />but stupid leh ..<br />i tot it should be gone liao ...<br />dman it ... this few months the pain is one or two time only ..<br />y this month havent pass yet got 3 times..<br />then the stupid elvin ...<br />keep asking me ok anot ...<br />wa lao feel like punching him...<br />but almost faint once ... coz the second pain come too sudden le...<br />ar...i think going to ask dad tonight again..<br />dad say need more rest..<br />i think i got enough rest le ar...<br />should be alright ..<br />tonight need to work again .. hope the stupid pain dun come can liao...<br />ar.. now is not the time to tok this rubbish ..<br />just i am more worry abt dear...<br />ar...<br />shit la,... wat should i do...<br />this time is my this kuku again ....<br />ar....<br />damn it<br />y always me ar......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115839492058735416?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1155657288756475482006-08-15T23:21:00.000+08:002006-08-15T23:54:48.860+08:00ar... i finally realise ...<br />wat kind of people am i ?<br />haiz...<br />yea its quite suck ...<br />when i am not able to do those stuff...<br />but yet .. i am trying to act like i am able to do...<br />actually i am the one ..<br />who should really reflect on<br />all these problems..<br />yea ...<br />thinking of it ...<br />yea,,,<br />i totally agree with all these..<br />after watever craps...<br />i am just a normal human ...<br />i am not the one who are able to handle so many stuff<br />i got to agree...<br />yea ... its pressuring ...<br />but this world is full of pressuring ...<br />if i cant take it..<br />the world will over take it...<br />the reality is always curel ..<br />yea i think hahaz... i am really not good enough to handle<br />all the problems...<br />hahaz... i got to agree,,,<br />now reality is slowing taking oever me..<br />i feel like a failure ..yea...<br />i got to agree... i am really a FAILURE...<br />dun tok abt all the acadamic stuff...<br />in terms of life...<br />i am a failure already...<br />yea... simple stuff...<br />yet i dun have the repsonsibility ....<br />wat the helll...<br />in terms of studies...<br />i am not good either...<br />yea ... now all the studies .. are killing me..<br />so wat that i got 4 D for my Os...<br />its nothing big deal....<br />and now .. with all the lousy grades...<br />imagine ... that when teacher saw ur class position..<br />and they will be immediately know the no. of people ..<br />in the class...<br />its so ironic and yet...<br />we cant do ath ...<br />yea .. it just make me feel the same when i just came to singapore...<br />yea ....my results were worst ...<br />haiz... but yet i overcome it...<br />but now .. i dunno ...<br />yea i really dunno...<br />theere is so many stuffs...<br />omg .. how i wish ..<br />i can just dun care abt all the problems..<br />i can just be myself...<br />be the one that i want to be...<br />yea so many things going on..<br />yet .. i am still standing at the same place... didnt move at all...<br />wat a retard right...<br />yea i guess so ...<br />why do i always add more stones on my shoulders...<br />why .. why .. why ...<br />just becoz i am the ordest in the family ..<br />damn it is nothing big deal of being the eldest..<br />yea ...<br />hahaz..<br />but at the end ...<br />all the main reason that cause this problem ...<br />is me...<br />yea ,,, me and myself...<br />i cant blame others..<br />becoz ... i am the one who make all these happen ...<br />the life was just so many stuffs going on ...<br />and i got to find somewhere out of these trap ..<br />hahaz...<br />i really wish....<br />everything will be alright ..<br />while thinking abt all these stuff...<br />my heart start to crying out loud...<br />and i know ...,.<br />yea ...<br />i am just ... a failure ...<br />of everything ...<br />at this moment ..<br />i just want to shout out ...<br />how could this happen to me<br />the nightmare is in control once again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115565728875647548?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1154877538219497032006-08-06T23:07:00.000+08:002006-08-06T23:18:58.246+08:00ar...<br />lol<br />this is my third time typing this entry liao ...<br />hope it better works ...<br />if not ar... my finger dying liao lor<br />hahaz...<br />yea i am so long nv come and type le ...<br />then when i want to type the computer see me not happy liao<br />)=<br />hahaa<br />but never recently<br />haahaz... i am still having a wonderful life<br />hahaz...<br />yea just celebrate with dear our one year...<br />hahaz<br />1 year leh !!!!<br />hahaz.. i am so happy lor<br />hahaz and there is more to come<br />hahaz... yea lor ...<br />we eat at fosters hahaz<br />the food is really wonderful<br />cant describe how it taste...<br />but is just too nice liao<br />hahaz... but also quite costly around $90 for us ...<br />hahaz.. but i think is super worth it lor...<br />the environment is so nice ... and the food too ...<br />plus my dear around there...<br />lol ... how i wish i can stay at that moment forever ..<br />hahaz...<br />yea ... and dear wear till so BEAUTIFUL<br />hahaz...<br />I LOVE U !!!<br />hahaz...<br />yea have a great time there<br />hahaz....(=<br />hahaz... i just find that...<br />haahz.. actually love someone ...<br />is so hard to say how much u love her...<br />becoz... u really love her everything...<br />even just a simple small move or action ...<br />will make u day become so wonderful..<br />hahaz... and my dear bring sunshine to my life ...<br />lol... hahz...<br />how should i thank God that sending such a wodnerful angel to me ..<br />looking after me ..<br />hahaz... (=<br />hahaz... feel so xing fu lor ... hahaz<br />yea dear... i think this year ...<br />i really brings u a lot of trouble ...<br />and everytime u forgive me .,..<br />just want to let u know<br />thanks for holding on so hard...<br />i love u ......<br />dear... exam coming le...<br />jia you ok ...<br />u can do it de... i believe u<br />take good care too ok ? lovg u forever<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115487753821949703?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1153582263980104222006-07-22T23:17:00.000+08:002006-07-22T23:31:04.000+08:00wa ...<br />i got so long nv come here and write lor ..<br />hahaz...<br />the blog is getting rusty liao<br />hahaz<br /> recently i am doing WELL<br />hahaz<br />having a great time with dear...<br />although as usual ...<br />i this big kuku make dear angry ...<br />hahaz... but she forgive me ...<br />(=<br />hahaaz....<br />ar my school exam also coming<br />die liao must past phy ,..<br />if not i must retake next term ...<br />NO WAY man ...<br />i am going to pass it<br />hahaz... cant slack so much le ...<br />wahahaz... dear and me going to be 1 year liao lor<br />WAHAHAHA<br />the GREATEST DAY of the year is coming (=<br />hahaz...<br />i am so glad that<br />we can walk so far...<br />although ..<br />we really face some problems...<br />but i really glad that<br />we can overcome them...<br />although 1 year for some people might be short<br />but for me this is just the first year...<br />there will nv be an ending<br />hahaz...<br />thinking back..<br />i realise ...actually ...<br />i am really a damn bad boyfriend<br />everytime forget here and there...<br />everytime make her sad...<br />everytime i am the one who didnt do wat i say ..<br />everytime is me this big kuku<br />that make her feel bad...<br />dear.. i am really sorry ..<br />but i really appreciate that when i am down<br />u are with me<br />when every i need u ..<br />u are there with me<br />mummy ... i am really happy that<br />u are there for me...<br />thanks ...<br />no matter wat happen in the future ...<br />just wnat to let u know ...<br />i love u ...<br />this will nv change ...<br /><3<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115358226398010422?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1150215472685273002006-06-14T00:07:00.000+08:002006-06-14T00:17:52.703+08:00just wondering<br />wat will the future be ...<br />hahaz<br />but i know it will be great ....<br />but wat is the most important thing<br />is to tressure everything i have now<br />if i dont ...<br />once i lost it ...<br />it will nv be mine<br />yea ....<br />life is like that ...<br />yea ...<br />we all know ....<br />we must move on<br />we cant just stay at the same spot ...<br />we got to move ... and grow ...<br />this is life...<br />hahaz....<br />friends doesnt come and go ...<br />becoz they left a wonderful<br />memories for u ...<br />love doesnt come and go...<br />becoz ....once they come ...<br />they dun plan to go ...<br />they will go<br />only if u let go..<br />so lets tressure it ....<br />hahaz...today heard so much from dad and mum<br />make me thinking<br />mmm... will the same thing happen to me ;<br />yea i got to be happy at least...<br />i got a chance to be with them now ..<br />in the future ...<br />just like wat they say ..<br />we will have lesser time together ....<br />lol ....<br />this few days ...<br />wahahz.. my house so quiet<br />lol<br />however ...<br />i seems cant get use to the quietnes..hahaz<br />maybe i just need some of my<br />brother and sister ///<br />yea their noise ...<br />is damn noisy ...<br />but hahaz... seriously ...<br />it does create fun yea ...<br />lol<br />somehow a bit miss them<br />lol...<br />hahaz<br />yea ...<br />dunno y ...<br />hahaz<br />when they are around how i hope<br />they are not around<br />when they are not around ..<br />i hope they are around<br />lol<br />such a simple yet complicated logic<br />hahaaz<br />yea<br />this few days i got to say ...<br />i really need to do something to my memories<br />le .. cant always forget here and there<br />yea i guess i got to make use of hp to take notes...<br />yea ...<br />that will be bea better idea (=<br />hahaz<br /> yea ...<br />dear ar ... just want to tell u I LOVE U<br />muack <3<br />thinking of u at this moment ...<br />and make me want to hug u ......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-115021547268527300?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1149424293854298012006-06-04T20:12:00.000+08:002006-06-04T20:31:33.876+08:00wahahaa<br />very long nv come and type liao lor<br />hahaz<br />yea tml is the start of the common test liao<br />die liao die liao<br />so hard<br />so many stuff need to study<br />ar... dying liao<br />lol nvm nvm must remember all the stuff<br />hahaz<br />then can do well in the test ma<br />lol<br /> jia you jia you<br />hahaz<br />yea lor dear ar lets add oil ok?<br />haahaz after exam we can go out again lor<br />muack<br />haha...<br />wahahaz...<br />yea TODAY IS THE DAY WAHAHAZ<br />last year today is the day i go PERTH<br />wahahz<br />the DAY WAHAHAA<br />the day i meet MY GIRL<br />hahaz...<br />and also the time i meet witth other six people la<br />hahaz not they not important ok ?<br />hahaz is my dear more important more important ma<br />hahaz dun get angry ar<br />hahaz<br />yea lor hahaz<br />one year pass liao thats very fast<br />hahaz<br />i wonder when will 8 of us go out again sia<br />so long liao leh<br />hahaz<br />nvm nvm the day will come<br />hahaz<br />eh eh eh dun worry the day me and geraldine get marry<br />will also be one of the day 8 of us i will meet hahaz<br />yea<br />wa thinking abt the trip<br />ahhaz<br />hahaz<br />hahaz<br />the trip is really fun eh enjoyable leh<br />i miss the trip a lot a lot leh<br />and also hahaz<br />during the trip i fianlly get to know my gf<br />i mean really know here. ..<br />not just a hi and bye friend only<br />hahaz<br />yea lol<br />thanks god i got that chance to go with her<br />hahaz<br />yea in the trip ...<br />haahz<br />somehow like her liao<br />eh but me myself also not sure lor<br />hahaz<br />thats y people ask i say no<br />lol ...<br />hahaz<br />but now hahaz<br />there is no more confusion ...<br />i know<br />she is the one...<br />the girl of my life liao<br />hahaz<br />yea ...<br />hahaz... ar... wasted..<br />that time ar.. should take more photos with her one<br />ehehehe<br />wahahahaz<br />suay sia ...<br />nvm nvm<br />i still got a lot of chance sia<br />hahaz...<br />A perth trip is really wonderful<br />wahahz.. i make new friends and<br />get to know my wife. .. wahahaz...<br />isnt it nice<br />so .... must go perth ar... if u want to<br />meet someone<br />wahhaz just joking la<br />hahaz..<br />yea ... life is so fun ..<br />haahz a trip ...<br />developed our friendships<br />we met new people make new friends<br />hahaz<br />and finally i found my girl...<br />when god create us ...<br />he create in a pair ...<br />now i found my the other half<br />and i will care for her<br />and love her forever<br />this is life<br />life isnt so evil and bad<br />just think in a positive way<br />why u exist in the life ...<br />is becoz ...<br />u are searching for someone<br />and..<br />at the same time<br />remember someone is also<br />searching for u<br />so hahaz<br />lets dun be cover up by the evil side of the world..<br />hahaz ...<br />enjoy the bright future in our life...<br /><br />now i jus want to say<br />i only regret one thing<br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Dear,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">i should tell u </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">i love u earlier </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">so i will be able to love u </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">and care for u </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">earlier </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">.. although my love comes a bit late</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">but the ever lasting love ...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">will never go away </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">lastly ...i love u <3</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114942429385429801?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1148655790686024562006-05-26T22:41:00.000+08:002006-05-26T23:03:11.956+08:00hello ...<br />ar... i fail my test... T_T<br />lucky hahaz by 2 marks only ...<br />hahaz<br /> nvm its ok .. i will jai you de...<br />hahaz...<br />time pass so fast leh .,.<br />wa going to have CA test liao<br />die die die ..must do well<br />hahaz...<br />ar...i miss dear so much<br />although still see her almost everyday<br />but still miss her a lot<br />hahaz...<br />i guess ... i got to see her every moment ba<br />if not ar... hahaz...<br />dying liao ...<br />ar...<br />this few days i realised ...<br />that .. actually ...<br />hahaz... trust is really<br />very important in our life...<br />hahaz... trust can make everything possible..<br />i think is better than wat addias can do lor..<br />trust is the hardest thing to build up in the life..<br />i am glad that i can shout it loud...<br />i trust the people around me ...<br />hahaz..thanks god that there is<br />so many people that i can trust with<br />hahaz<br />yea .....ar...<br />in the world like these...<br />hahaz... trust is one of the most important thing<br />to carry us to move on ...<br />hahaz<br />yea<br />so when we are down or wat<br />lets look for the people we trust...<br />so we wont feel so down ...<br />haha<br />yea i got a super woman with me<br />hahaz which is my dear...<br />when i am down or happy ...<br />she will be always there for me...<br />hahaz... life is just like that..so funny right<br />hahaz<br />but we got accept ...<br />our life becomes ... wonderful ...<br />when we have someone to loved us and we love them<br />hahaz<br /><br />i love u dear... miss u a lot ...<br />take good care ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114865579068602456?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1147959239462476022006-05-18T21:07:00.000+08:002006-05-18T21:33:59.506+08:00there is so many different kinds of people in the world...<br />some poeple are just damn $#%#^$%^$%&$<br />i dunno how to say ...<br />i dunno haiz... just feel very pissed off...<br />i think maybe i really think too much liao...<br />but its like ... i really trying to control myself le<br />but is it becoz i nv voice out ...<br />then he think thaat i am alright with it...<br />damn it ...<br />cant he just stand in my view and think for me<br />to him ...<br />yea it might be just kidding..<br />yea but everytime kidding the same thing<br />damn it .. i will also pissed of de lor...<br />haiz...<br />nvm....<br />i hated that i cant do ath to change it ...<br />this is world is like that...<br />so %^&amp;$%&^$&amp;$*<br />but we got to accept it ..<br />not everyone<br />will be the way u want to be ...<br />i just wondering ..<br />am i really think too much..<br />is it becoz i am going mad or wat<br />is it becoz i am just over reacting<br />i try to tell myself that<br />i try<br />but he must know the limit right..<br />i know i am already super slow in my<br /> reaction liao ...<br />he even slower lor..<br />damn it... haiz..<br />i cant just go to him and say<br />STOP IT<br />then i only can be here writing all these rubbish<br />and the same thing is goin to happen again<br />haiz.....<br />haiz....<br />haiz...<br />haiz..<br />haiz.<br /><br />lucky i still got dear around...<br />at least i dun feel so damn pissed with him<br />hahaz... love u dear...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114795923946247602?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1147791868424025862006-05-16T22:38:00.000+08:002006-05-16T23:04:28.466+08:00wa very long nv come here and write le<br />stress and stress ar<br />so many things i dun understand in the school<br />lol but lucky ...<br />i still can take it<br />this world is so funny<br />hahaz...<br />rich and poor really make a big difference ?<br />i guess so ...<br />yea ...<br />i dunno....wat the hell can i say now<br />i am just making fun of myself<br />yea ....<br />hahaz....<br />nvm....<br />its just like that ... i cant do anything ....<br />wat can i do ?<br />wat others can give ...<br />but y i cant give....<br />haiz....<br />its just so .........<br />haiz....<br />a lightening strike on me<br />and i am just like a man<br />trying to run away aimlessly<br />hoping to find a place for me to hide<br />yea....i wondering ...<br />y is it like that ...<br />ar....<br />yea this world is like that<br />i got to admit to it ...<br />something that we always say<br />it doesnt matter much ...<br />when it comes to a point<br />it really means a lot ...<br /><br />the air around be start to crystalise<br />and settle down on the floor<br />the silence its like a killer<br />who is trying to push me down from the top of the mountain<br />wat can i do ...<br />i am just like a piece of metal being smash<br />into different shapes....<br />but metal still a metal...<br />would it be like an alloy become so hard and strong<br />or it would be like an pure metal...<br />so safe and easily break ???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114779186842402586?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1145634488616186332006-04-21T23:40:00.000+08:002006-04-21T23:48:08.630+08:00i think and think ...<br />read over and over again,..<br />at the end...<br />i dun understand...<br />haiz...this is such a common thing<br />in my life...<br />nowonder<br />all the lit test i forever do very lousy one<br />hahaz...<br />yea its the fact...<br />i admit it myself le...<br />hahz... i am not good at that...<br />and i will nv be able to<br />good at that...<br />coz i am not that type ...<br />i guess....<br />i belong to the strange type ...<br />haahz...<br />and i am just less than 1% ...<br />hahaz... yea...<br />its very true to me....<br />i guess.. i got to learn more ba...<br />nvm... i know...<br />no matter how i learn ...<br />there's still no change...<br />haahz...<br />its so ironic .. that...<br />i can remember nearly everything i study...<br />and amazingly ..<br />yea i forget the thing i promise...<br />maybe ...its just damn suck up ba ...<br />hahaz... i wonder...<br />wat is the point of doing well in studies...<br />and forget the very basic...<br />i guess...<br />nvm...<br />nvm...<br />nvm...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114563448861618633?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1145286775160340792006-04-17T22:57:00.000+08:002006-04-17T23:12:55.176+08:00this is life...<br />the life of me<br />yes...i know...<br />i am weak...<br />yea come on ...<br />i lose to the reality ...<br />yes..i am done...<br />i know...<br />i defeat by u ..<br />now when i am writing..<br />yea...<br />i really dunno ... how i feel now...<br />happy or sad...<br />or wat other things can say ...<br />i hrut my love ...so much...<br />i give her so much pressure...<br />i really very very sad...<br />i dunno ...<br />i am blur...<br />my life seems meaningless without her...<br />how am i going to live without her...<br />becoz of her...<br />my life has goal...<br />i work for the goal ...<br />the goal ...<br />is to bring happiness for her...<br />but i finally realised...<br />the happiness that every boyfriend<br />can give,,,<br />is not something that i can give...<br />becoz...<br />i am not even better than a normal boyfriend...<br />the happiness i can give is all i have..<br />maybe not even 1% of<br />the normal boyfriend...<br />yea iknow ...<br />i admit...<br />its me...<br />i can change the past...<br />but the future is in my hand..<br />a bright or a dull future ..<br />is all in my hand...<br />my pressure ..<br />i can just use my pressure as an excuse le...<br />its not an excuse...<br />i know ...no matter wat..<br />or under any pressure ...<br />i will just move on ...<br />becoz ...<br />i dun want to go back to the past again ...<br />past wil always there to remind me...<br />that i am once ...<br />so.........<br />yea...<br />now its time to change...<br />to really just be the truth self..<br />to behave happily ...<br />yes...<br />just like wat i say ...<br />happy is depend on us...<br />yea ... dun ever give up...<br />dear...<br />my love will never chnage ..<br />my feeling for u .. is still same as the day ...<br />when we first start...<br />u are my only love...<br />take good care...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114528677516034079?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1145258472166856082006-04-17T14:46:00.000+08:002006-04-17T15:21:12.180+08:00wa...<br /> i guess ... now God is really testing<br /> me and my dear...<br />life now are quite ok ...<br />but sometimes...<br />problems will just pup up from nowhere ...<br />however ...<br />i am really trying very hard<br />i want this relationship to carry on<br />i want my dear to be my wife...<br />i want to have a happy life with my dear...<br />i want a lot things ...<br />God want us to feel how tough in the life<br />a relationship ...<br />must went through many things<br />at the end ...<br />after so many things...<br />then will finally get together...<br />things... which can get easily ...<br />usually wont last for very long<br />it goes the same to the relationship...<br />we must went through a lot of '<br />difficulties...<br />then we will grow together and learn<br />and accept from each otehr...<br />when we are down wat can we do ...<br />for me .. i always know one thing...<br />no matter up or down ...<br />dear is always there for me ...<br />her heart will not change ...<br />becoz of the faith ...<br />i know ...we will not so easily defeat..<br />i know i am a super stupid sotong kuku..<br />that dun understand a single things ...<br />abt the relationship ..<br />i know that i am not a good boyfriend too..<br />i admit everything...<br />but wat could i do..<br />i just hope that we will be able to<br />run finish the race toegther,...<br />we will be able to get till the end<br />dear... i just want u to kmow that...<br /> lets jia you ..<br />i will be there for u ...<br />no matter wats going on ..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114525847216685608?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1145195755948463032006-04-16T21:43:00.000+08:002006-04-16T21:55:55.960+08:00it seems the same ...<br />hahaz...<br />yea i got to admit ...<br />i am jealous ...<br />but hahaz... after all ...<br />hahaz... i guess..<br />i am the one who jealous<br />the most foolish kuku ba...<br /> hhaaz... when i can be happy<br />i dun want to be ..<br />i choose to jealous and make<br />myself unhappy ...<br />wat a retard... hahaz<br />after all ...<br />hahaz... as long as trust<br />each other ...<br />problems will be solved<br />easily<br />haha.z..<br />now life is going to be<br />hard... hahaz<br />i know y ...<br />hahaz.. but hard is ok ...<br />for u ... i will work hard....<br />for ur happiness..<br />no matter how tough ...<br />i swear...<br />i wont say a single word...<br />i will be there for u .....<br />no matter wat...<br />i believe ...<br />as long as we love each other ..<br />nothing going to break us apart...<br />God will guide us through it ...<br />dear...<br />i am sorry that i make u feel so bad....<br />i am ur boyfriend..<br />and yet ...<br />i didnt do the things that<br />a boyfriend should do....<br />everyone has pressure ..<br />dear ... hope i didnt give u too much<br />pressure...<br />u know ...<br />i am not so good at<br />all these...<br />just hope u understand<br />dear .. we had come so far le..<br />lets just carry on ..<br />and finish the race together ok ?<br />i wont let u run the race alone one<br />love u<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114519575594846303?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1145113956820380732006-04-15T23:06:00.001+08:002006-04-15T23:12:36.823+08:00camps ... over liao ..<br />have lots of fun there...<br />aiyo ..this few days ... dunno y ...<br />haiz... hahaz... feel so kuku lor..<br />hahaz...<br />nvm i must have confidence for myself...<br />yeahahaz......<br />if not how am i going to take care of my dear..<br />yea...<br />she is right,...<br />hahaz...<br />life is like that dun always go to the way we want it to be..<br />lucky last blog ...<br />i got tell myself that...<br />and it really help me ..<br />when i feel super damn dunno wat ... just now<br />hahaz.. but anyway now is ok le..<br />hahaz... i now got energy again ...<br />(=<br />i must be happy again (= hahaz...<br />and i will be ... hahaz...<br />dear thanks ...when i am down that time..<br />lucky u are with me..<br />i wont feel that way anymore le ...<br />i will trust myself more ...<br />thanks...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I LOVE U <3</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">nothing gonna to change my love for u ...</span><br />love u always ....<br /><br />wahahaz...<br />ur extremely kuku darling !!!<br /> <3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114511395682038073?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1145113868487996172006-04-15T23:06:00.000+08:002006-04-15T23:11:08.500+08:00camps ... over liao ..<br />have lots of fun there...<br />aiyo ..this few days ... dunno y ...<br />haiz... hahaz... feel so kuku lor..<br />hahaz...<br />nvm i must have confidence for myself...<br />yeahahaz......<br />if not how am i going to take care of my dear..<br />yea...<br />she is right,...<br />hahaz...<br />life is like that dun always go to the way we want it to be..<br />lucky last blog ...<br />i got tell myself that...<br />and it really help me ..<br />when i feel super damn dunno wat ... just now<br />hahaz.. but anyway now is ok le..<br />hahaz... i now got energy again ...<br />(=<br />i must be happy again (= hahaz...<br />and i will be ... hahaz...<br />dear thanks ...when i am down that time..<br />lucky u are with me..<br />i wont feel that way anymore le ...<br />i will trust myself more ...<br />thanks...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114511386848799617?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1144596052875821212006-04-09T23:04:00.000+08:002006-04-09T23:20:52.923+08:00life is like that...<br />always dont follow our plan...<br />if we learn to accept ...<br />we are one step nearer to the happiness...<br />hahaz... always ...<br />when we are the one ...<br />we will nv tot of learning accept ...<br />it goes the same for everyone...<br />only those outsiders will be able to see<br />actually when we accept the fact..<br />we wil be happier ...<br />life is sucks for some people..<br />but if life always goes the way that we want it to be...<br />then it will turns bored...<br />then the purpose of ur life...<br />will be so systematic...<br />coz everything is under our control...<br />hahaz...<br />i know everyone likes to be the one..<br />who is on the control...<br />but wat if...<br />one day ...<br />u lose the control..<br />it will nv be back...<br />so the best way is not to take over the control..<br />is let the control take over u ...<br />nvm .. lol.. i dunno how to explain in eng ..<br />lol...too bad cant type chinese...ghahaz...<br />nvm...<br />yea..life is always like that...<br />actually everyday ... wont be a happy day ...<br />if u nv learn the key of happines...<br />the key of happiness...<br />is to learn to accept the fact...<br />dun blame the fact...<br />the fact ..means ... it will nv change...<br />so wat we can do is to accept ...<br />for me .. now is nearly 20 liao...<br />i think i am getting old liao..<br />but getting old ... i not really mind..<br />becoz as i grow .. i learn a lot...<br />as times goese by ..<br />i learn how to accept the fact..<br />there is so many things out there ...<br />which is unfair for us...<br />if we just keep being unhappy ...<br />nothing going to happen..<br />happiness wont come just like wind...<br />come and go..<br />if u learn how to accept .. life can change..<br />if we are happy...<br />althought things dun goes the way we want it to be..<br />but...we accept it...<br />one day ...there will be a day..<br />when the things... goes the way u want it to be..<br />that kind of joy ..<br />is beyond discription ...<br />yea...<br />life is such a wonderful story ...<br />we are the author...<br />we can make it like a happy story ..<br />aslo can make it like a sad story ...<br />its all on our hands...<br />u are the one who have the choice...<br />u can make a choice...<br /><br />wahahaz...tom .. u better understand all these...<br />next time when something<br />make u damn pissed off..or<br />when makes u sad...<br />come and read this entry ...<br /><br />tom ...<br />and lastly ...dear cheer up ...<br />i love u always ....<br /><3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114459605287582121?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1143782166651671282006-03-31T13:13:00.000+08:002006-03-31T13:16:06.663+08:00haiz...<br />i think i got to face thereality le ...<br />i cant just live in a simple world<br />that keep thinking that i am able to bring<br />her happiness...<br />i think ...i really got to face it le...<br />the reality doesnt match with<br />wat i hope i can do...<br />and wat i did is just keep hurting her..<br />more and more...<br />i guess...<br />i am only made to be alone...<br />so i wont hurt anyone ...<br />anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114378216665167128?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1143734133236554182006-03-30T23:52:00.000+08:002006-03-30T23:55:33.253+08:00haiz...<br />damn it...<br />stupid brain ... y cant u recall everything ...<br />y...<br />y....<br />y....<br />damn it ...<br />now i know...<br />the loser ...<br />no matter how hard u try...<br />u are still a loser...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114373413323655418?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1143719907570270702006-03-30T19:50:00.000+08:002006-03-30T19:58:27.586+08:00hai....<br />i make my dear angry again ...<br />y am i always like that ...cant remember the things that i promise...<br />wat the hell... this is not the fisrt time<br />alos not the second time <br />this is everytime ....<br />haiz...the same thing happen over and over again<br />y am i always like this ... i am so tired of it ...<br />i guess my dear also ... i hate it ...<br />i just hate myself for being so retarded ...<br />cannnot remember everything ...<br />damn it... y i born in this way...<br />just simple things i also cannot remember ...<br />y am i even exist in the world..<br />wat a damn loser ... damn it.... sian la...<br />haiz...<br />i am reallly not a good boyfriend<br />i have no right to be a boyfriend for her...<br />i am so bad... i am so useless...<br />i am so selfish ...<br />everything i do...<br />doesnt make her happier ...<br />i guess... i am not a happiness to her...<br />maybe its nightmare....<br />the things that she dun want the most...<br />and i am the one....<br />who is so damn asshole ...<br />haiz...<br />who can tell me how to do...<br />so i will remember<br />damn it... i just damn suck at all these...<br />i am born to be a loser...<br />and a loser...<br />forever and ever ...<br />yea...<br />go to hell man ..<br />u stupid tom....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114371990757027070?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1143209540121278932006-03-24T21:54:00.000+08:002006-03-24T22:12:20.143+08:00today i change my new specs...<br />but it just dont make me feel any happier<br />today i am that stupid ass<br />haiz...y am i always like this ...<br />forget abt other people's feeling..<br />damn it...<br />haiz...<br />especially my dear's feeling ...<br />god ... can u please help me<br />make me be more alert...<br />i just feel that i am damn useless at all these ..<br />i think i am able to make people feel not happy instead of happy<br />ar........<br />y am i always like this ....<br />making people unhappy ...<br />forget abt other people's feeling..<br />cant put myself into other people's shoes...<br />damn it..<br />i am damn selfish ..<br />go and die la.. haiz.....<br />haiz...<br />i am just damn selfish<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Tom U this DAMN SELFISH ASSHOLE!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114320954012127893?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1141829353402719572006-03-08T22:31:00.000+08:002006-03-08T22:49:13.416+08:00hello~~<br />wa... i got a very long time nv come here and write le wor<br />hahaz... eh .. i also forget when is the last time i update liao<br />wahahaz<br />now i am going to be a ngee ann student lor<br />wahahz.. so excited abt that school...<br />new environment ... new friends and new teachers<br />hahaz... and the laptops plus all the projects<br />lol.. wahaha<br />nvm nvm ... but my old friends i will nv forget u all one<br />whahaz.. i still remember our craps and rubbishes..<br />so its ok de .. dun worry we are forever friends ..<br />wor!!!!wahahz<br /> so much crap again ...<br />new school new life...<br />hahaz.. but still got my dear accompany me...<br />eh so actually i feel quite all right la..<br />hahaz.. coz ... hahaz... she is still with me ...<br />wahaha....<br />how sweet is my dear leh ..<br />is extremely lor... becoz of me then nvm buy things for herself one..<br />ar.. how can like that..<br />u ar... silly girl ..<br />but u are still mine ...<br />wahahaz...<br />as days goes by ...<br />hahaz...<br />everyone thinks that ...<br />as days goes by ...<br />for couples.. they wil be brought apart...<br />but thats not true ...<br />only those who didnt want to make a effort to change it..<br />thats why they believe that...<br />hahaz.. but too me is not la..<br />only hahaz,,,<br />sometiems.. i am extremely kuku ...<br />to the extend that.. i guess dear also cant stand me liao..<br />and i can stand myself too<br />hahaz... but<br />wat can i do .. lol..<br />in the world... this tom is born to be like that..<br />lol... god must be jking with me wahahaz..<br />but its ok la... hahaz...<br />hahaz...<br />i guess ... a new school everyone will be afraid of it ba<br />hahaz.. human's nature .<br />so its ok ..<br />hahaz... actually i quite get use to it le ba<br />hahz... come singapore go krss... go a lot of place liao..<br />so a totally new environment will not be a problem to me<br />hahaz.. hope i can know my friends well ba<br />lol<br />as days go by .. hahaz... seriously ..<br />eh ...i am not joking lor....<br />really keepthing abt marriage leh ...<br />is it becoz i am going to be 20<br />cant be right..<br />lol.. thats must be a big joke to some people ba<br />but lol.. i wonder when u all 19 going to 20 that time<br />will think of the same thing anot lol<br />haha... coz will worry one mar...<br />i am so old liao !!!<br />my one become two liao leh ...<br />thats such a big difference lors..<br />and got more responsibility ..<br />hahaz.. nvm la..hahaz..<br />anyway ... just want to take care of dear for my life time<br />ehehehe,. plus small kukus too..<br />hahaz...<br />ar... aiyo .. dear ar... just want to say i love u ...<br />a new school new environment ..<br />dun be afraid ... i will be there with u ...<br />if u need me i will be there anytime ...<br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">i love u <3</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">/////\\\\\\</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">o(^__^)o</span></strong><br /><br />love u ...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Muuuuuuuuuuuack !!! </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114182935340271957?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1140112877724211462006-02-17T01:47:00.000+08:002006-02-17T02:01:17.743+08:00hello<br />wahahaz<br />i comfirm going to ngee ann poly lor!!!<br />hahaz<br />yesterday just celebrate V day with my dear<br />wahahaz... so happy ... eh<br />dear ar ... hope u really enjoy it ...<br />hahaz<br />fnally i wear my ring ... wahahz..my first ring ... lol.. also the first ring i buy ...<br />hahaz... very nice ... lol. . got her name on top ...<br />lol...finally ...<br />i put on a ring for someone for the first time in my life...<br />hahaz... but is not marry yet la...<br />eh ... soon ba<br />lol<br />hahaz...V day also very funny lor ....<br />the wind nv cooperate with me one...<br />keep blow my candles...<br />ar!!!!<br />luck ..<br />lol... i spend so much time to light all the candles.. lol... after so long finally i did it..<br />wahahz...<br />i dunno ... somehow i feel i am like a fool to do all thiese...<br />hahaz... but being a fool is ok de..<br />i think its fun and memoriable...<br />so i dun mind<br />but when the candles all lights up ..<br />thats really very nice leh ..<br />ahaz...<br />and the cheese cake also very nice... hahaz... dear also got feed me eat... lol<br />my mouth too small liao sometimes... lol.. i cant even tok when the cheese cake is in my mouth ..<br />lol...<br />but thats really fun ...<br />then the flowers also very funny .. lol.... hahaz<br />eh ... let it be the secret ba hahaz<br />anyway .... really thanks to God<br />wahahz... i think he really help me and dear a lot ...<br />yea and hahaz thanks to dear also ..<br />eh... dear ar... wahahaz.. u got to celebrate V day with me for the rest for ur life time le...<br />hahaz<br />yea lor ... once celebrate with me... hahaz.. i consider sold...<br />u got to celebrate with me liao ...<br />(=<br />hahaz..<br />but hahaz.. still must say ...<br />dear<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I LOVE MY !!! MY LOVE AND ONLY LOVE!!!<3</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br />dear...take good care wor !!!<br />i go slp liao ...<br />byebye ... kuku will bless u !!<br />HUGS AND KISSES<br />eh ... if u cant feel it... mm.... the brown brown will help me do it !!!<br />slp tight ...<br />ar...<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">I REALLY MISS UR SMILES!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-114011287772421146?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1139587487491460252006-02-10T23:59:00.000+08:002006-02-11T00:04:47.573+08:00today just get back my o result..<br />haiz.. is really badly done for my human and D&T<br />thats y haiz... 6As become 4As nvm...<br />i should be happy for it already ...<br />acceptance is the key towards happiness...<br />i got to face the reality ...<br />wat has done is done ...<br />wat else could i say ..<br />i disappointed my dad... my family and myself ...<br />haiz...<br />Y... i really put in effort...<br />nvm ... wat else could i ask for ...<br />haiz...<br />i make dear angry again ...<br />haiz...<br />everything goes wrong haiz...<br />wat can i do ...<br />haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113958748749146025?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1137858130482629192006-01-21T23:00:00.000+08:002006-01-21T23:42:10.616+08:00now i finally understand how sad it was when u see someone who u loved is feeling sad ....<br />i am sad ...<br />my heart feel painful...<br />the broke into pieces because of the pain u feel for someone<br />i wait from the day to the night<br />from the noisy playground to a place like a silent graveyard<br />the laughter and the sadness all hurting my heart<br />my heart told me i will never left her alone ..<br />in the reality i couldnt do it ...<br />the sadness she feel n the hurts she receive like<br />thousands of waves ... beating me over and over again<br />life is not as strong as wat we think<br />the cheerful mindset will never stay<br />just wondering when will the sadness go away<br />life is forever unfair<br />thats y we dun want to stay but run away<br />a simple life is yet to be ...<br />how i wish i can have the freedom of bee<br />when the one u love was suffering<br />u cant imagine how deep she was hurting<br />the choice is in ur mind always beautiful<br />but the funny thing of human<br />is it seldom come true<br />u can be hack care for anyone but u will nv dun care abt someone<br />the one u love is always the one<br />this is something like a unspoken truth<br />u will say no to everything or everyone in the word but there is someone<br />u will always say yes because she is the one in ur heart<br /><br /><br /><br />within my room<br />i cried n cried<br />however at the moment of leaving this room<br />i got to be a cheerful and happy<br />elder brother and<br />parent's son<br />its so ironic<br />when i listen to the cars<br />passing by my house the noises made by them sounds<br />like they are laughing at me<br />they laugh at me y am i got to behave in this way<br />but i just wondering<br />do i have a choice<br />my father might be lose his job<br />how can i not worry<br />i want the freedom but is seems so far for me<br />i know it will never come<br />being someone like me is the experience of<br />double character training<br />hahz<br />wat the hell is this cant be the true-self<br />wat is the purpose of my life<br />is it just to be like a robot listen to every single order<br />and follow instructions<br />wat the hell<br />i am a human<br />its so damn it ..<br />i make my dear feel so sad ..<br />i jus wondering wat the hell<br />is me doing<br />wat a big stupid retard i am ...<br />damn it<br />i dunno<br />ar ... tired and tired<br />each time i feel this way just made me wonder again why am i here in the world<br />in the first place<br />why i dun just go and<span style="font-size:180%;"> DIE</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">that will be easier at least </span><br />there will be no more pressure<br />those stupid pressure will only made people feel<br />extremely tired<br />and to me<br />this kind of pressure i am not experience once or twice<br />only ..<br />it seems like a forever nightmare to me ..<br />it will nv stop and ever stop<br />i have this<br />but wat is the point of hating this while i cant help myself<br />i want to give up to the reality let the reality take over the control of me<br />however on the other hand i got to face it<br />there is nowhere i can run<br />nowhere i can go<br />of coz there is nowhere i can hide<br />thinking of the baby time<br />thre is always a baby concer for me to hide<br />now i got to stand up right n face watever damn shit that is<br />going to over take me<br /><br />damn it i dun want to be take over by the reality<br />that not wat i want<br />wat the hell<br />but i got nothing to fight with with the stupid reality<br />i got <span style="font-size:180%;">NOTHING</span><br />the only thing i can do is<br />yea u defeated me<br />yea u win<br />i am <span style="font-size:180%;">NOTHING</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">and always NOTHING!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></span><br /><br />sorry dear for making u so sad...<br />its all darling's fault ... making u feel so bad<br />very sorry ...<br />hope u will forgive me ...<br />take goo care...<br />love u always ...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113785813048262919?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1137331077418445382006-01-15T21:09:00.000+08:002006-01-15T21:17:57.433+08:00hahaz...<br />wa i got a long time nv write again<br />lol<br />hehez tml i am not going to school ~~<br />yes!!!<br />thanks to my mum help me lie to teacher !!<br />wahahaz...<br />lol...<br />this few days i am so happy lol<br />i guess i can see dear ba !!<br />hahaz<br />but ar.. dear sick le..<br />yesterday i am so worry ...<br />she vomit and feel giddy plus stomache..<br />i am so worry ..<br />lucky she now is ok le...<br />hope she will recover soon ...<br />hahaz...ar...today go church leh ..<br />but i got to say sorry to god...<br />lol<br />coz i am a bit tired... and almost fall to slp..<br />i am so sorry for that..<br />if william know...i think .. i will get scolding from him liao ..<br />lol<br />ar... time pass so fast... faster !!!<br />1st of feb!!! faster come !!!<br />that will be the 6 months for me and dear<br />which is the half year we stead liao<br />hahaz<br />this 6 months must celebrate hahaz<br />coz we only celebrate 6 months for once only mar!!<br />hahaz wat a lame reason ..<br />but that is ture !!<br />hahaz...we must tressure every single day!!<br />hahaz... thats the most important thing in our life...<br />wahahaz... of coz u must tressure the one u love and the one who loved u ...<br />(=<br />hahaz...<br />chinese new year also coming liao<br />hahaz<br />so happy ..<br />coz y ..<br />i think everybody has the same reason like me...<br />hahaz...<br />thats RED PACKET MONEY!!!<br />wahahaz...<br />last year money all go for OLEVEL<br />finally now this year will go to my pocket lol..stupid MOE steal my last years red packet money ..<br />lol...<br />wa i am looking forward to the future ..<br />wahahaz.. especially for me and dear..<br />lol..<br />wat else can i say..<br />dear i love u !!!<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113733107741844538?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1136723630632857802006-01-08T20:27:00.000+08:002006-01-08T20:33:50.646+08:00today is sunday ..<br />another raining day ...<br />rain and rain and rain...<br />today i made dear angry again<br />this few days i keep making her angry..<br />haiz..<br />u this stupid Tom dunno wat u doing ..<br />haiz...<br />but she still angry ...<br />dear .. very sorry ... i should listen to u..<br />actually all i want is just to see u for a while more..<br />i made u angry again ...<br />very sorry...<br />as today's service...<br />i must like myself...<br />but i think i keep making her angry...<br />how am i going to like this tom..<br />haiz...<br />god help me...<br />plz ...mum told me so many things...<br />i couldnt dun think abt it...<br />she dun want us to worry...<br />but i am the oldest kid in my family ..<br />how am i going to not worry abt it..<br />haiz...<br />its just so kuku..<br />but life still must carry on ..<br />hahaz... must think positively... otherwise devil will take this opportunity to attack us..<br />yea..<br />dear...darling hope u will not be angry le ...<br />very sorry for that...<br />no matter wat..<br />darling just want to let u know...<br />I LOVE U<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113672363063285780?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1136460712431651102006-01-05T19:12:00.000+08:002006-01-05T19:31:52.600+08:00today's life was just the same... sian and sian and sian<br />but today ... i finally know...<br />actually i am not a very good boyfriend at all<br />yea .. i make the one i love... so sad ...<br />i am such a asshole...<br />i will nv forget this ..<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">TOM U MUST REMEMBER THIS DUN MAKE HER FEEL SAD AND TALK WITHOUT THINKING...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">LASTLY, DEAR I AM VERY SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I DONE TO U...BUT JUST WANT TO LET U KNOW ... I AM REALLY LOVE U</span> </span><br />i realise...<br />yea... no one is perfect.. but i am really too far away to perfect..<br />such a small thing i also cannot figure out...<br />there is nobody 's fault ... but all becoz of me ...<br />the fight between parents and making dear feel so sad...<br />yesterday is the worst day of my life so far...<br />first i upset my parents..<br />second i upset my dear...<br />third...i am sorry to everyone who cares abt me...<br /><br />dear in my heart will nv be replace...<br />without her...<br />the world is meaningless...<br />i had been thinking and wondering entire day...<br />every moment i am thinking of wat is she doing....<br />some people say...<br />love...<br />sometimes... reach a certain time... it will not be so hot already...<br />actually is really depend on the people...<br />to all the guys...<br />for u all...<br />when u cant see ur gf ... do u feel very upset and dun have energy to do ath...<br />yea i did...<br />for those who can still have energy to play...<br />wahahaz... here i got to say god bless u<br />when my dear not beside me ...<br />i am thinking of her ... its ture. ..<br />i cant really have much energy to do things... yea is true...<br />i dun think i will even have the mood to play..<br />maybe some of the guys may say .. yea.. they are not there but .. life still must carry on<br />yea is true ... i agree... but<br />sometimes...<br />love is a very strange thing to me..<br />yea... i know everything still must carry on ...<br />but i just cant do ath ... yea..<br />her face... is appearing every moment in my brain ...<br />i miss her face... miss the huggings from her... miss the kisses from her...<br />miss everything abt her..<br />miss can be such a strong feeling...<br />hahaz... yea<br />i got to say loudly ...<br />i know<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">I </span><span style="color:#3366ff;">CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3366ff;">SOME PEOPLE MAY THINK .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3366ff;">WAAHAHZ.. WAT A RETARDED SENTENCE...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3366ff;">BUT TO ME ...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3366ff;">I KNOW... I REALLY CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER</span><br />she is the one who cheer me up everytime... treat me so good ...<br />i got to thank god... that he give me such a wonderful girlfriend ( future wife)<br /><br />yea<br />i love u dear... sorry for making u feel so sad...<br /><br />last thing to say ... is to my dear...<br />dear...<br />we stead for 5 months le...<br />in this 5 months we had passed throught a lot of things together...<br />thanks that u are still here with me ...<br />in this 5 months .... our love grow stronger...<br />and deeper...<br />all i want to say...<br />is thanks for being there... when i need u ....<br />and all the things u had done for me...<br />u are the most lovely dear in the world to me...<br />last but not least...<br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">I LOVE U <3</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks for ur love </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br />tom<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113646071243165110?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1136366798489044122006-01-04T17:25:00.000+08:002006-01-04T17:26:38.500+08:00i am tired...<br />i hate being strong when i am so suck at it ..<br />i am tired of it...<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113636679848904412?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1136302887342717512006-01-03T23:29:00.000+08:002006-01-03T23:41:27.360+08:00today is my first day of school..<br />JC sucks man ...<br />i hate it...<br />the entire day i had been missing my dear ...<br />haiz..<br />i dunno y i just find it so bored...<br />and i dun want to go there anymore...<br />parents force me to go...<br />me myself dun want to go<br />...<br />haiz...<br />wat should i do..<br />should i follow myself or listen to the parents..<br />haiz...<br />damn it ..<br />i dunno wat to do le...<br />got parents...<br />if i nv go ... they will be mad and sad at me ...<br />if i go...i got to suffer the stupid 3 months..<br />which i dun feel any enjoyment...<br />damn it ...<br />y i cant have the right to decide..<br />hai..<br />i am really lose...<br />wat else can i do ..<br />in the entire life time...<br />i had been listening them for all the time..<br />cant just let me decide once for myself..<br />am i really 19 or 9 only ...<br />wat is the man....i dunno ..<br />it seems so dunno wat...<br />becoz of so many thing ... haiz..<br />now i am in the lose...<br />wat should i do ...<br />God u say i can seek for ur help ... but ...<br />when will the help come..<br />its jsut so complicated...<br />i am so tired of this ...<br />forward looking .... haiz.. i am tired of it liao...<br />positive thinking...<br />haiz...<br />i dunno ... for me now...<br />its just suck...<br />haiz...<br />i hate it man..<br />i even hate myself...<br />oh my goodness<br />its damn tired...<br />in the parents i got to be a good son<br />in the brother and sister i got to show good example...<br />there r so many things...<br />i am super tired...<br />the tiredness when will it go away...<br />dear ...today i very sorry abt that...<br /><br />tom...<br />tml still got the bloody sch...<br />haiz...<br />it seems i am one step nearer to the ......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113630288734271751?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1134828631079847662005-12-17T21:58:00.000+08:002005-12-17T22:10:31.093+08:00omg ...<br />hahaz<br />i got 3 days nv see my dear leh ...<br />wahahaz... thanks god...<br />today i finally see her...<br />now i have a deeper experince of love sick<br />wahahaz...<br />this three days...<br />how can i describe it leh ...<br />its nearly ...equal to<br />death to me...<br />cant see her ... can hug her...<br />all my brains my heart thinking abt her...<br />and the worst thing is ...<br />when dear need me ...<br />i am not there ... for her,...<br />wat kind of boyfriend is this..<br />stupid tom ...<br />ar...<br />lucky ...<br />God can help me .. when dear need me ...<br />jsut give me the power to be there for her...<br />to be there not enough ... i just want to be there for her when she need me..<br />yea today finally i can see her...<br />how can i say the feeling...<br />is so ...<br />when i see her... all my minds all my hearts ... all my tots ...<br />suddenly disappear...<br />and i hug her tightly...<br />how i wish i can hug her like that forever ... and ever...<br />i think ... hahaz<br />i am deeply in love and loved<br />wahahz......!!!!<br />but times spend dear always pass very fast ... hahaa<br />yea and wahahz.. today i brought her part of her christmas gift..<br />that was so kuku ... fianlly i found the christams limited swatch watch ...<br />thanks god ... but ...<br />lol the one who brought it seems more exciting than the one who received it<br />hahaz.. but hahaz cant blame mar..<br />i am jsut ... too HAPPY ...<br />weeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!<br />wahahaz...<br />yea lor .. when i see the smiles from her...<br />wat else can i say ...<br />mmm...<br />that kind of joy and happiness in my heart...<br />i could think of a word to descirb it..<br />the feeling was great... hahaz...<br />but now i start to miss her already ...<br />how i wish she is right here beside me...<br />but nvm ...tml i can see her le...<br />time clock .. watch ... come on ...<br />move faster<br />!!!<br />hehez...<br />dear...<br /><br />if there is one place called forever ...<br />i will be the first one and the only who bring u go there<br />i love u !!<br />thanks for being there when i am sick,,,<br />u know wat...<br />ur presence .. is better than all the medicine in the world...<br />becoz .. hahaz.. i am SERIOUS LOVE SICK!!!<br /><br />the kuku<br />the little prince ...say !!!<br />WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! geraldine tan i love u !!!!<3<br />my only love and princess!!!<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113482863107984766?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1134486687451227722005-12-13T22:56:00.000+08:002005-12-13T23:11:27.466+08:00hello...<br />today ... miss dear a lot ...<br />hahaz...<br />i go and find her and<br />actually should be accompany her to eat lunch de...<br />at the end i also eat...<br />hahz... then afetr that send her home ... miss her so much...<br />ar...<br />just now father tell me i need to go company work again...<br />then tml cannot go with dear liao..<br />stupid sia...<br />ar... then my promise break le ..<br />i hate this man ...<br />somemore is break the promise between me and her...<br />stupid ...<br />haiz... but father said liao ... cannot dun go ...<br />T_______________T<br />ar...<br />cannot go with dear...<br />surely miss her a lot de...<br />i miss every moment i spend with her...<br />mm...<br />my heart is with her ...<br />tom ...<br />better dun break any more promises again...<br />here must say sorry to dear<br />"dear sorry !!!"<br />christmas coming le..<br />hahaz<br />i think i going to organise a party for my class..<br />hope is successful lar..<br />hahaz<br />mm...<br />but the party put a side first<br />now hahaz... dear's gift...<br />wahahaz...<br />i think abt something laio. ..<br />mmm...cannot type here .. .she will see... mmm...<br />hahaz<br />i think should be ok ba...but dunno she will like anot<br />she one 100 me mar..<br />hahaz... i give 100 to her...!!!<br />mmm...<br />should be ok la...<br />just hope she will like it...<br />hahaz... aiyo ...<br />now i miss her so much ...<br />want to see her...<br />want to hug her...<br />want to listen to her voice...<br />i miss every moment spend with her..<br />miss the time when we walk around ...<br />miss the time when we holding hands...<br />miss everything we had done before...<br />ar...<br />dear i miss u so much!!!<br /><br />nvm ..<br />now go back and carry on chat with dear le ..<br /><br />tom<br />dear... just want to let u know ...<br />i love u !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113448668745122772?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1134314174619086222005-12-11T23:08:00.000+08:002005-12-11T23:16:14.640+08:00here i come and write again<br />haiz...<br />the front few entries are full of happiness...<br />now...the room seems so dark to me...<br />wat is going on with me ...<br />today i make my dear angry 3 times...<br />now she is angry...<br />wat can i do...<br />i cant do ath...<br />i call...she dun want to pick up...<br />now i am seriously asking myself...<br />wat the hell am i doing...<br />some how i feel i am so useless...<br />besides...<br />anger ... wat can i bring to her...<br />haiz...<br />i feel nothing...<br />she is angry right now...everytime is all becoz of me...<br />the stupid kuku...<br />i hate it man...<br />a heart can understand her...<br />thats all i want...<br />now i seems ... no lights..<br />the light in my heart switch off..<br />haiz...wat a big kuku i am... only know how to make people angry...<br />i am tired...i am tiring of making her angry ...<br />i want to change..<br />i am hurt ... but she hurt even more..<br />sorry dear...<br />looking in to the screen ..<br />i see myself...<br />a retarded...<br />now ....<br />i dun dare to hope ath ...<br />just hope that she will forgive me...<br /><br />sorry....<br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113431417461908622?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1133416335322025242005-12-01T13:38:00.000+08:002005-12-01T13:52:15.603+08:00yoz yoz wats up!!!<br />yea yea ...<br />today is the fourth month for me and my dear!!!<br />wa so long nv come and write liao..<br />wahaha.z.... guess wat<br />by right now we should be working in my aunt's company<br />wahahaz<br />but by left !!!!!<br />i am using com... come here and type my blog .. and my dear is drawing !!!<br />wahahaz///wat a big kuku couple<br />and lazybum!!!!<br />hahaz<br />nvm .... its our nature!!!!<br />hahaz....<br />wa school come to the end liao ... wahahaz...<br />where is our prom ... we got to organise ourselves...<br />wat a stupid leaving school gift from our "dear " ms chamb!!!!<br />wahahz... i take one hammer and hammer her head ar!!!<br />that evil fat old lady ...<br />no wonder ... now still so lonely ....<br />hahaz... just now spell longly not lonely ...dear correct my mistake..<br />and just now i spell ms chamb as ms chumb ~~<br />wahahaz...sorry mr fuad ... hahaz<br />i spell it wrongly twice ... one is ur compo and now...<br />lucky i am not in school liao hor...hahaz<br />now this two kukus down here typing kuku blog ...<br />hehez<br /> kuku rulez!!!!<br />hahaz....<br />okok got to stop liao .. if not i havent hammer ms chamb ...my father will hammer me first..<br />oh yea by the way just now my father torture me lor ...<br />he use needle and poke me ... dunno wat is that called<br />some .. acupuncture thing!!!<br />so retarded!!!<br />but hor .. i scream " my mother ..." lol...<br />so embarassing ...<br />some more is in front of my dear leh !!!<br />aiyo...<br />so sorry .. there is so many spelling mistakes in this blog ...<br />but hor ... if u all cant understand ... i cant help it ... so better be more PJ so u can understand my blog. ..<br />wahahahaz....<br />ook... time to work ... not really .. actually ... is .... carry on slacking!!!<br />wahahaz....<br />tml chalet liao ...wahahaz...<br />lazy randy ... today then buy .. i use broom and wack his butt ar... but better not ...<br />later .. the broom got some chocolate on top...<br />then will be very smelly ...<br />hahaz...<br />okok. .. byebye<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113341633532202524?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1132133175479274492005-11-16T17:16:00.000+08:002005-11-16T17:26:15.496+08:00wa ...<br />hello<br />a few days to my 19 birthday le ...<br />hahaz... time pass so fast...<br />o level also coming to the end liao<br />3 more paper ...<br />tml still got a math paper... jia you jia you ...<br />hahaz..<br />aiyo ... this year bday ... mum and dad all not around. ..<br />hahaz...<br />so bored .... nvm ... hahaz... nvm lar...<br />just a bday only ... hahaz..<br />must always convince myself with this ...<br />since pri ....<br />haiz... hahaz... must cheer up ...<br />bday boy must be happy mar ... right tom ..<br />must be happy ...<br />if not happy then entire year will be not happy de...<br />so must be happy ...<br />lol...its i feel so ironic ...<br />i need to convice myself to make myself feel happy ...<br />just feel very stupid by doing this ..<br />hahaz<br />nvm ...at the end i feel happy can le ...<br />at least wont feel a sense of disappointment ...<br />hahaz..omg ... still got o level some more<br />T_________________T<br />must study also .. haiz... wat a poor bday .. hahaz... sad sia ..<br />nvm... next year no more exam le...<br />yea ... must be happy .. hahaz...<br />and bday must there the olevel come the end le. .<br />hahaz<br />cheer up ...<br />.....<br />hahaz... omg must be now listen to this stupid sad song...<br />yea sad song also make people mood swing ... ar..<br />evil ...i think better change a happy song..<br />so can feel happy hahaz<br />...<br />nvm ... hahaz<br />dear... olevel come to the end le..<br />jia you jia you a bit more only...<br />all the best to ur exam tml ....<br />hehez...<br />A math can get A de lar.. ahaz<br />paper one u do quite well!!!!<br />hahaz<br />paper 2 be more careful and jia you ...<br />hahaz then u get A1 lor ...<br />hahaz<br />so must have faith in urself ...<br />U can do it ...<br />love u !!!<br /><3<br /><br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113213317547927449?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1131780265263785032005-11-12T15:17:00.000+08:002005-11-12T15:24:25.273+08:00hello ...<br />hahaz<br /> olevel half way liao lor!!!!<br />hahaz .. i am so happpy .. coz a lot of scary paper over liao ..<br />eh do ok lar.. hahaz<br />yea yea yea yea ye a...<br />one more week to my bday liao ... so happy ...<br />hahaz...lol.. i also dunno .. y ... lol..<br />although all family members r not around with me<br />hahaz... T___________T<br />nvm la...<br />its also not the first time le... hahaz<br />bday must be happy ... hahaz...lol...<br />yea... going to 19 liao lor!!!!<br />hahz<br />18 to 19 wa... this one year got a lot of memories sia ...<br />hahaz<br />i guess... this year .. is also quite meaningful to me ba<br />hahaz... yea ... so many things happen ..<br />and so unlucky...<br />my bday fall during olevel.. so sad leh ..<br />nvm .. hahaz...<br />cheer up cheer up .. hahaz... its ok de... bday must stay happy mar...<br />lol... yea... so happy lol... guess .. wat makes me so happy ..<br />lol.. got cake leh !!!<br />eh ...<br />NO THE NORMAL CAKE OK!!!!!<br />lol... is from dear one leh !!!!<br />lol... so happy ... cant wait to eat LIAO!!!<br />haha... so happy ... (=<br />lol... yea ... that one is more than everything liao .. hahaz...<br />arh... y still got so long sia.. hahaz<br />lol... i already think of my bday wishes liao leh .. hahaz<br />so kuku right... lol... ok nvm .. i stop here liao...<br />all the best to my dear ...for her olevel and me too ..<br />hahaz<br />JIA YOU JIA YOU ... awhile more!!!!<br />hahaz<br />^____________________________^<br /> dear i love u ~~~<br /><3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113178026526378503?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1130939305704862032005-11-02T21:25:00.000+08:002005-11-02T21:48:25.723+08:00hello~~<br />wa long time nv come and write liao since after science prac...<br />hahaz... olevel going to start liao<br />and we also officially dun need to go back to school anymore<br />wa... actually i miss the place leh ...<br />got so many memories mar...<br />hahaz... but anyway life still must carry on ..<br />hahaz... the new story is going to start only hahaz...<br />lets cheer up!!!<br />hahaz<br />yea actually today i also dunno y i come here and type..<br />hahaz<br />but since come liao then type lor ...<br />hahaz<br />i guess this is another crapy entry<br />hahaz<br />but nvm lar...<br />hahaz... and i realise that there is so many "hahaz"<br />appearing hahaz<br />okok i better stop it...<br />yea ... o level is really around the corner liao ... next week everything going to start..<br />if i ask myself a question ... am i worry ..<br />hahaz..<br />i think my reply will be<br />i am very worried.. but worry no use<br />hahaz<br />i think go study better hahaz<br />yea lor ...<br />hahaz... dun need to think so much abt olevel..<br />haha.. just do my best can le ...<br />jia you jia you ... add oil add oil...<br />now i realised .. hahaz.. is november liao leh ..<br />wahahaz... my bday coming ..<br />eh ... but all my family member go back to taiwan ... lol...<br />my bday will be no family member celebrating with me<br />hahaz... but at least got my dear around... hahaz<br />got her can le.. although still got olevel .. hahaz<br />so i think also can play much ... still must study T_______T<br />y my olevel end so late one T________T<br />evil sia ... haiz...<br />nvm ...nvm ... hahaz<br />after Os can go learn driving liao ... wahahaz... parents say one ...<br />hehez...<br />aiyo .. this year... so many things happen sia ...<br />now i realise time pass really very fast ... especially when we spend so many time playing and slacking ...<br />hahz<br />hahaz... but time pass slow or fast doesnt matter...<br />they will always stay in our memories.. as long as we did forget them<br />hahaz<br />let me see ...<br />the ranking of important event happen this year!!!<br />No.1~~me and dear stead!!!<br />the day i will nv forget hahaa<br />No.2~~ perth trip~~<br />wahahz.. so many things happen ... and so fun lor .. and also the place where .. hahaz... secret...<br />no.3~~my dear's bday<br />wahahz...that is the first time i do so many things for my dear...<br />hahaz.. thanks god that she like it ...<br />No.4~~ my olevel ...<br />eh.. havent happen yet .. but going to happen a few days later...<br />No.5~~i use my own money pay Os<br />wahahz.. actually is trying to make sure that i dun waste my money .. hahaz..<br />and i really can put in effort in studying ..hahaz.. but i really hope i wont waste those money .. .<br />wahahz.. so many craps ./..<br />the rest i havent tot of ...<br />hahaz next time then i add ...<br />aiyo ...<br />everytime type blog ... somehow will think abt dear one...<br />hahaz..<br />guess is a sickness liao ...<br />nvm ...<br />dear ... olevel coming le...<br />lets jia you ok ? hahaz<br />try our best ^____________________^<br />u can do it .. i can do it ..<br />both of us can do it ...<br />lets hand in hand pass through Os hahaz...<br />and then we can play and enjoy our life after Os liao lor~~~<br />just want to say .. when u feel tired of studying ...<br />i am always there for u..<br />when u need some one to pei ..<br />give me a call i will be right there ...<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-113093930570486203?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1129820862955797062005-10-20T22:30:00.000+08:002005-10-21T20:31:48.816+08:00hello~~<br />hahaz...today finish olevel science practical ..hahaz<br />ok lar... i also dunno not very good not very bad<br />so should be ok ...<br />and another good news is that<br />hahaz... dear also did quite well..<br />hahaz.. yes dear ... lets jia you ~~<br /><3<br />time pass by so fast... sec 1 to 4<br />so fast going to end liao lor ....<br />i still remember so many memories happened in krss...<br />when i first came in the the school...<br />wa ... ms chumb ... really very ...scary .. lol..<br />luckily ...my mother and me both like<br />begger like that... ask her ... give me a chance to try to study ...<br />for the first 3 months...and the first class i went is ...2E7 hahaz...<br />i can still remember ... down there i meet a lot of friend sia... and my<br />cousin shuhui.. hahaz.. of coz not real one lar.. but she is the only have that time ...<br />coz i dun understand english ..<br />and the first CA test~~~hahaz.. except chinese and english ...<br />the rest of the subject ... i fail like shit ...<br />lol... yea ...<br />and guess wat three months later ...<br />i got to go to sec 1<br />when i first think of that ... i am like ...omg ... i am already damn old liao lor ... now<br />still got to go back to sec1...<br />my goodness...when will i leave this school sia ...<br />hahaz... however ... also must thanks that ... ms chumb that time ....<br />officially accept me as one of the student in krss...<br />hahaz...<br />hahaz...like wat my friends said ...<br />the first week ... i am so shy and queit ...<br />wahahaz.. after the first week...<br />the "evil tom" come back lor...<br />hahaz... and i dunno y got a lot of people tot i from china !!!<br />heyheyhey " i FROM TAIWAN OK!!!! TAIWAN IS NOT PART OF CHINA!!!!"<br />hahaz... yea ... then after the first week ..<br />wahahaz.. i am so talkative lor!!!<br />lol..<br />i meet friends like kel cal mund goshi bert sihao guan randy han all these crappy<br />guy friend haha...<br />they are wonderful man ...lol.. i better dun use this word... later they will say<br />GAY again..hahaz<br />must say " they are damn COOL AND GREAT SIA!!!<br />yea...we will go play soccer everytime after school sia...<br />the usual training we have...hahaz<br />hahaz... i still remember when near end of year exam ...<br />we still go play soccer ... and me and han got cought by ms chumb they all<br />hahaz... and guess wat we said .. we playing catching lol..hahaz<br />such a stupid reply right ..<br />hahaz...luckily she didnt scold sia ... but hahaz... nvm ...who cares ...<br />she nv scold can liao mar... wahahaa...<br />then yea... sec1 end year result and did quite ok ... but ms chumb want to see my parents<br />becoz my eng fail...<br />yea ... is always becoz of english<br />yea and she said ... she give me 2 more marks thats y i got in hahaz...<br />although i heard it lar... hahaz<br />but that really hurts me ...<br />and i guess my parents also hurt ba...<br />and i tell myself i must work harder...result cannot deprove...<br />becoz i dun want to let people look down my parents...<br />they are very good .. if i cant make it is not their fault..<br />so i must prove to others i can do it ..<br />yea ... and sec 2 came.<br />hahaz<br />such a happy and sad year to me ...<br />this year... hahaz... guess wat...<br />lol.... my no. of friends increase sia !!!!<br />hahaz... finally more than 10 fingers liao lor!!!<br />hahaz... yea... that is the time when i quite close to randy ros zhen qk all these...<br />hahaz... and also others... hahaz... so kuku right..but that time<br />i also dunno... most of the guys are anti girl..<br />i also dunno why ,.. hahz.. but nvm ... it wont affect me ...<br />yea and ... that year... why sad leh ..<br />the news ... yea .. whcih i dun want to mention anymroe...<br />i dun want to think abt it liao ...becoz i am that bastard<br />so yea...let it go ba...<br />wahhahaz..that time we really enjoy a lot ... carefree year..<br />hahaz.. lolz... got so many happy memories together...<br />its not just typing can type out...<br />thanks god that .. give me a chance to spend time with all these friends<br />and we all create so many happy memories together ... the class outing ...<br />the soccer time ... the movie ...the first geog trip... the chalet... the crappy phone ...<br />and the slping KING !!! yea u know who u are<br />i dun mention u .. hahaz.. i very good right..<br />yea so many unforgetable memories..<br />and the time ... we all worrying for our streaming results right<br />hahaz... we all go in to different classes.. hahaz.. but<br />hahaz<br />we still like good freind sia ... recess and after schools always go out play<br />together ...<br />finally sec3 ..<br />wat a great year actually ..<br />hahaz... the first time we wear long pants sia ..<br />wa feel that ... finally ... i somehow feel i am a bit not that childish anymore ..<br />hahaz... i know i very stupid right.. hahaz<br />but its true u know .. hahaz...<br />yea ...sec3 ... i very happy ... becoz ... i got to know more friends... hahaz..and<br />3E8 2004and 2e5 2003 RULEZ!!!<br />hahaz.. yea ...that time ... i get into engineering course..<br />hahaz.. quite a good course .. i nv regert<br />hahaz... becoz of the laughters ~~<br />hahaz... (=<br />yea...we play and study ... but seriously ..<br />sec3 we didnt study much ..<br />hahaz... but first time ... in sec 3 mid year.. hahaz.. i did damn well ..<br />but becoz of english fail... then didnt get first or second in level..<br />hahaz...but at least i am the first...in the group of those who fail english ..<br />nvm lets jia you .. and join the group of those people who pass their english ..<br />hahaz..yea... although nv get first .. but when parents know the results they really very happy ..<br />becoz ....i can see that .. they really proud of me .. but ...most important thign is ..<br />i want to let them know ..<br />i am more proud of them ...<br />when the time i want to go back to taiwan to study ...<br />they are the one who encourage me to carry on..<br />when i want to give up and run away ..<br />they are the one who hold me ...<br />and guide me through the difficulties...<br />when i need helps i will always go to them...<br />yea... and here comes the sec3 end liao .. wa... seriously that time..<br />i really study quite hard... but not very hard yet..<br />becoz i want to get first in level lol...<br />a bit proud.. but becoz i almost get it last time<br />thats y i try my best to study and put in effort...<br />yea finally i got it .. and then ...<br />the most important thing is ..<br />the smile on my parents face...<br />yea..that make me feel that..<br />that is more important than results already...<br />here comes to the sec 4<br />yea... we are working very hard...<br />lolz i guess so ..<br />all the time we all study ... do dnt project.. play at the same time ..<br />soon wa... half a year over le ..<br />thats very fast right....<br />yea...then after that we take mid year ..<br />ah...<br />i did very badly ... lol.. but luckily .. i still get first...<br />i think thats really my luck<br />hahaz... but who cares... i mean .. result doesnt mean ath ...<br />the most important thing is wat we learn ..<br />yea ... and after that the geog trip come .. wahahaz..<br />so fun lor ~~~<br />the 8 kukus ~~~<br />hahaz... yea ... we really have a great time here....<br />and that is also the first time .. i really get to know .. someone<br />who is so improtant to me now and for the result of my life time ...<br />very kuku but is truth ..<br />people always say ... now is not the right time to start...<br />and i guess ... i agree with them ...<br />but they all forget one thing ...<br />when people fall in love ... there is no right time or wrong time<br />the most important thing ... is the couple really love each other ...<br />thats the most important thing...<br />so time and all these<br />i think they forget when we fall in love...<br />it is very hard to control one ..<br />watever thing u do ... the face will automatic appear in ur mind ..<br />when u receive a phone call<br />the first person u think will be her ...<br />when u receive a sms ... the first person u think will be her..<br />sometimes.. even in ur dream...<br />she will also be the one inside...<br />yea...thats y ... we know ...this kind of feeling ...<br />yea... i wont control .. i also dun want to control..<br />i guess.. hahaz...<br />i want to enjoy in the sea of love sia ..<br />hahaz...<br />oh yea... and o level also coming ... and leaving this school already..<br />haiz... so many happy and sad memories...<br />but wats more...<br />is now we got to tressure everything we have...<br />and this is a message to dear...<br />" dear... a few months ... will be the end of the secondary school life....<br />but i just want to let u know ... althought that is the end of the secondary life..<br />but this is just the beginning of our life ....<br />the life between u and me ..<br />the life of the kukus family "<br />i love u ...<br />to friends...<br />"guys ... the ending of the secondary school life is coming ...but<br />lets dun worry ... it is just part of our life...<br />the most important thing is ..<br />the time we spend together ..<br />the time we crazy together ..<br />all the joys jokes craps we created...<br />that will be always in my memories..."<br />thanks god that give me a great chance to meet u all guys ~~~<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112982086295579706?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1129389170591814322005-10-15T22:47:00.000+08:002005-10-15T23:12:50.596+08:00hello!!!!<br />wa i got super long time nv come and write liao right...<br />hahaz... nvm ... here i am ... i come to write liao lor !!!<br />hahaz... 5 more days to olevel science practical ... wa... that was<br />quite scary actually !!!<br />nvm...still must jia you jia you ...wish everyone good luck and<br />all the best to the exam ...<br />hahaz.. here also must specially say !!!<br />"dear . JIA YOU!!!"<br />hahaz..<br />ok now i should start to talk abt ..<br />eh ...how did i do this few weeks ba...<br />hahaz.. i have a great time hahaz..<br />lucky the thing i plan for dear's birthday ...<br />she like it ... hahaaz... although is quite long le lar...<br />hahaz... but i still very happy ..<br />becoz that was my first time put in so much effort...<br />and her smile is the answer!!!!<br />hahaz... that was great ... other then that ... this few weeks<br />basically is all revision and more revision!!!<br />that was terrible isnt it ?<br />however i think i somehow get use to it liao so its ok !!<br />after all that is for our olevels mar... hahaz...<br />anyway .. i am really very happy .. hahaz... this few weeks also didnt<br />go out so much .beoz ... we got to jia you for olevel liao..<br />hahaz... must show those people we can do it ok ?<br />dear add oil (=<br />we can do it one (=<br />somehow this few weeks i changed a lot ...<br />i dun think is changing make me diffrent ..<br />i think more like i realise something ...<br />actually .. life is not tough..<br />is depend on our point of view...<br />to me .. life is not tough..<br />becoz i know when i was down ...<br />there was so many people around me ...<br />giving me support....<br />life is all abt love... friend's love... parental love...and<br />the love which everyone go after ...<br />hahaz... lucky...<br />i found the right one le... hahaz.. so dun need to go anymore..<br />(=<br />people is seriously injured... i am seriously being loved ...<br />hahaz<br /><3<br />life is great...when we feel the presence of love!!!<br />hope this will cheer those people who feel down ...<br />dun be so upset...<br />look around .. u will surely find someone who love u ...<br />(=<br />this few weeks ... eventhough ... i hit books till siao liao ..<br />but somehow i feel i have more confident in studies..<br />of coz cannot be too confident .. but<br />must have the confidnet in ourselves..<br />we are able to do it ...<br />once upon a time ... my results ...only one word can discribe..<br />the worst of the worst<br />hahaz.. but anyway ... lucky i can do quite ok now ...<br />i think it all depend on our heart...<br />as long as we believe we have the ability to do it ..<br />i am sure we will be able to do it ..<br />to me ...<br />want to do something ...must try our best...or else dun do..<br />yea... although sometimes... i treid my best.. but the results end up to be<br />bad...<br />i wont blame myself ...becoz i know i try my best ...<br />as long as u try ur best ...<br />u know ... the result good or bad wont make a difference...<br />the most important thing ...<br />during the process... how much u learn ...<br />that will make a huge change in ur entire life..<br />thats the learning point ...not the result ...<br />so now hahaz... lets jia you and try our best...<br />dun think of " wat if we tried but we fail"<br />think abt " i will be the one who can achieve it"<br />(=<br />this few days ... time spend with dear also become lesser and lesser<br />but nvm ... now is the time to focus on studies...<br />dear lets jia you ...<br />(= we will walk together to the path of success!!!!<br />dear u now sick ar... must take good care ok ?<br />drink more water ...<br />and rest early (=<br />i love u <3<br />miss u to the power of infinity!!!<br /><br />tom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112938917059181432?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1127740044996145522005-09-26T20:55:00.000+08:002005-09-26T21:07:25.003+08:00hello~~<br />wa get back results liao ...<br />ar... not really very satisfied with it lar ....<br />coz my english is D7 hhaaz...<br />still fail ... but i got tried my best le ...<br />must jia you more ...<br />hahaz... today we play floorball competition !!<br />wahahaz.. we win at first ... hahaz.. i am so happy ..<br />although at the end we didnt come to the top 3 places..<br />but i think i enjoy a lot ...<br />i think that goes the same to the rest of the class ba ..<br />hahaz<br />aiyo ... today see dear play .. so cute !!hahaz...<br />aiyo really love her a lot ...<br />dear i tell u one secret ar !!<br />hahaz.... u know y the ball will go in hahaz..<br />not becoz of me good ok !!<br />hahaz... is all becoz of u ..<br />hahaz.. ur support is more than everything ...<br />hahaz... ur smile is the most beautiful things i had ever seen<br />u are the one make me feel so fortunate ...<br />hahaz... just now kel still say ...<br />i am obsessed with u ...<br />hahaz.. i tell him i am not .. hahaz..<br />i am so serious abt this relationship hahaz..<br />therefore is not only obsessed ...<br />is really love u ... a bit kuku ... but thats all i want to say ...<br />yea ... if love someone never said it out loud..they will never know !!<br />hahaz... mushy ... i agree... but ... when u said it ...<br />u will feel ur heart is feel so happy ... becoz u said it ... and not only is becoz of u said it ..<br />the most important thing is that ... u said" i love u " to her ... the one u love ...not others ..<br />thats the thing make this three simple words...<br />created a huge impact on us !!<br />lastly ....<br />lets work hard for our Os ba!!<br />everyone cheer up from the prelims result ...<br />it doesnt mean we are ended !!<br />the future is waiting for us ..<br />if we believe ...<br />the future will surely come true!!!<br /><br />dear... lets work hard together<br />jia you wor !! (=<br />ar!! wanna to hug u now~~ )= so sad only can hug com !! T_T!!<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112774004499614552?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1127296356903200992005-09-21T17:36:00.000+08:002005-09-21T17:52:36.930+08:00hello ...<br />today get results liao ...<br />not everything .. but get back chem and phy ...<br />chem did quite ok ... get a A2 but phy ... too much careless mistake ... only get C5<br />so overall now only got B4 aiyo ... hope the rest will pull them up<br />i think this one .. i did really quite bad i think<br />i know i can still improve more...<br />i got no excuses for the bad result ...<br />is i didnt put in much effort...<br />put more... ba ...<br />actually i am sick of telling myself add oil liao<br />but i still must tell myself that ... is for my future ...<br />i study not for whos sake<br />but is for my own sake ...<br />so i will be able to take good care of my own family next time ...<br />my wife .. my children .. my parents...<br />soon ... the job will be on me ...<br />i really got to put in more effort...<br />action speak louder than words... but<br />somehow this time i didnt do well ...<br />i reflected the whole thing myself ...<br />i realiesd.... relationship ... didnt affect my study much actually ..<br />is the way i think ...<br />i got to change my mindset....<br />just like wat papa said ...<br />i study not for anyone else... but is to look after my family member in the<br />future ...<br />so for their sake and my sake ...<br />i will work hard...<br />nothing will drop down from the sky ...<br />only we work for it ...<br />the happiest rain will fall on us...<br />and wash away our unhappiness...<br />bring us joy and laughter<br />i know dear now is very sad.... for her result..<br />dear cheer up ... lets add some more oil ... for our sake ...<br />prelims is a alarm to us ...<br />so we got to work harder...<br />failed once doesnt mean fail forever<br />we must stand up ...<br />and walk to our future...<br />the darkness will disappear ...<br />we need to believe that ...<br />dun worry ...<br />we need to have courage to move on ...<br />prelims is not everything...<br />remember our greatest thing is ourselves...<br />if we are able to beat ourselves... we will be able to<br />success !!<br />no matter wat ... i will be right beside u...<br />"we must be humble to learn ... to success first thing is put down our faces"<br />from mrs tan ...<br />i think this will apply on me ...<br />i also dunno i like mrs tan as a teacher anot ...<br />but i think ... yea ... i believe in this ...<br />got to really be thick skin and ask teachers questions liao ...<br />dear ...<br />after the darkest time had over ...<br />the brightest sun will shine on u ...<br />but no matter ... u are down or happy ...<br />i will always be there for u ...<br />for dear and me ... and guys ...<br />all i want to say ...<br />lets really jia you ...<br />to show the teacher out there we can do it ...<br />and for our own future too ...<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112729635690320099?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1127226617490661342005-09-20T22:17:00.000+08:002005-09-20T22:33:54.276+08:00wa...<br />hahaz.. today was such a GREAT day<br />hahaz...<br />i see so many things lor ...<br />hahaz... i mean .. i see dear try so many things...<br />my mum and aunt also follow...<br />haha.z.. dear ...<br />looks so beautiful ... hahaz...<br />i dunno how to describe ...<br />hahaz<br />must see with ur own eyes then u will know ...<br />haha.z.. i cant wait for porn night liao ........<br />hahaz<br />faster come !!<br />hahaz... aiyo .... like sicko.. hahaz<br />tml getting results liao<br />aiyo .. worry .. but i dun think now worry will increase my marks<br />hahaz<br />so i think ..<br />i should let tonight be the night that i will spend my time to think abt<br />my dear...<br />at least my brain cell will not worry abt results ...<br />jia you jia you ...<br />hope tml dear and me ... will receive coulorful results...<br />haaz... hope that others will get it too ~~<br /><br /><br />at the moment i see u ... my heart beat increase ...<br />and i realise that i had found the right one...<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112722661749066134?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1127137031028143252005-09-19T21:19:00.000+08:002005-09-19T21:37:11.060+08:00hello ... wow ...<br />hahaz... prelims over liao ...<br />wa hahaz so happy sia ... hahaz<br />finally ... over liao ... today go out slack for a while haha.z..<br />me and dear go watch the movie ...<br />" the cave "<br />hahaz... seriously hahaz... the show i dun understand wat<br />is it abt ...<br />lol... and the place is like hotel to some of the people lor...<br />wa they are really so " siao"<br />dunno wat they thinking man...<br />hahaz...<br />aiyo ...the dear also tell me sth very funny<br />hahaz<br /> ok lar not really very angry lar... only partially lar... hahz<br />stupid lor ...<br />i dun understand y those ass will want to disturb other people's girlfriend...<br />haiz...<br />is just like ... suddenly there is someone u dunno want to date ur mother like that...<br />that kind of ass ar... aiyo ... no eye BALL is it ...<br />wa lao ...<br />okok ... nvm .... everytime wink wink wink ... stupid lar...<br />later i throw " balls in to ur eye then u know "<br />opps ... i forget ... that guy ... no ball one ...<br />ar... wrong liao .. is semi-GUY ...<br />yea ...<br />not i want to say sth bad...<br />but i mean ... can u use ur common sense anot ... haiz...<br />when u know people dun like u liao ...<br />still want to make people dun like u even more...<br />this kind of people ar...<br />haiz...<br />no medicine to cure liao lar...<br />aiyo dun want to type abt that "ball-less" guy liao...<br />wa... see i invent a new word... " balllessness"<br />means NO BALLs<br />ok short and simple right ... hahaz.. okok<br />dun be so sicko liao ...<br />back to the normal thing hahaz<br />yea prelim over liao ... i think i dunno how bad i am going to get for the result ...<br />but i think ... hahaz... .<br />i did my best le bar... although still can be improve ...<br />but since i done watever i can do laio ... then<br />i think i shouldnt say any more ...<br />i just wait and see my result bar ~~<br />hahaz hope i can do well ...<br />hahaz.. same goes to dear also ..<br />hahaz...<br />wa ... six years... very far.... i cant wait liao lor ...<br />hahaz<br />tml going out with dear and my mum plus my aunt ..<br />hahaz... so fun lol...just wonder wat will i be look like tml<br />hahaz<br />dunno y i am so happy ...<br />lol... yea ... although slpy ...<br />but hahaz... i guess i still very happy hahaz<br />i dunn y hahaz...<br />aiyo nvm one lar.... hahaz... just like think abt dear's smily face ...<br />wahahaz....<br />at night also will smile one lor ...<br />hahaz...<br />love is such a great feeling that god created for us ...<br />just like god created such a person like u for me to love and love me ...<br />wat else could i ask for ...<br />hahaz...<br />i guess ... i satisfy with watever i have now ...<br />i will tressure them now and in the future ...<br />and forever and ever ...<br />actually ... i not really believe sth is forever ...<br />until i meet u ... i started to believe ... there is a place ... call forever ...<br />for u and me ...<br /><br />thinking abt ur slpy smily face ...<br />its the happiest moment in my life<br /><3<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112713703102814325?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1126979704103869822005-09-18T01:42:00.000+08:002005-09-18T01:55:04.126+08:00hahaz...<br />wa i now i feel so happy ...<br />i dunno how to express my happiness ...<br />hahaz... all thanks to god...<br />i mean ... yea ...<br />really got to thank him ..<br />i had no idea... but yea ... somehow ... he<br />tell me wat should i do ...<br />he is really like our father ... who<br />guide us through the<br />difficult path ..<br />i think ......yea ...<br />now i feel ultimately happy hahaz...<br />i dunno why hahaz... just feel like shouting out loud...<br />" i love u , my dear "<br />my littlepiggy came my aunt house hahaz.. we celebrate mooncake festival together<br />wahaha.z.. my first time celebrate that with<br />someone whos is not my family member ...<br />but one day she will be part of my family member<br />hahaz...dun feel mushy or wat...<br />its normal... i mean. ..<br />when we fall in love we got to believe ourselves...<br />otherwise.. there will be no future ...<br />isnt it<br />hahaz yea thats wat i believe...<br />hahaz<br />looks like today i am a bit too high liao ..<br />i think in the middle of the night too high is not too good...<br />hahaz go slp liao byebye<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">god know u</span> thirsy thats y he created water for u to drink ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">god know u hungry thats y he created food for u to eat....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">god know my emptiness and loneliness thats y he created u to cultivae my soul... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz... and the most important... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">god know that the world will not be happy if me and u are not together ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">thats y he created both of us .. as a result ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">u know .... wat else could i say ... wat else could i ask for ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#6666cc;">I Love U dear</span><span style="font-family:courier new;"> <span style="color:#ff0000;"><3</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span ></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">-tom-</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">occupation : honeystick forever !!</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:180%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112697970410386982?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1126882593958948572005-09-16T22:49:00.000+08:002005-09-16T22:56:33.963+08:00prelims going to finish liao<br />i think i did quite badly i guess...<br />nvm after all ... its over liao ...<br />anyway i think i tried my best liao ..<br />no point toking abt it ...<br />must jia you more for o level liao<br /><br />long time nv see annie ... haha<br />she saw me and she cried lor...<br />hahaz... but after a while ...<br />i think she remembered me liao bar...<br />i think so thats y she smile at me hahaz...<br />so fun lor<br />hahaz... she is so cute ...<br />hahaz... then today dear also got play with her ... hahaz...<br />we have a quite kuku time today ...<br />all my cousins and sister bully me sia...<br />hahaz...<br /><br />dun feel like writeing much also ...<br /><br />-tom-<br />-___-ll<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112688259395894857?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1126446723158478932005-09-11T21:39:00.000+08:002005-09-11T21:52:03.166+08:00tml is prelims ...<br />wa ... the confindence somehow ...<br />i dunno ... ar...<br />prelim start tml .. no matter wat...<br />i got to find the confidence back<br />yea... hahaz... i got to find it back ... although now for me<br />still a bit ...<br />hahaz... but its ok ... haha...<br />is not really no confidence .. is<br />hahz... always think that ...<br />i didnt put in enough effort<br />nvm ... somehow ... kukus are like that<br />yea...<br />now i really got to say ...<br />i really miss my piggy a lot ...<br />)=<br />dunno y ... aiyo ... nvm ...<br />hahaz... exam coming got to put in effort on study first<br />hahaz... all the best for ur exam .. my dear...<br />lets jia you together and get our good grades...<br />honeystick and little piggy rules ~~<br />jia you ...<br />all the best to u all guys too ...<br />^________________________^<br />lets share our happiness after the prelims ba !!<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112644672315847893?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1126365826587292922005-09-10T22:44:00.000+08:002005-09-10T23:23:46.630+08:00hahaz...<br />wa today is such a great day ...<br />receive a SURPRISE that i nv tot of ... hahaz<br />i am super happy now hahaz...<br />hahaz... thanks u dear...<br />i love u ...<br />my world become so wonderful ...<br />prelims...<br />studys ... so many things... coming ...<br />yea.... ur surprise... give me energy and refresh me ...<br />now i got the energy ... to chong lor ...<br />hahz...<br />this few days is exam days...<br />we really got to settle down ..<br />i dunno ... now for me ... must carry on study ..yea...<br />got to work hard and get my results...<br />exams ... hahaz...<br />somehow a bit no confidence...<br />i also dunno y ... aiyo ...<br />somehow ... not really have confindence..<br />must jia you i know ...<br />but hahaz... everytime before exam i will some how feel this way ..<br />lol... like mid year and last year<br />hahaz... worry also no use...<br />but some how i still will worry ...<br />i think this is human nature isnt it ...<br />yea ... haiz... beyond my control ...<br />the confidence i got to find it back ..<br />just try my best ....<br />i cant do badly ... i cant afford it to happen ..<br />and i wish it will nv happen ...<br />i can let down my parents and those people who support me ...<br />yea i got to work hard... hahaz...<br />nvm ... those confindence... i will find them back ...<br />i will ... and ...<br />i must !!<br />i miss my piggy !!!<br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112636582658729292?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1126195220831931462005-09-08T23:18:00.000+08:002005-09-09T00:00:22.330+08:00exams really coming liao ...<br />i think i can start to count down liao ...<br />somehow i still feel that i am not quite prepared for the prelims yet ...<br />i dunno y ...<br />i think i really got to put in more effort laio ...<br />i must prove to those people that relationship will help ...<br />this exam is very important for everyone of us ...<br />of coz to me it is important ...<br />sometimes... i really hope exam can really over ...<br />so i can enjoy le ...<br />some of the things are really making me pissed off...<br />wat else can i do...<br />i can just ignore it ... yea ...<br />wat else can i do. ...<br />no point fighting over a stupid thing...<br />it is just a waste of my time and energy ...<br />to my freinds...<br />after prelims .. i think i will have more time to go out with u all guys ..<br />sorry abt that guys ...<br />anyway good luck for all ur prelims...<br />in the night ...<br />when i was alone ...<br />i know there is someone deep in my heart...<br />make me feel warm and comfortable ...<br />and give me energy to carry on study ...<br /><br />the emptiness ... is being fill up ...<br />the future path ... is right in front of us ...<br />waiting for us to paint it with our hands....<br /><br />future is in our hands^____________^<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112619522083193146?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1125852470430293352005-09-05T00:34:00.000+08:002005-09-05T00:47:50.436+08:00we must be decisive in our life....<br />only<br />being decisive then we can achieve our targets...<br />hahaz...<br />i am not really a very decisive person ... but for sometimes. ..<br />i am quite decisive ... i also not very sure actually ...<br />being indecisive is not a wrong thing ...<br />sometimes... actually it might be good indeed...<br />in my life time ..<br />i think so far ... i make quite a lot of<br />good decision ...<br />yea...<br />although i did make some bad decision ...<br />however i think i had learn from my mistakes...<br />u are my decision ...<br />our future will be the result of my decision ...<br />u are one of my greatest decision ... in the past ... present ...and future...<br />till forever ...the ever lasting decision (=<br /><br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112585247043029335?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1125760220148049972005-09-03T22:37:00.000+08:002005-09-03T23:10:20.190+08:00hahaz...<br />wa... holiday finally come liao ...<br />wa ...no school... but still to spend time on studying liao ...<br />jia you jia you<br />when school start all the paper will come liao ...<br />must well prepared...<br />hahaz...<br />time fly when i spend time with u ...<br />i wish i can spend the rest of my time with u ...<br />i can see u so clear in my dream...<br />in the dream...<br />is the place ... where i can hold ur hands and hug u with all my soul ...<br />when we spend time together ...<br />thats the only treasure that nobody is able to steal away from me...<br />if i could i will shut ur name out loud<br />to tell the whole world how much i love u ..<br />if i could i will share with the universe<br />the happiness u brough to me ...<br />my soul no longer feel lonely when u step in to me life...<br />the emptiness fill up with ur love ...<br />all i want to tell u is ...<br />I LOVE U<br />eh ... guess u all guys dun need to think so much le la...<br />okok ... i will tell u all guys something ...<br />open all ur eyes BIG BIG !!!<br />i mean <span style="font-size:180%;">BIG BIG AR!!!!</span><br />okok... good... those who wear spec one ...<br />go CLEAN now faster !!!<br />ok le ma .... good ...<br />ger and me stead le ...<br />for some important reasons i am not able to tell u all ...<br />eh ... sorry abt that... hahaz...<br />ok nvm ...<br />anyway thats all... coz the rest of the thing is between me and her ... hahaz...<br />so dun need to share with u all guys ... hahaz...<br />ok now ...<br />i got something need to tell u all guys ...<br />for those who happy for me and her one ... hahaz<br />here... i shall say <span style="font-size:180%;">thank u !</span><br />whereas for those who very i dunno ...<br />eh .. or i shall say not really very happy one ...<br />eh ... seriously i cant tot of any good word...<br />i think we might make u feel even more unhappy ...<br />hahaz... coz me and her ...will only have start but there will be no ending ...<br />so i think i got to say sorry if i make u feel unhappy for the rest of ur life time ...<br />haaz... sorry abt that..<br />anyway ... just want u guys to know it ... so u all dun need to ask again and again ...<br /><br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112576022014804997?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1125504004798024972005-08-31T23:41:00.000+08:002005-09-01T00:00:04.810+08:00today is a very important days ...<br />prelim start .... does it really matter yea ...<br />hahz... geog paper is a bit hard and english paper 1 ....<br />all the best to myself liao lor ...<br />i have no idea also ... hopefully can do it well ba ...<br />hahaz...<br />wa... today so happy sia ...<br />english paper 1 over liao lor ....<br />so happy ^_________^<br />hahaz...<br />lol...i think people will scold me siao again ..<br />but today is the most significant day in my life ok..<br />^__________________^<br />hahaz...<br />must tressure everyday we have...<br />hahaz... everyday has its own purposes...<br />hahaz....<br />now i know understand y there is always problems...<br />becoz. .we nv put ourselves into other people's shoes...<br />if we did that ...<br />the problems might not occured so often ...<br />hahaz...<br />we got to start to think for others before us ...<br />hahaz...<br />i know ... we have to learn how to accept each other's bad habbit ...<br />sometimes.. we are just to selfish ... yea .. i think i am sometimes...<br />now must change ... and must think for people first ...<br />the big butt ... hahaz....<br />lol... ok<br />i have no idea y today so high...<br />hahaz...<br /><br />i treasure the time when we together ...<br />i miss u at the moment u disappear in front of me...<br />i want to hold u tight<br />never let u go ...<br />all i wish is just to spend the rest of my time with u ...<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112550400479802497?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1125330705197431082005-08-29T23:27:00.000+08:002005-08-29T23:51:46.483+08:00wa ..<br />2 more days to english and geog prelims ....<br />wa ... so scary ... hahaa.z... must work hard....<br />aiyoyo...dunno ... so afraid of it ...<br />aiyo ..<br />nvm .. try my best and jia you together ba ...<br /><br />everyday studies...as a human beings ...<br />we all feel so tired... however ... for the seek of our<br />future ... we have to face it to do it ...<br />when we feel tired of studies... there is always ...<br />friends beside us ...<br />there is always some out there ...<br />cares abt us ...<br />days after days ... weeks after weeks ...<br />years after years... it will be forever ...<br />in our life ... we need to learn give and take...<br />something .. when is time to give ...<br />we should do it ...<br />sometimes ... when we take it ...<br />we must be responsibile to it ...<br />there is no right decision for some situation ...<br />however ... if u choose the most suitable decision ...<br />it will be great...<br />but ... before u make ur stand ... there is no<br />right decision in some questions...<br />we must believe ourselves...<br />that the decision we made is right ...<br />why we make the decision ...<br />is becoz we know we are able to do it thats y we make the decision ...<br />sometimes...i feel not really very happy abt my life...<br />feel tiring ... and very sian ... and other things<br />but ... wat can i do ...<br />i spend 60s feel unhappy ... y dun i use the 60s to find my happiness back instead...<br />i miss every moment ...<br />every single sencods...<br />it might be far.. but we will nv be apart...<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112533070519743108?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1125241726543743352005-08-28T22:28:00.000+08:002005-08-28T23:08:46.593+08:00when we have a dream ... we must do it otherwise the dream will nv come true...<br />we must believe in the dream...<br />and try our best to do it ... so<br />one day the dream will come true ...<br />when we have dream... we must share with other people ...<br />so the dream will not keep inside our heart...<br />the dream ... the decision ...<br />its all in my dream...<br />my future ...without dream... there will be no future...<br />so ... i must keep dreaming ...<br />of coz not daydreaming in class la<br />the future of me is decided by me ..<br />i make the desicion ...<br />it will not change ... coz it is deep inside my heart...<br />acceptance... wa... say is easy ...<br />do is so hard....<br />haiz... hahaz... i just wondering<br />just now i asking myself ...<br />y i am so insenseritive...<br />y god give me this ability ...<br />which is no use at all ...<br />after that ... i think abt it ...<br />thats wat god want me to have...<br />i can run away .. but accept ...<br />is just like ... yea ...i need to know how to accept it ...<br />although ... i dislike it quite a lot...<br />however somehow this will nv change isnt it<br />?_?<br />life is full of joys and sadness...<br />it can be tired... for us to carry on<br />however ... there is always people give us courage to carry on<br />u will nv know ... there will always angels send by god ...<br />to guide us through the path ...<br />exam coming ...<br />all the best to us ba ....<br />jia you jia you lor ...<br />hope i can pass my english ...<br />all the best to all the paper and friends...<br />specially for my angel (=<br />a world without u is no longer my world...<br />i without out ... is not longer a human being ....<br />the world become different becoz of u ...<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112524172654374335?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1124971222549352412005-08-25T19:50:00.000+08:002005-08-25T20:00:22.556+08:00sometimes .. we will wonder where are we belong?<br />now ... i had found where is the place i belong...<br />its a place... when i can spend time with u ...<br />till the end of the day ...<br />a lot of craps are coming out from everywhere ....<br />but who cares... i dun give a damn ...<br />no matter wat...<br />tml or today ...<br />walk with u till the end of the day ...<br />aiyo ... now exams coming ...<br />everyday is so stress up ...<br />hahaz... but its ok ... after all ...<br />still must jia you to do well ...<br />tml is science practical exam...<br />all the best to us ...<br />^0^<br />sometimes...we may feel very tired of all the schoolworks and<br />other things..<br />but when we have a clear vision ...<br />we will be able to go through it ...<br />u are not alone ..<br />i will always be there...<br />^o^<br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112497122254935241?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1124890014312902602005-08-24T21:13:00.000+08:002005-08-24T21:26:54.320+08:00hahaz...<br />another normal school day ...<br />wa... so many test today ... can kill people one ...<br />hahaz...<br />nvm... now ... dun need to worry so much ...<br />hahaz..<br />as least i know where i can find my energy ...<br />hahaz....so its ok ... must jia you a bit more<br />hahaz...<br />now everything in my life ...<br />not really different ...<br />but somewhere deep inside ...<br />i lost something ...<br />dunno where is it go liao ...<br />aiyoyo ...<br />someone took it away ...<br />yet i feel so happy ...<br />hahaz... wa... wat i sicko i am ...<br />lol.. nvm ...<br />now everything in life ... remains the same ...<br />but internally ... there is someone who give me energy<br />when i feel sad ... i know she will be around...<br />when i am happy ... she is the one i want to share my happiness with ...<br />at the moment .... when she step into my life...<br />i know ... she make a difference to me ...<br />so strongly ... yet ...it cant really see it ...<br />must use heart and feel it ...<br />it might not be something great<br />but it is something ... i will nv forget and nv let go ...<br />i will not worry abt wat will tml be look like ...<br />i only want to tressure every single moment that i spend with u ...<br /><br /><br />-tom-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112489001431290260?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom Yenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08249078093187866937noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13592799.post-1124723383779437542005-08-22T22:47:00.000+08:002005-08-22T23:09:43.840+08:00wa... ok i shall continued from yesterday ...<br />actually ...<br />sometimes...<br />a smile a word ... or a single thing will make<br />a difference in another person's life....<br />here i want to thank those who had give me<br />courage to carry on in my life...<br />as least i know ...<br />and i understand ...<br />myself even better...<br />i am not someone perfect...<br />no one is perfect...<br />i dun need to think so much ..<br />i just to wat i am able to do ...<br />it might not be perfect...<br />however ... i did it with all my heart and soul ...<br />things will change ..<br />same goes to people ...<br />but ...no matter wat...<br />the truth self will nv change ...<br />yea... we will might not behave like a normal self ...<br />but we know it by our heart<br />we still the same<br />as wat we are last time ...<br />we must accept ourselves<br />before others accept us<br />we must account for ourselves...<br />before we can receive greater accountability<br />we must know ourselves enough ...<br /> and to make a difference in our lives...<br />and make sure that our affirmation<br />is wat we really need to prove to others ...<br />sometimes... we might not as good as someone ...<br />but ... as we know ...<br />compare wont make ourselves ...<br />feel better ...<br />then only way is to accept ourselves and make<br />a difference over it ...<br />and enjoy our true self ~~<br /><br /> -tom-<br /> ^o^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13592799-112472338377943754?l=imuzworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tom 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